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Touch Me Not!

The Soul of Mary Magdalene and the Body of Christ

By Gerald Palo



Jesus saith unto her, "Touch me not. For I have not yet ascended to my Father."

(John 20:17, King James)

This famous saying of the risen Christ to Mary Magdalene has provoked much discussion about the nature of his first recorded appearance on Easter morning. The story is related in the twentieth chapter of John. Mary, seemingly distraught and confused, realizes at the sound of her name that her beloved master is really alive. Her sorrow turns to uncontainable joy and she rushes to embrace him. But then he seems to rebuke her with the words, "Touch me not", as they are rendered in English, me mou aptou in Greek. Commentators have puzzled over this command. They have supposed that Mary saw Christ's resurrection body in a kind of halfway state, somewhere between death, resur- rection and ascension that required him to restrain her, as if it were impious if not actually dangerous for her to touch him (1). A commonly accepted interpretation of Christ's words to Mary is that they are a loving but stern warning that she is not permitted to touch him, because he has not yet ascended to his Father. Somehow, the commentators seem to imply, an "ascension process" must take place so that it will be all right for a mortal human being to touch his resurrection body without occa- sioning some unspoken dire consequences.

But what is this ascension process? It is not mentioned anywhere else in the Bible (2). Christ could not have been referring to his being taken up into the clouds forty days later, for within a matter of hours others were clinging to his feet, apparently without discouragement (Matthew 28:8-10). He ate with the disciples on the road to Emmaus that same evening, and one week later he commanded Thomas to touch him. And it makes no sense that Mary would be permitted to touch him after he had ascended, since with the Ascension forty days later he would remove himself altogether from perception in individual bodily form. The widely accepted interpretation of the famous words seems to derive solely from the translation of the words them- selves, without any other contextual support. A closer reading of the story and a look at the original text will throw a different light on Christ's words and also reveal much about the psychology of those concerned and of his compassionate insight into the condition of the souls of those to whom he revealed himself.

Christ and the Soul of Mary Magdalene (3)

Mary, traditionally portrayed as an emotionally volatile woman who has a deeply personal relationship to Jesus, stands weeping, beside herself with grief at the tomb. She is one of the few people, mostly women, who have remained by the cross throughout his agony. She has seen him die. She has accompanied the burial party and seen the tortured corpse laid in the grave. Grieving and confused at the rapid course of unexpected and horrifying events, she nevertheless has prepared spices for the final embalming and come early in the morning to do her duty of preparing the corpse of her teacher for burial, only to find the tomb open and apparently desecrated, the sacred body stolen. Imagine the horror and confusion she must have experienced. It would be enough to break even the strongest man or woman. If one pictures the events vividly enough in all the grim details, Mary Magdalene emerges as an emotional but by no means helpless woman, for when almost everyone else has either fled or become paralyzed through confusion and fear, she determines what is needed and takes firm action. Seeing the stone rolled away, she does not even pause to look into the tomb but concludes that the body has been stolen, turns and runs back to get help from Peter and John.

And so she ran and came to Simon Peter, and the other disciple whom Jesus loved, and said to them, "They have taken away my Lord and I do not know where they have laid him." (John 20:2)


Their way lighted between the setting full moon and the glimmering dawn, all three return to the tomb, the two men running ahead and leaving her behind. They look inside and leave. Mary arrives, once again alone at the tomb. But she cannot tear herself away. Rather, she clings to the tomb, the empty husk of a cocoon that no longer holds the physical remains of her Master. Her mind is fixed on the missing corpse. Now she stoops and looks into the tomb as the disciples had done. But she sees something that they had not seen, the two angels.

But Mary was standing outside the tomb weep- ing; and so, as she wept, she stooped and looked into the tomb; and she beheld two angels in white sitting, one at the head and one at the feet, where the body of Jesus had been lying. (John 20:11-12)

She is so preoccupied with the idea that the Lord's body has been stolen that, unlike the other women (Luke 24:5), she does not even register fear at the sight of two strange figures in the tomb.

And they said to her, "Why are you weeping?" She said to them, "Because they have taken away my Lord, and I do not know where they have laid him." (John 20:13).

