~ Ivy's Story ~

(Telephone ringing)

“Hello”--I answered almost sleep.

“Happy Birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday my good friend, happy birthday to you! Good morning my dancing partner!”--a deep voice say to me.

“Who is it?”--I asked more waken.

“I cannot believe you don’t recognize my voice! I’m Howie D.!!”--said almost screaming-- “Wake up, girl!”

“If I don’t knew it!! What time it is Howard?”--I’d asked seriously.

“It’s 12 o’clock time to go to the shopping mall, wanna go?”--said Howie-- “pretty please!”

“Howard... you have waked me and it’s my birthday. So my birthday wish is to sleep.”--I said.

“OK, you have 15 minutes to arrange.”--he said with a demanding voice.

“Howie!!”--I whined-- “Would you let me have breakfast?”

“Breakfast? Darling it’s noon! I’ll... I’ll buy you something to eat. Just get dressed, I’ll be there in 13 minutes.”--he said.

“You said 15!!”--I shout on the phone.

“Have wasted 2 on phone whining.”--said Howie between laugh.

“Damn!”--and hanged up the phone.

I cannot believe that it is my birthday and this man want me to go with him to the mall. Ten minutes to have a bath and get dressed. That’s not enough! Howie and I spend almost the same time in get ready to go out no matter what it would be. God, I need to break the record, I really love this man how to say no... I can’t! I took out of the closet a white tank top and a pair of black jeans, my tennis shoes. Arranged my hair in a pony tail, and not much make-up. Just in time when Howie arrived.

“Let’s go, Ivy.”--shouted Howie.

“OK, OK, easy or you’ll have a heart attack. The mall won’t disappear.”--I said getting into the car.-- “Would you mind to say “hi or good afternoon” to me?” “Hi, good afternoon my friend! And happy birthday again, sweetheart. Howie doing?”--said Howie laughing again and giving me a beautiful rose.

“After last night party, I’m grateful to God that I’m alive. Hey, you’re so merry today, why?”--I asked turning up the radio.

“I won’t tell you.”--he answered turning down the radio.

“I wanna know, Howard.”--I said turning up again the radio.

“I won’t tell you, Ivy. If you ask again I’d not buy you “breakfast”.”--said Howie looking into my eyes.

“OK, you always know how to touch my nerves.”--I said with a grin.

“Thanks for the breakfast-lunch, Howie. It was delicious.”--I said lying in the car seat.

“That’s nothing, what’s friends are for. And I’ll make this day the most important birthday in your life.”--he said taking my hand-- “And now to the mall!!”

We arrived rapidly to the mall. We visited all the stores and bought a lot of things. Clothes, jewelry, CD’s, etc.

“Woohoo! Victoria’s Secret... hmm?”--I said getting into the store.

“What we are doing here, Ivy?”--Howie asked kinda blushed.

“You know I love these clothes. Hey, there are the lingerie, wanna help me to decide which one to buy?”--asked to Howie with an evilly smile.

“I don’t know why you buy this stuff, you don’t even have a boyfriend.”--He said looking all over the store.

“You don’t have to hurt my feelings, Howard. You’re so mean!”--I said very sad and turning away from him.

“I... I am so sorry. I didn’t mean to hurt you. I’m so stupid, can you forgive me?”--He said embracing me-- “I’m sorry.”

“Forget it... “--I answered caressing his lips. Thoughts runs on my mind: how soft are your lips, how sweet you are. If would know that I love you...-- “Let’s shop!”

“Hey, man! What do you think of this?”--I asked. It was a green lingerie hi-cut, embroidered with some laces.

“I don’t like it. That’s not your color.”--Howie said in a glance.

“What about this one?”--I asked again. This time it was a black one, very sexy indeed. Transparent, with purple laces, leaving the nipples totally exposed, with a tiny panty transparent also.

“Whoa! I really like that one. Looks so... hmmm... lust?”--Howie said winking to me.

“OK, I will buy it.”--I commented.

“Ivy, I found one as the same design as the green one...”--He said showing it to me.

“I hate white colors!”--I grinned-- “You know that.”

“Oh, I forgot it! This one looks pretty too. It really goes with you.”--Howie said giving to me a red lingerie with white fur in the top. He have that weird and sexy look in his eyes.-- “It’s Christmas season, you will look like a really young and sexy Santa’s wife.”

“You kill me.”--I said laughing-- “Got it. That’s all, let’s pay and leave this place you’re beginning to feel comfortable here.”

We continued shopping for another hour.

“Howie... what are you doing?”--I asked when I saw him looking so fascinated to some clothes.

“Nothing, this pants are beautiful.”-- he answered.

“Howie... they are women pants.”--I said picking’ them out of the rack.

“What!!”--he said in his high pitched voice. I was laughing looking his red face while he grabs them out of my hands and putting them back into the rack.-- “Let’s get out of here.”

