"Untitled"
written 12/4/97
Life and me
we don't mix
black and white
the devil with a crucifix
I don't believe in faith
I don't believe in God
I've lost all my self respect
I'm empty inside
I don't want to be here anymore
Take me to a place far away
Where life is just a memory
Where days fade into days
Take me far away from here
From life and human soul
Kill my humanly presence
Take away their control
I'm not going to Heaven
when I leave
I don't believe in hell
I'll be eternally floating
between life and death
Death seems a welcome door to me
It makes me feel relieved
If death can take away this pain
Then death is what it will be
I hope I'm happier in death
It isn't far from now
It's far away from this wretched place
Far away from life
Far away from here
Far away from my tears
my hatred
my disbelief
my life