Her distracted, matter-of-fact answer is a mechanical repetition of her earlier report to the two disciples. Her single minded preoccupation with finding the body borders on distraction and makes her oblivious to everything else.

At this moment the risen Christ appears to her. Consider her state of mind. What would have happened had he appeared to her in full, recognizable form at that moment, whose horrible death she had just witnessed and whose stiff, bloodied corpse she had perhaps handled only a short time before? It could well have driven her insane, or at least her mind might have refused to accept the evidence of her senses, causing her to recoil in fear at the apparent vision of a ghost. Anyone who even in the tamest of circumstances has seen someone who strikingly resembles a recently deceased friend or loved one can appreciate what such a vision might have done to her.

But Christ understands this and knows that here in the garden, early in the morning, he must gradually awaken her consciousness to the reality of his risen presence. A close reading reveals how he does this step by step, lovingly caring for the precarious state of her soul. His first appearance to her senses is not to her sight but to her hearing, and that not even by speaking. Following her reply to the angels one might expect that she would have waited for their answer or perhaps continued by asking them, "Do you know where they took him?", But something causes her to turn away from the angels.

When she had thus said, she turned herself back, and saw Jesus standing, and knew not that it was Jesus. (John 20: 14)

What is it that causes her turn abruptly away from this remark- able sight of the two figures in the tomb? Perhaps Jesus had approached walking, and she heard a footfall. She turns and sees a man standing there. It is his deliberate intention that Mary not recognize him yet. He inquires impersonally, as any stranger on the scene might ask of a woman sobbing hysterically, the same question the angels had asked. This may have been a ritual question that one traditionally asked of a mourner.

Jesus said to her, "Woman, why are you weeping? Whom are you seeking?" Supposing him to be the gardener, she said to him, "Sir, if you have car- ried him away, tell me where you have laid him and I will take him away." (John 20:15)

Jesus's voice echoing the angels' "Why?" may have penetrated into her soul, but her immediate condition of consciousness is not jolted to awareness of his identity.

The Gardener

If Mary mistook Jesus for the gardener out of distraction, he must for his part have done nothing to disabuse her. He may even have taken extraordinary measures to giver her this impres- sion (4). Anna Katherina Emmerich, the Austrian stigmatist and visionary, reports an interesting detail in this regard. In her vision of the scene Jesus carried a spade and wore a hat, leaving very much the impression of a gardener and also somewhat conceal- ing his face (5). Raphael's painting also shows him wearing a hat and holding a spade. Fra Angelico and other painters show the spade. The meaning of this symbol is profound, the sign of the planting of the seed of Christ's body in the body of the earth itself, with the Risen One himself tending it. Is the spade only an artist's symbol, or did Jesus really carry one, its repeated appearance in art perhaps deriving from an ancient tradition passed down from Mary herself?

Mary shows that she is still interested in only one thing, recovering the stolen corpse. Although it had not occurred to her that the two angels in the tomb might have taken the body ("they have taken away my lord"), she does suspect the gardener ("if you have taken him away"). Does a glimmer of insight dawn on her here, an awakening sense that it is indeed this One who has "taken" the body? The extent of her confusion is revealed by her totally impractical suggestion that she could physically carry the heavy corpse back to the tomb. She seems to confront the suspected grave robber with authority, commanding him to tell her. There is a note of vexation in her words. According to tradition, Mary Magdalene was a wealthy woman. She would have been used to speaking to servants in a commanding tone of voice. Apparently there is a pause before Jesus answers, for she turns away from the "servant", back to the scene inside the tomb, most likely to continue her conversation with the two angels. This turning back is clear because when Jesus speaks the next words she turns again towards him (20:16). He is in control of the situation and knows exactly when and how to speak to her. Now, in her determination to recover the body, she has to some extent recovered control of herself and is more or less in a state of day consciousness. The sun is perhaps risen by now. Jesus has gradually come forward in sound, general human form, and voice. Now he emerges from the shadows and allows it to dawn in Mary's consciousness that it is he. In a moment, her confusion is swept away and she awakens, without a trace of fear, to the happy reality of his presence.