“I wish I’ve had your camera!”--I said laughing out loud-- “You looked so damn funny. Ya, ya!”

“Shut up Ivy! Don’t do that to me in public!!!”--said Howie holding excessively hard my hand.

“Hey, you’ll brake up my little hand!”--I said with a grin. Later in the parking lot...

“Hey, you did a good job wasting your money.”--He said grabbing me by the waist.

“Yeah, you too... I’m tired! Take me home, please.”--I beg almost hanging form his arms.

“I won’t take you home, you’ll be all day with me.”--he said winking to me.

“Don’t wink me Howard, you know I can’t resist that...” --I said.-- “Stop it, man!!”--He winks to me one more time.

“Stop it Howard! I can’t deal with your winks. OK then, take me to a park I want to have a nice walk in a less crowed place.”--I said smiling looking into his gorgeous eyes.

“All right, your wish will be come true.”--said Howie opening the car door-- “Time to go, we had spent 4 hours at the mall. God!! We really love to shop.”

He took me to a beautiful park near of his apartment. A quite place to walk, enjoy the sun, the breeze... Had a boat ride at the lake ‘til the sun fades down. We sat in a bench, we talked almost about everything we should know. I enjoyed his voice and almost fell asleep by his side.

“Are you bored, Ivy?”--he asked with sad eyes.

“No, man... it was... it is... I... dun... I feel good by your side. I’ll feel peace, serenity and those things by your side. You’re my best friend, man...”--I said placing my head in his shoulder.

“I feel the same by your side, Ivy. You’ve been my confident, my partner, a lot of things.” --He said caressing my hair.

“Howard... it is my birthday, right?”--I’ve asked.

“Yes... so?”-- He said.

“And you will do whatever I want?”--asked again.

“Yes... so?”--He answered with worry.

“Then... buy me an ice cream.”--I begged grabbing’ his shirt.

“And all that for an ice cream, girl? God!”--Said Howie walking to the ice cream vendor.

“A chocolate one, please!!”--I shouted.

“No way, you cannot eat chocolate, Ivy.”--He said back to me, but anyway he brings me a chocolate one.

Half our later, we left the park. I felt more relaxed. Howard asked me to follow him to his apartment. I’d accepted the invitation. I have been there before. His apartment is beautiful, big one, ocean view (I’d always loved that view), cozy bedroom, nice kitchen... very elegant. Over the dinner table was a huge bunch of white roses. I’d take a look over the roses and there was a note with my name. It said “happy birthday, God bless you... Love with all my heart and soul, Howard Dwaine Dorough.” I got impressed he never signed me a card with his whole name on it.

“I knew they would call your attention.”--Said Howie placing at the table a little cake and sang “Happy Birthday” to me one more time. I’ve started to cry, how would I imagine that?

“Have I did something wrong? Why do you cry, Ivy?”--asked so kindly.

“Nothing, Howie... it’s just... this is so beautiful from you. I’ve never expected something like this.”--I said while my tears were running down my cheeks.

“It’s not the first time I celebrate your birthday, don’t be silly...”--Said Howie wiping away my tears.

“I know. But it is the first time we do it alone.”--I answered sitting on the sofa with a piece of cake.

“And... don’t like it?”--Howie asked sitting by my side.

“Of course I like it, silly boy. You always have the reason.”--I said

“In what, darling?”--He asked eating up the cake.

“It is the most beautiful b-day in my life!”--I said kissing his cheek-- “Thanks.”

“I have something else...”--he said walking to the refrigerator-- “a bottle of champagne and two bottles of your favorite red wine.”

“Howard! You bad boy... Let’s begin with the red wine”--I said walking into the kitchen-- “I’ll take the wineglasses.”

We’ve ended the two bottles of wine, it was around 9:30 PM. I made dinner for us, he helped with it. His a great at the kitchen.

“And now... the champagne.”--he said winking his eye-- “Cheers and happy birthday again!”

“Thanks, man.”--I’ve said almost crying again.

“I’ve something else for you... hope you like it.”--Howard said giving me a little red box.

“More surprises!! Are you insane... oh, my God!”--I couldn’t believe my eyes. It was a charm as a heart shape which had two gems, one red and the other turquoise.-- “This is beautiful, Howie. Thanks.”

After all the emotion and the tears, we ended the bottle of champagne. We sat at the balcony looking the stars and the moon. Howard placed his arm over my shoulders and kiss me on the forehead, hugged me hard and let me rest over his chest. After a few minutes he stood up.

“I’ll be back in a minute.”--he said.

“OK...”--I answered.

He came back with a blanket, sat by my side and lay it over us hugging me again. Twenty minutes later he took me inside the apartment...

“It’s freezing out there.”--he said-- “Would you like to see some movies?”

