hidden bruises tell the tales noone wants to hear....
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sour girl
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she...
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Heart of Ice
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drink
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Blame
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Tremours
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Saraphin
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sinking
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sour girl
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and so i have grown sour
beat me once again
you think the bruses and the pain
might help to let you in
try and break my walls down
i'm bitter to the touch
and my heart is a pale lemon
i've been broken o so much
and so i have grown sour
i know that you are blind
the pain and anguish blosoming
that you are soon to find
*
she...
*
here she sits hollow of chest
black eyes to the sky her tatterd torn soul
wishing and waiting
as time passes by she wants to be whole
here she lays broken in mind
blue heart to the sea her pale tear-soaked cheek
wanting and woefull
as time passes by she gets rather weak
here she stands sad in eyes
soft lips to the air her fragile scarred legs
worried and wearing
as time passes by she falls and she begs
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Heart of ice
*
she sits sullen
eyes staring into the blackness
tears frozen to her face
noone hears her anymore
not even she hears herself
her heart pallening
freezing
turning blue like the angry tide
she walks down the street
blind to the plastic world
demons follow her trail of ice
licking up forgotten sorrows
which she leaves behind
walking on
yesterday nipping at her heals
her step quickens
she breaks into a run
running until her viens feel as if they will explode
she falls to the ground
fire in her eyes
ice in her heart
wishing for a thaw
waiting for a reason to take the inevitable next breath
never seeing this misterious joy
joy that seems to elude her
unless she pretends
she forces a smile
tries to join them
it is futile
she will never be plastic
she can never be ignorent to her pain
she watches the demons come upon her
she wants to die
but she is unable
she is stuck in this misery that she calls pain
that others call life
all the days blur into one
she forgets her soul
she leaves it stranded in an alley
the sound of a gunshot reverberates through her viens
she shudders and pulls herself off the ground
she starts off again
frosty heart pounding out the rythem of it all
beating in sinchrony with the tide
the cold blue tide that strangles her
that beats against her heart
that keeps her alive
she screams
noone cares
they all look away
avert your eyes shadows
she screams
noone listens she is ignored
she falls to the ground
sitting over an unmarked grave
she stays there
and listensshe sits sullen
eyes staring into the blackness
tears frozen to her face
noone hears her anymore
not even she hears herself
her heart pallening
freezing
turning blue like the angry tide
she walks down the street
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drink
*
I close my mind and swallow it down
it's thick and stings my eyes
the angry sound the bitter taste
it leaves me paralized
you take my arm and throw me down
the bile burns my heart
my swollen skin my beaten soul
your ripping me apart
surender; I am too week
you've tourtured me to long
my broken brain my brittle will
I'm always in the wrong
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Blame(dangerous embraces)
*
It's all my fault she screams
and she knows the truth
she puts herself into these places
trapped in dangerous embraces
It's all her fault it seems
as she lives the lie
her broken heart it needs repairs
she swears she'd fallen down the stairs
and only in heartbroken dreams
can her soul survive
she doesn't know how long it's been
he swears he won't do it again
lifes trapped and twisted themes
begins to kill her deep inside
she knows she has no place to go
she knows she has no place to hide
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tremours
*
they wash over me like waves
over my body wrenching me to and fro
throwing me against the air
air which is harder than rocks on my skin
he rolled over me like fire
blistering my skin with his fuery
shakes attack me every time
the memories prove to slowly kill me
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Saraphin
*
It rainned all night
and i cried
the tears stung my face like acid
i couldn't hold them back
though i tried
the rain fell into my window
on my skin
on to my face meshing with my tears
i don't think i could have
let him in
*
sinking
*
watch me thrash
never blinking
see me die
slowly sinking
need a hand
ever thinking
let me drown
slowly sinking
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