Jesus said unto her, "Mary!" She turned and said to him, in Hebrew, "Rabboni!" (which means, Teacher). (John 20:16)

He takes care to say her name while her back is turned to him. With the speaking of her name, Mary realizes it is indeed Jesus. Only then does she turn and see him. He has prepared her soul step by step for this moment of awakening. And she approaches to embrace him.

Noli me tangere

It is at this point that the so-called warning words are spoken.

Jesus said unto her, "Touch me not. I am not yet ascended to my Father: but go unto my brethren and say unto them, I ascend unto my Father and your Father, unto my God and your God." (John 20:17)

Can it be that after such careful preparation Christ would thrust her back by forbidding her to embrace him? Neither theologically nor psychologically does the traditional interpre- tation of the passage make sense. Even if he had appeared in some kind of half-resurrected condition in the garden (somehow not yet in control of his own resurrection body) his appearance to Mary in such a state seems totally contradictory after the careful way in which he had revealed himself to her.

A resolution can be found by examining closely the translation of original text. The Greek words are me mou aptou. The famous Latin Vulgate rendering is Noli me tangere. It may well be that traditional reading of the Vulgate gave rise to the 'Touch me not' of the AV and the "Ruehre mich nicht an!" of Luther. The forcefulness of tone of these translations led to a long history of attempts to fathom the meaning of the words. But a better translation of the Greek text would be, "Do not go on holding to me". The New American Standard Bible renders it, "Stop clinging to me". This reading changes the meaning entirely. Now we can see that his words were meant to comfort her and bring her back to her senses as, embracing him and overcome by joy, she was unable to let go.

William Barclay points to the possibility suggested by some scholars that the original text may have read, me ptoou, "Do not be afraid" and was miscopied (6). This reading is echoed in Mark 16:8, Luke 24:5, and especially in Matthew 28:10, which seems to be reporting this very incident or one similar to it. The sense of Christ's words might then be rendered, "Do not be afraid. It is all right, Mary. You don't have to stay here holding on to me. I haven't gone to my Father yet, but soon I will. I am still here with you, but only for a short time in this form. So go and tell the disciples while there is still time."

With either reading the words are revealed, not as a stern forbidding, but as words of comfort and assurance that are totally in harmony with Mary's state of mind, Christ's loving understanding of it and, most important, his mastery of the situation. This is consistent with his next command to her. In the darkest of hours she had proved to be a woman of steadfast loyalty and decisive action. Now once more she needs to pull herself together by doing something, so he tells her: "Go..., say..." Where a moment ago she had commanded him to lead her to the body, now he commands her to tell the disciples the news of his resurrection. Christ has led her step by step from mourning and despair to the realization that he lives, and now he sets her to action.

The gradual revelation of the risen Christ

Modern critical theologians have seen it as an inconsistency that Mary should not recognize Jesus, whom she had known well and had seen only days before. They overlooked the fact that the form in which she had most recently seen and touched him was that of a mangled corpse, taken down from the cross, prepared, and laid in a tomb. Who after the same experiences would not fail to recognize him alive and well in the misty dawn in the garden? Examination of the text in its total human context should have disposed of this question at the outset. Stated in terms of the crude materialism of critical theology, the question should have dismissed itself, yet in a far deeper way it is a valid one. It became for Rudolf Steiner a touchstone for the revelation of a most important spiritual fact. Steiner, speaking from the point of view of spiritual science, answered that the risen Christ manifested himself gradually to Mary and the disciples, stage by stage, at different levels of consciousness, and in different forms than the totally integrated bodily form in which he appeared during his incarnation (7). We have seen one dimen- sion of this stage by stage revelation in the details of his ap- pearance to Mary as described in the twentieth chapter of John.