“Yep. Hope you won’t show me “Willy Wonka and The Chocolate Factory”?!”--I said.

“Ya, ya! Hell no. I am aware you hate it.”--He answered amused. We walked into his bedroom, I sat in his king size bed. He turned on the video player.

“I have your fav movie here, “Sense and Sensibility”.”--said Howie.

“You have that movie? I can’t believe it. Are you in all your senses?”--I’d said astonished.

He laid by my side, pull me to laid by his side. I laid my head on his chest, he embraced me... saw the first twenty minutes of the movie and I fell asleep. I woke up with the sunlight, Howard still holding me in his arms. I tried to move quietly, but he woke up.

“May I know where are you going?”--asked Howie.

“To my house...”--I answered-- “Why did you let me fall asleep, Howie? Why didn’t you wake me up?”

“When I realize you were asleep I didn’t have the guts to wake you.”--he answered so kindly playing with my hair.

“Thank you my friend, but now I need to leave.”--I said with sweet voice smiling to him and looking into this gorgeous eyes.

“Let’s have breakfast first and I’ll take you home later, OK?”--he said heading to the bathroom.

“OK!”--I said on my way to the kitchen.

In that few minutes alone I was thinking only about last night. God! How I could sleep by his side, well I always wondered for something like that. Inside I was so happy but I’ve to hide my feeling toward him. He’d never know the true love I feel. His sorrows are my sorrows, his happiness is my happiness, his tears are my tears, when he smile I smile too... his life is my life. I’m aware that he is that star I could never reach, he’s that dream that never will be real. In all those years of friendship I never felt so close to Howard like last night.

“Smells good! What’s for breakfast, honey?”--he interrupted my thoughts coming out of the bathroom in white pants, barefoot and no shirt.

“Honey?!? When did you started to call me honey?”--I asked totally surprised and looking his body.

“Last night, but you were asleep”--Howie said laughing and giving me a huge hug-- “Are you mad at me for being so charming with you?”

“No, silly boy. It’s weird. I like it.”--I answered hugging him back. We stayed that way for a minute in complete silence.

During breakfast nasty thought ran on my head, I closed my eyes wishing to stop time. Kissing him with every beat of my heart, caressing his well done body with my thoughts... God, I’ve just realized that I really love this man so bad. I’d fell in love really this time. What I do now? Keep myself as always or let him know what I’m feeling...

“Sure you want to go?”--Howie asked “Yes, why you ask?”--I said while I was combing my hair.

“I rather prefer to stay here with you.”--He said standing behind me in front of the mirror.-- “If you don’t mind to stay...”

“Howard...”--I interrupted-- “what do you mean?”

“Stay... stay... stay... it is an easy word Ivy. It’s not so difficult to understand. I want you to stay with me.”--Said Howie grabbing me by the waist-- “I love the way you treat me when we’re alone, the way you take care of me. I love that fruity smell when you come out of the shower, the sweet perfume you use when we go out dancing. I like the way you smile when I play with your hair, when I don’t have to say a word and you know what I’m thinking or what I want...”--He gave a little kiss on the forehead and keep talking to my ear-- “Always making me happy, always doing your best only for me. I’m aware of that my darling, I really know.”

“Howard... what shall I say to your words?”--I said almost crying.

“Just keep saying my name... I love the way you say it. Say my name again, Ivy, please.”--He said placing my arms around his neck.

“Howard... Howard...”--and then he kissed my lips so kindly many times. In a few seconds his tongue were into my mouth. I almost faint in his arms.

“I love you. I love you the way a man loves a woman. Love you with all my heart.”--he said in such a sweet voice, a voice I’ve never heard. Took my hand and lead me to the sofa.

“Since when you love me, Howie?”--I asked laying his head over my breast.

“I don’t know really when. I’ve just discovered my feelings in our last party at the club. After I saw in a slow dance with that guy. I can’t describe what I felt... it was like a mixed emotion between anger and desolation. I felt my heart broken. I... I just wanted to take you away from that guy.”--He said holding my hand.

“Were you... jealous?”--I said.

“Yes, I was jealous. Ivy, do you love me?”--Howie asked looking into my eyes.

“Yes, my little pumpkin... I do love you to death”--I answered giving him a little kiss his nose.

Howard stand up and carried me to his bedroom in his arms.--I want to make love to you...--He laid by my side caressing my face, down to my neck. Kissed my cheeks following his hand to the neck. I grinned. Slowly he unbuttoned my blouse kissing so softly my breast and then unbuttoned my bra.

“Take off your clothes, and put on one of those things you bought yesterday.”--He said while he was taking off his clothes.

“Which one do you want?”--I asked-- “the black one or the red one?”

“Rather prefer the black one.”--Howie answered laying again in the bed completely naked.

I changed clothes very slowly without loosing eye contact. In that moment I could see his manhood waking up.

“You see.. you know how to drive me crazy.”--He said with a little moan touching his penis.

He stand up and walked to me, his tongue began to play with my left nipple as I began to moan. My hands messed up his hair holding his head leading his mouth to the right nipple.

“It's jealous because you’re not playing with it.”--He was looking into my eyes and smiling.

His lips continue their way down on my chest, licked my tummy so softly. I was totally wet.-- “Howard, Howard... continue your way. I like it... don’t stop...”--I said between gasps and moans. I had my eyes closed.

“Beg me... I like that.”--he said in a deep voice.

I felt his hands way down on my thighs. My wetness runs down them. He spread my legs and kneeled between them. His eyes never lose contact with mine. I couldn’t believe that I was near to be fucked by the man of my dreams. His breath was warm, I feel it over my clit. I sighed...

“Want me to do something special?”--Howie asked caressing my pelvic bone.

“Do whatever you want... I’m yours... take me, take me!”--I said with urging voice.

“Mine... how I do like to hear that”--he said in a low voice; then his fingers began to play in my wet pussy. I gasped, he smiled. He breath over my clit one more time and kiss it softly. I felt like I was burning inside.

“Am I in heaven? Is this real?”--those were the thoughts running on my mind. Howard licked my clit, how warm are his lips... how soft. God! I want this man so hard.-- “Don’t stop, my love, don’t stop.”--I whined and begged.

Surrounded my clit with his lips and suck slowly and then harder... slowly again and then harder one more time. His fingers found the way inside my vagina. One finger and then other... in and out... in and out... Gasped, moaned, almost screamed his name: “Howard, Howard, Howard!!” Drowned on my emotions I cried.

“There you go, my darling. Give me all of you, give it to me.”--Howie said licking and sucking all over my wet pussy till I cum. Yelled out loud his name when I arrived to the orgasm.

“That’s my girl...” --He said laying over my body and kissing me with hard passion. I tasted my juices in his mouth. My tongue met his in a deep kiss. My hands runs all over his body, pulled him over me and raised my hips searching for him.

“Now is my turn to please you...”--I said in sweet voice. He lay on his back. I moved around the bed. Kissed his feet and begin my way up through is legs. A kiss here and there. Licked behind the knees, he sighted. I looked his eyes they were closed. Way up to his inner thighs, so soft and warm; he spread more his legs. I know we wanted me so bad. Caressed his penis with my tits, played around in his navel. Slowly, slowly a minute seems to be an hour.

“Hey... you missed Sweet D 2!...”--He said almost without breath.

“His time will come...”--I said kissing his nipples. I licked and kissed all his body. Didn’t miss a spot. He giggles, groaned, moaned...

“I-V-Y! Pleeeease... I’d never imagine... you could make me... feel so good in intimacy. Damn! I love you”--Howie said rushing to feel my tongue inside of his mouth.

I headed my way down on his body, just right in the middle of the chest. Down, down, slowly... softly... letting him beg for more. Howie placed his hand on my head guiding me to his hard cock. I tasted his pre-cum, it was so sweet. Took a look at it to explore his manhood. Its color, softness, hardness... I’d caressed him so softly. He begged for more. He pulled it into my mouth, now I have his manhood... sucked his shaft slowly, moved in circular motion. I wanted it to last. Kissed all of it, a little bite here and there. His moans began to be more loud, looked is eyes he was looking at me begging me to continue. I take his balls in my hands and squeeze them not so hard to hurt him while I sucked a little more harder his penis. Licked his corona, that make him shiver of pleasure.

“I’m... I... I... think I’m cumming!! Aaaaahhhh!! ”--Said he raising his hips and strengthening all his muscles cumming in my mouth.

I swallowed it all, it tasted so sweet for me. I keep sucking his cock making him scream out my name and groan out loud. I laid by his side, Howard was gasping for air. I filled his face with warm and soft kisses. Reached hiss mouth and kissed him with wildest passion.

“Take me, I’m yours... Fuck me as you never had done. Tear me up, leave in pieces... Howard, I love you”--I’ve said.

Howie jumped over me, rubbed himself over my pelvic bone. I take his penis and put it my pussy. It was so hot... I placed my hands in his ass and pull him toward me.

“It feels so good inside of you, Ivy”--He said with a smile of satisfaction in his face.

“Dammit!, Howard... You filled me completely inside. I can feel your cock hitting my cervix”--I said.

Moving in and out with the rhythm of love. Up and down with the sounds of pleasure. Side by side galloping... Our bodies become one. The emotions aroused the feelings awaken. Every touch in the skin were so hot. So sensible... feel like his touching directly to my nerves. My pleasure is more evident, the moans are loud one more time.