Mary Magdalene and the Mystery of the Physical Body

So far we have examined the more psychological dimension of Christ's appearance to Mary. The gospel narratives about her point to an even deeper spiritual meaning in the words, "Touch me not", that reaches to the very depths of the mysteries of the physical body itself. Mathias Gruenewald's painting of the crucifixion on the Isenheim Altar depicts the mother of Jesus and Mary Magdalene in a parallel relationship. They both assume the same pose, but in starkly contrasting ways. The Virgin is dressed in a perfectly clean and pressed nun's habit, standing somewhat away from the cross. She has fainted and is supported by the beloved disciple, leaning back but in a standing position. Her hands are pressed together in a prayerful gesture. Mary Magdalene has sunk to the ground directly beneath the cross. Her clothes are in disarray. Her long, beautiful, wavy hair cascades down, covering her loose and unkempt, almost like a cloak. The open display of a woman's hair would be a sign of wanton immodesty, but here its undulating abundance reveals pulsating life beneath her disheveled outer garments. Her hands are also pressed together, but with fingers extended in a tortured, twisted gesture that mirrors as much the hands of the Crucified as those of the Virgin. The Virgin is in a swoon, her pallid countenance almost serene, as if she were in communion with events on a totally different plane. Magdalene's face quivers with grief, straining not to be overcome by it, but she is awake. While the Virgin's eyes are closed, hers are wide open. A transparent veil covers them, perhaps to indicate the "veil of the senses". She gazes up through it directly at the body on the cross, the very vision of which seems to support her as the disciple supports the Virgin. She has sunk to the ground but holds herself up, fully experiencing the earthly scene out of her own strength and consciousness. She is as united in soul with grim outer appearance of Christ's physical torture as the Virgin is removed from it. The physical appearance of each woman reflects, as it were, the inner relationship of her soul to the crucifixion. The Virgin is as if blind to the outward physical manifestation, having never lost sight of his living spiritual presence, she communes with him on a higher plane. Magdalene is as intimately bound to the earthly sensual as the Virgin is to the spiritual. Magdalene receives Christ's passion and death in all its cruel intensity. She suffers alongside him, even bearing some of the physical signs of his suffering in her own body and countenance. Gruenewald's parallel characterization of the two women reveals two sides of the spiritual-physical reality of the incarnation and death of the Christ Jesus.

Caring for Jesus

The Gospels give evidence throughout of Mary Magdalene's special relationship to the fleshly body of Jesus. With one exception, the appearances in which she is identified by name are those connected with the crucifixion and burial. We have Luke to thank for the single reference that establishes her part in Christ's ministry from its outset:

And it came about soon afterwards, that he began going about from one city and village to another, proclaiming and preaching the kingdom of God, and the twelve were with him, And certain women, which had been healed of evil spirits and infirmities, Mary, called Magdalene, out of whom went seven devils, and Joanna the wife of Chuza, Herod's steward, and Susanna, and many others who were con- tributing to their support out of their pri- vate means. (Luke 8:1-3)

A number of enlightening details are presented here. First, the early association of Mary with Jesus and the disciples, unmentioned in the other gospels, is established. These women, of whom Mary is the first named, were intimately associated with them from the beginning. Luke speaks of them as if they were of equal importance to the disciples. That they were supporting the men out of their private means corroborates the tradition that Mary was a wealthy woman. Her association with the wife of a high government official affords further confirmation.

Her connection with the physical body is established at the beginning. She and the other women, high and low, must have labored heavily to keep up with the requirements of Jesus and the twelve. In our Sunday school imagery of how it was then we are inclined to forget how much work, as well as money, was involved in caring for their daily material needs. They had left their homes and families to travel continually across the land. Consider the requirements for provisioning and preparing meals on the way for thirteen adults plus the women themselves. The dishes had to be washed; the beds had to be made, today on the road, tomorrow in a house in a village, next week in a tent. The laundry had to be done, as well as all the other cleaning that goes along with human life. Clothes had to be made and mended. And none of this must be done in a haphazard or slovenly way. Certainly they must have had flowers at mealtimes and in their devotions, flowers that had to be gathered and arranged. And candles and lamps, too. The meticulous requirements of the many Jewish festivals as well as the weekly Sabbath had to be attended to. Of course all this would have to have been moved about from place to place, to one degree or another, and more permanent stores of provisions and sleeping quarters must have been maintained in several of the towns and in Bethany and Jerusalem, places they visited frequently. Readers who have had to care for just the vestments and paraphernalia used in the Act of Consecra- tion of Man may appreciate the physical labor that Mary and these women carried out day by day for three years.