“Howie, baby... do it harder. Don’t have mercy... harder!!”--I said without hesitate placing my legs around his hips. I couldn’t hear his voice only his moans and his gasps for air.

“I know, I know, my darling. I know what your body’s asking for. Here you have me. Feels so good... tight, hot, wet, soft...”--He said in such a sexy voice... so deep.

“I’m almost there, my little pumpkin! I want more!”--I said out loud, couldn’t control my emotions.-- “I’m cumming!! Aaaahhhh!! H-o-w-a-r-d!!!!”

“Oh, God! I’m with you... aaaaaahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!”--He gasps so hard... All excited, he laid by my side. Our kisses were soft to calm down our passion, to mitigate our accelerated heart beats.

“Baby, baby, baby I love you...”--I said with this smile of satisfaction.

“I love you too, my darling”--Howie said kissing me-- “Come here... I want more. I’m not done with you”

“Woohoo! More hard cock for me? I love it!”--I said with a grin and a evilly look.

“I want you to be all mine”--He said with a nasty look.

“Do whatever you want on me, I’m yours, Howard, I love you to death”--I replied.

He raised my legs over his hips, kneeled in front of me... then... I felt his penis getting inside my still wet pussy. Later it goes way down to my anus.

“Nasty Howie! Be sweet it hurts.”--I said in a little pain.

“I will, guide me...”--He said. His lovely eyes demonstrate happiness, satisfaction, pleasure...-- “I’m inside of you again. Aaaahhh!”

Howie took me by the shoulders letting me be seated on his penis. He licked my nipples like crazy. Sucked one then the other. My nails tore his back in excitement. Grab me by the hips moving me up and down, he laid down.

“I’m really enjoying this. It’s so tight, really tight”--He said with eyes closed.

I forgot the pain, I was amused by his face of satisfaction and excitement. At this moment he was fully inside my anus. Got to admit that I like it. I move so slowly in circular motion, then up and down. Howard began to play with my clit, that made me shiver and smile.

“Baby, you’re making me cum again...”--I said almost without breath.

“Really? Wait for me I’m almost there too...”--Howie replied moving a little more faster. It was really exciting.

“Darling, I can’t wait any longer...”--I shouted.

“I’m here, I’m here... Ivy... here you have all yours...”--both of us arrived to the orgasm at the same time. I felt how he spur, I could feel how is shaft got a little more bigger and then cum.

Tired we ended in each other arms, hardly breathing, hearts beating so fast, sweet kisses... Rested for a few minutes and we had a bath together. In the shower he had me one more time, it was so delightful. Refreshed we went to bed...

“Stay with me, never leave me...”--Howie said embracing me.

“I won’t leave you, waited so much to have you. I love you to death.”--I said and sealed my word with a passionate kiss.

(Sound of an alarm)

*Gasps* “Dammit! The fire alarm. God, what a hell of a dream I’ve had.”

(Dispatcher voice) “First Call 12:30 AM Rescue Team Unit 222 fire call at Paradise Valley 12th St....”

“I need to stop dreaming with that man” --Talked to myself while I was running down the stairs-- “He’s married, and how could it be possible to one of them to fall for a woman like me!?”

“Hey, Wild Cat...” --Capt. Haddock interrupted my thoughts-- “You’ll be my eyes through the fire, here’s your radio.”

“Aye, aye Sir” --I said-- “Dear Lord, help me concentrate on my job and stop those naughty dreams with Howie, please.” --thought through all the way to the emergency scene.

(At the fire scene)

“What a hell of a fire!” --said Sammy Lawrence, my fellow firefighter. Three houses involved. Flames could be seen from the distance.

“And you call this a hell of a fire? Definitely Sammy, you are a rookie. You haven’t seen enough.” --I said mocking him.

(Dispatcher voice) “... Engines 104, 269, 121 are in their way to the scene. A neighbor reported there’s a person trapped in one of the houses...”

“Lawrence, Steve, Wild Cat, and Johnny, you will be the search team. Get ready to get into the house and do the rescue...” --Capt. Haddock commanded.

(Dispatcher voice) “... female, 22 years old approximately, respond to the name of Chelsea...”

“Aye, aye Sir” -- we all said at once.

One house burned completely and the other two are beginning to burn. Between smoke, flames and water we walked into what I call “Devil’s Domain” searching carefully every corner of the house. Johnny and me stayed at the first floor, Steve went up stairs. Every step sounded like breaking up. In a glance the stair came down. Heard Steve scream... “Search team to Capt. Haddock...” -- I said.

“10-22, Ivy...”

“Steve is hurt, Steve is hurt... stairs collapsed. John is taking him out. Over” “Copy. Continue with the search.”

“Copy and stand by.”

Lawrence and me continued searching the house. Smoke is getting more dense, now we are walking where the devil dance; barely can see. Found the girl lying in the kitchen floor intoxicated by the smoke, a little unconscious. In our way out of the house, a wall came down leaving Lawrence trapped under it. “Sammy! Are you okay?”