Breaking Free of the Old Body

Luke says that the women had all been healed by Jesus. This too points to the special concern with the body that occupied Mary Magdalene throughout her association with his ministry. This association throws light on her presence at the crucifixion and burial and on the fact that he chose her as the first to behold him on Easter morning. She had devoted herself to caring for his bodily needs for three years. It was possibly her hands that washed the blood and gore from his body before it was laid in the tomb (8). This entire period of service of the "old body" can be seen as a kind of schooling in preparation for receiving the resurrection of the new body.

Mary Magdalene is often identified with the sinful woman of the city who clung to Jesus' feet, bathed them with her tears and dried them with her hair with, with Mary of Bethany, the sister of Martha and Lazarus, who anointed them with oil, and also with the woman caught in adultery. Though the gospels do not confirm them directly, the case for these identifications is compelling (9). It is characteristic of the gospels that they tend to omit connecting life threads that might focus too much attention on the biographical details of individuals and divert attention from the central theme of the narrative. Yet all these episodes underscore Mary's intimate connection with Jesus's physical body. In the places where Mary Magdalene is mentioned by name, her special connection to his body is repeatedly emphasized by her behavior: in Galilee, at the cross, at the burial, and in the garden Easter morning.

Whatever her own bondage to the fleshly body had been, Jesus had begun the healing of it in the casting out of the seven devils, and for three years she had been his pupil in the myster- ies of it. Yet when she saw him crucified and buried, it was as if the attachment to the "old" body arose from the depths and reasserted itself one last time. This attachment, while it hindered her at first from being able to behold Christ directly in the new body, had been of critical importance, for it bound her in continued service to him not only during the crucifixion but throughout the three days of his burial in the earth.

Faithful unto death

Mary Magdalene's devotion to Christ's body never flagged. While others left the scene or succumbed to sleep, she watched him suffer, remaining by the cross until there was nothing left but the lifeless corpse. While the scriptural evidence is not definitive, it appears that his mother may not have been present when the body was removed, and possibly not even at the moment of death (see John 19:27). But Mary Magdalene remained. Surely she must have assisted as the body was removed from the cross and carried to the garden tomb. (May we even surmise that in the pietas of Renaissance art it is not the fifty year-old mother of Jesus, but the young Mary Magdalene who holds the lifeless body?) She clung tenaciously and with unshakable devotion to the fleshly remains whose lifelessness was a sign of the passing over the old body to the new. She clung to the tomb, her gaze fixed intently on it (Matt. 27:61) and continued to return to it, even after it had become an empty shell. In the garden before the Risen One himself she demanded that he direct her to the corpse that was no more. When Jesus appeared to her in the new body, she again asserted the habits bound to the old, through the longing to hold him. The body of mortal flesh can be held and possessed, at least to a degree and for a time, but not the body of resurrec- tion. Holding was no longer either possible or necessary - or rather, a new kind of holding in freedom and love was now possible - and Jesus taught her this. "No longer do you need to cling to me! The flesh is not where I am any more, or where you are either in the true, redeemed nature of your being." So his words, "Stop clinging to me", are both a comforting reassurance to Mary of the reality of his presence and a liberating word that accomplishes her release from bondage to the old flesh, a casting out, as it were, of the eighth devil. By accompanying Christ to the cross and grave Mary participated in his death, died with him so to speak. In the garden on Easter morning he did not forsake her but raised her up with him.

From Pupil to Teacher

Having followed Christ in the old body through death and into the tomb, Mary emerges as the first pupil in the new school of the mystery of the body of Christ's resurrection. She, who knew his old body perhaps better than any other human being, was the first to behold him in his new body. The fact that he chose to reveal himself to her indicates that she was not merely an emotion-bound, if devoted, follower but rather his intimate pupil in the profoundest of his teachings, prepared and worthy to receive the new revelation.