“Think so... go ahead take the girl out of here”

“I can’t leave you here, Sammy...” --I shouted.

“Ivy, please take the girl out of here. I’ll be fine. Just do it!”

“All right, I’ll be back for you Law. I promise.” --Said to my fellow while was leading my way out with the victim.

“Hey, Haddock. Need help to take Lawrence out. He’s trapped under a wall” -- I said running back into the house. Flames were getting bigger, had to crawl to find Sammy. “I’m back, kid. From heaven to the gates of hell to take you out of here. How are you?” --said to him while some fellows move away part of the wall.

“I will get better out of this hell. Glad to see you again, Ivy” -- he said grabbing my hand.

Beside Capt. Haddock were the family of the victim. “I know that man... but, from where?” --I thought. I left Sammy Lawrence in the ambulance, waited near the fire truck where I’d see a little more closer that man and hear the conversation.

“Sir, let me thank you for saving my niece’s life...”

“Don’t need to thank me, Mr. Dorough. Firefighter Lopez rescue her. Oh, there she is... Lopez! Come here.”

“Yes, Captain...”

“Mr. Dorough, let me introduce you Firefighter Lopez. She’s one of my best firefighters and your niece’s rescuer...”

“Miss, my name is Howie Dorough, Chelsea’s uncle.” --he said with a weak voice-- “Thanks with all my heart for saving her from death.”

I couldn’t talk, “Howie Dorough...” --I thought-- “my beloved Howie, my fav Backstreet Boy...” --a lot of things ran on my mind. I just shook hands with him. “No need to thank me, sir, that’s my job. Nice to meet you...” “It’s my pleasure... God bless you Miss Lopez... thanks again I’m grateful, very grateful...”

(Back at the station)

3:53 in the morning... sitting in the conference room with a cup of hot chocolate on my hands. I was thinking ‘bout the incident tonight. Walk into the “Devil’s Domain” its a risk we take every day. You know you’re getting in, but you don’t know if you’re coming out of it. I saw how Steve fell from that stair; broke his neck badly... arrived dead to the hospital. Sammy almost die in the same fire trapped under that wall. How near was death! Could I be the next?

“May I?” --Sammy Lawrence asked.

“Sure, how ya feeling?”

“Better. Ivy, may I ask you something...”

“Yes, what is it?”

“Hmmmm... I’m new here, and I’ve heard everybody call you Wild Cat... why?” --Sammy asked very shy.

“Well... Have you notice the scar on Matthews’ forehead?”

“Yes... so?”

“I did it. Seven years ago. I was the rookie here. The boys were making fun of me, and Matthews went to long on the fun. He bothered me... then Capt. Haddock told him to stop it on me. He didn’t listen, continued bothering me and in a second I jumped over him and stuck my nails on his forehead. He bled so bad. Also kicked his groin, I left him in pain. Since then he called me Wild Cat and so on the rest of the boys.”

“You are hell, Ivy.” -- said Sammy laughing.

“I know, and there’s no one who can put it out...”

(Sound of an alarm)

(Dispatcher voice) “...Rescue Team 222 and Engine 220... traffic collision... Road 169 corner of Holly ST., near McDonald’s...”

“Here we go again...” --I said.-- “Hmmmm... McDonald’s... AJ’s fav place to eat. Hope I can see him around there. Nah! Nonsense.”

(On the road) “It’s a red sport car crashed with a 16 wheeler...” --Someone say over the radio. “Wild Cat, check on the victims when we arrive” --Capt. Haddock said to me.

“Aye, aye Sir.” -- I responded.

(On the scene)

“Rescue Team 222... it’s a 16 wheeler with a single car. Three people involved. Two trapped, one fatality. Request another engine at the scene...” --said Capt. Haddock.

I stopped looking all over... it was a rerun on my mind. Sirens... ambulances... the sport car... Tears fell from my eyes. “Denniz... how much I miss you...” My husband died four years ago in a car accident. Our company were the last to arrive to the scene. My fellows were doing the same they’re doing now. After all efforts there was nothing else to do... Denniz died at the scene. I couldn’t do anything to save him. “The last thing he said was ‘I love you Ivy’” --Randy Matthews told me. Four years and I still having the same feelings like it was happening all over again. Almost fall on my knees when the Captain hold me.

“Ivy, move on... I now you can’t forget all that, but it’s time to work.”-- said Capt. Haddock in sweet voice.

“Aye, aye Sir...” --voice breaking.

“Red car, sport type... think its a Lamborghini, plate... BONE2!” -- I said surprised.-- “Can’t be possible.” --Said to myself; looked inside the car. “Madam, can you hear me?” -- I asked.