Taken in sequence, the sparse details of her life indicated in the gospels may be read as pointing to a path of spiritual schooling. First there is the healing from the "seven devils", a step of purification. Then a long period of preparation by apprenticeship in labor, the kind of rhythmical repetitive work in close proximity to Christ himself which, most certainly accompanied by instruction and contemplation, would have profoundly deepened her understanding, her self control, and her mastery of will (Again we must marvel at the decisiveness and presence of mind of this "emotional" woman at the cross and tomb). With the events of Passion week Mary would have experi- enced first hand and with powerful inner participation and sympathy the original events of the stages of the "Christian initiation", as experienced by mystics since the Middle Ages. On this "way of the cross" the pupil works out of inward meditative experience through the steps of the Passion, from the washing of the feet through the scourging, crowning with thorns, crucifix- ion, burial, and resurrection. The mystic experiences all this inwardly, but Mary also experienced it from without as material fact. If we accept the tradition that it was she who anointed his feet and dried them with her hair, we can follow her on her path from the first step, the washing of the feet, even before Jesus did this for his disciples in the upper room.

She has advanced through all the stages as a "pupil" of the mysteries of the Passion. When the risen Christ appears to her, she addresses him as teacher. His words, "I have not yet ascended to my Father", are directed to her in the expectation that she will understand them. He now speaks directly to that awakened higher part of her being of the divine brotherly identity revealed in the words "I ascend to my father and your father, my God and your God". And she does understand. She has called to him, "Teacher!", and he answers her with the first lesson of the new school: "Cling to me no more... go... say..." She is the first to have embraced and taken into her own body and soul the knowledge and the healing force of the resurrection. And now she becomes the teacher of the resurrection to disciples, saying to them out of deepest spiritual knowing, "I have seen the Lord!" And so she teaches all those into whom the seed of resurrection has been sown, yet who must abide for a time in humble service to the old body while the new body is growing within, until the moment is right and Christ calls it forth out of its bonds.



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1. Even Emil Bock gives passing acknowledgement to this inter- pretation. Describing the events in the garden he writes, "She puts out her hands to embrace him. But the stern warning meets her 'Touch me not!' ['Ruehre mich nicht an' in German] The Easter Mystery is not yet consummated." The Three Years. Floris Books), p. 240. L. Collot d'Herbois' painting, "Noli me tangere" depicts a fearsome, radiant etherial being before whom the shadowy figure of the Magdalene cowers, presumably in terror.

2. Rudolf Frieling speaks of a sevenfold, stagewise revelation of the risen Christ as revealed in the four gospels, beginning with the first appearance to Mary Magdalene and ending with the Ascenscion. (See "Die Sieben Oster-Geschichten in den Evangelien" in his Bibel Studien. 1963. Stuttgart, Verlag Urachhaus. Also published in his collected works.) What is challenged here is the textually unfounded concept that some interpreters invent in order to explain why he had to say "touch me not, for I have not yet ascended...", as one would tell a child not to touch a hot stove.

3. For the many of the ideas of this essay, especially those concerning the psychology of the encounter in the garden, the author is indebted to Rev. Bill White, General Secretary, Garden Tomb (Jerusalem) Association, whose little book, A Thing Incredi- ble?, also contains many interesting ideas concerning the day of the crucifixion and the unfolding of events of Passion week and Easter morning. 1976. Printed in Israel by Yanetz Ltd.

4. Emil Bock points to the deeper reality of the risen Christ as the gardener of the "new garden". The Three Years, pp. 239-240.

5. Anne Katherina Emmerich, The Dolorous Passion of Our Lord Jesus Christ. Page 366. (Chapter titled, "The Holy Women at the Sepulchre"). Christian Book Club of America. Hawthorne, Califor- nia.

6. William Barclay. The Gospel of John. Volume 2. Revised Edi- tion. Copyright 1975. Page 271. Westminster Press, Philadelphia, Pennsylvania.

7. For a fuller discussion of the nature of Christ's appearances on Easter morning, see especially the cycles, The Gospel of St. John. (Hamburg), The Gospel of St. John in Relation to the Other Gospels. and From Jesus to Christ.

8. For a discussion of the problem whether the body was washed before being wrapped in the grave cloths, see Frederick T. Zugibe, The Cross and the Shroud: A Medical Inquiry into the Crucifixion. Revised edition, 1988. Page 133. Paragon Publishers. New York.

9. See "A burning and shining light", by Baruch Luke Urieli in The Threshing Floor, June-July 1992). Johannes Hemleben makes a compelling case for it in his book, Evangelist Johannes (RoRoRo paperback. Rowohlt Taschenbuch Verlag GMBH. Reinbek bei Hamburg, 1972).

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