“...Yes. Please take me out of here. My legs hurts.” -- the woman said.

“Madam, what’s your name?”

“Denise, Denise McLean...” --she said in weak voice. “She’s AJ’s mom” --said to myself. “Mrs. McLean, my name is Ivy. We are gonna take you out of here.”

“Baby... baby...”

“He is alive and unconscious” -- I’ve said. “Who’s the man by your side, Mrs. McLean?” --hey, yeah as if I don’t recognize his face said to myself.

“My son, AJ. Please, help us!” -- she said. “AJ McLean?! The Backstreet Boy?!” --I’ve asked excited. -- “Yes...” -- she said hardly breathing.

“Capt. Haddock, paramedics are needed here. Two persons trapped; one of them, a male, half body trapped with the steering wheel, bleeding, and unconscious. The other one, female, conscious and oriented.”

“Roger Wild Cat.”

Rescue Team worked on the scene. It wasn’t easy to get both out of the car. He could die if something goes wrong. I stepped back while the paramedics attend the victims. “Female, early 40’s, pulse 50... BP 100/70... breathing 22...” “Male, early 20’s, pulse weak, BP 85/50 and falling... breathing 15... he’s trapped with the steering wheel...” In a few minutes the victims were stabilized. Firefighters began the hard work. I get inside the car by the back window to cover them while the boys cut out the top of the car and the doors with hydraulic scissors. “Let’s do it fast, boys! You know how cranky I get if we lose time.” “Hell yeah, we know. Nobody dies on your shift!” “Got it right!” Another Engine arrived. Paramedics took out Mrs. McLean. Air bags are used to elevate the truck’s platform. Ten minutes later...

“Oohh...” --AJ said opening his eyes-- “Am I dead?”

“No, sir.” --I answered.

“Thought so... I just saw an angel...”

(Giggles) “I’m Firefighter Lopez, you’re involved in a traffic collision...”

“Mom! And my mom?” --he interrupted.

“She’s fine, sir. Has been transported to the hospital.”

“Ouch!! That’s hurts!”

“Have your thigh bone broken. Sir, we need to put on you a C-Collar to protect your neck” -- the paramedic said.

“Would you mind... to hold my hand, please...” --AJ said to me. “If you want to...” “Yes, please... feel I’m going... to die..” Time flows by so slowly, one minute seems to appear an hour. He faint, his pulse was more weak. “Hurry up! I’m losing him!!” -- I shouted-- “Mr. McLean resist, we’re almost done... Please resist. Nobody dies on my shift.” “Dammit! Dammit! Hurry up!”

“We are done, Wild Cat. Let’s take him out” --Sammy Lawrence says to me.

AJ opened is eyes... “Wild... Cat?” --he asked-- “Is... that... your... nickname?”--very weak voice. “Yes, sir. Strange, isn’t it? And now do not talk.” --I’ve said. Immediately he was taken out, immobilized and transported to hospital.

“Engine 220 to Dispatch... we cleared the scene... victims transported to the hospital...” --I heard Capt. Haddock saying by the radio. “Time off... 6:45 am... back to the station.”

(Back at the station)

“I’m tired... thank to God shift is over” --Johnny said out loud in the parking lot.

“At last. What a night! I met two of the Backstreet Boys in a non-pleasant way.” --I said.

“What?” --Johnny asked-- The Backstreet Boys, last night? Can you explain?”

“The girl we saved last night from the fire... is Howie’s niece; he was there. And the man at the crash was AJ.”

“Hehehe... and you were their hero. Way to go”

“Shut up, Johnny...”

(Two days later...)

“Shit! Late again to work... Hate mornings shifts. Chief will kill me...” --7:00 am shift; arrived just in time. Its great to live near the firehouse, just one block away!

“Lopez!” --Capt. Haddock’s voice echoed all over the station-- “You’re saved by the bell, 7:00 am sharp!”

“Woohoo, sorry Captain...” --smiled-- “You know I hate mornings shifts.”

“No excuse, go to your duties.”

“Aye, aye Sir!”

“Hey, Wild Cat. Here’s this phone message for you... from someone called Mr. Dorough...” --Randy Matthews said handling me the message.-- “He said he’ll call you back.” Dear God, I almost faint. He called me...

(Two hours later...)

(Dispatcher voice) “Firefighter Lopez have a phone call in line 2, Firefighter Lopez line 2.”

“Good morning, Firefighter Lopez speaking...”

“Good morning, I’m Howie Dorough, remember me? How are you?”

(Gasps) “Fine, sir... and you?” -- I said hardly breathing.

“Fine... I called you yesterday, but it was our day off. I... well, my family is wondering if you would like to accept and invitation for dinner. It’s our way to thank you for what you have done.”

“Well, sir. I don’t know what to say... I didn’t save her alone, other firefighters were involved...”

“I know, but you were the one you take her out of the fire. Please, I beg you, accept our invitation and honor us with your presence.”

“OK, Mr. Dorough. I accept.”

“Great. Friday, 7:30 PM. It’s okay with you, Miss Lopez?”

“It’s okay, Mr. Dorough. See you then.”

“Howdy Lord of Eternity! Can’t believe this. Invited to dinner at the Dorough’s house. It is real or am I dreaming” --said in low voice to myself.

“Wild Cat!...” --Johnny interrupted my thoughts, as always he does...-- “Capt. Haddock wants to see you. You have visitors in his office”

“What I did now?” --I’ve asked.-- “Don’t know, girl. Find it by yourself”-- Johnny said.

(Knocked on the door) “Come in, Firefighter Lopez.” “Hi, Sir. Did you call me?” “Yes, do you remember Mrs. McLean?”

“Oh, yes, I remember. How are you Mrs. McLean?”

“I’m fine. I just came to thank you all for what you all did to save me and my son.”

“That’s not necessary... how’s your son, Mrs. McLean?”

“Oh, well... he still at the hospital, but he’s doing well. My son asked me to find you and say to you that he would like to see you.”

“Me? Why?”-- asked surprised.-- “He wants to see “the guardian angel who saved him from death”; that’s how he call you. Will you visit him at the hospital? Please...”

“Mrs. McLean, I’m sure that Firefighter Lopez will grant him with a visit.”-- said Capt. Haddock.-- “Sure, I’ll.. I will do...”

(In the hospital)

Fourth floor. The elevator door open. I’m right in front of the nurse’s station. “Hey, Ivy. Long time no see. How you doing?” --said Nurse Elia Rodriguez

“I’m fine, Elia. What ‘bout you?” “Oh, girl... same shit as ever. Why are you here, darling?” “I came to visit Mr. Alexander McLean, can you tell the which room is?”

“Ha! The Backstreet Boy. It’s true that you save him? He hasn’t stop to talk about you.”-- Elia said as I laughed.

“He must exaggerate about it, Elia...”

“Oh, I’m glad you’re here. Follow me, please. My son is waiting for you.”--said Mrs. McLean leading the way into the room. For my surprise there were Kevin and Nick. “There she is boys, my guardian angel.”

“Good afternoon, sir and don’t exaggerate, please”-- I said blushing.

“I’m not exaggerating. Oh, let me introduce you to my friends. Kevin Richardson and Nick Carter...”

“Hi, glad to meet you”--I said shaking hands with them and fainting inside.

“Well, Mr. McLean... apart of the pain of a broken leg, how do you feel?”-- said looking into his dark eyes.

“Stop calling me Mr. McLean. Call me AJ. Answering your question I’m doing fine.” “Your last name, Lopez, right?” I nodded “... and your name is?...”

“Ivy..” “Known also as Wild Cat, if I can remember clearly” “Right... to be nearly unconscious you remember very well.”

“I remember a few things, voices in the distance, heavy sounds fading away. And especially your voice saying something as ‘nobody dies on my shift...’”

“Yes... I always say that to my fellows.”

“Ivy... are you poisonous?”--Nick asked smiling.

I stood up right putting my hands in my pockets and seriously said “Only if I get mad, Sir.”

“Nick behave...”-- Kevin said-- “so, you are a firefighter, I think is it not easy for a woman to do that kind of work I presume.”

“Got that right. Its not so easy for a woman to be a firefighter. Need a lot of determination to do it.”

“Well, we need to go...”--said Nick- “nice to meet you, Ivy; and I’m sorry for what I’ve said before, I was just teasing ya. Hope to see you again.”

“Don’t worry, sir. Just next time, think first then talk. My pleasure to meet you both...”

“Sorry to interrupt you, Mr. McLean... its time for your medication”--said Nurse Elia.

“Again?? It’s taste horrible”--whined-- “Open your mouth Mr. McLean...”-- Nurse Elia commanded-- “No way!” “Always the same thing with you...”

“Give me that, Elia... OK, AJ if you open your mouth and take your medicine without hesitate, I will give you a ride in the fire truck.”

“Hmmmm... a ride in the fire truck, do you promise me?”--he said in a childish voice-- “Yes, I promise. Now take your medicine.”

Elia couldn’t resist to laugh out loud, his mom was laughing too. I looked into his dark eyes, they hypnotized me. I didn’t notice when Elia left. He stared at me in silence. What such a beautiful eyes this man hide behind the sunglasses. The eye lashes long and curl, look so sweet. He extended his hand to me, I placed my hand on his; chills ran on my body while he pulls me toward him. His mom left the room too.

“Thanks for the things you did for us in the accident. No words can explain how thankful I am...”

“There’s no need to it, sir. It’s my job, and there were a dozens of people working hard to...”

“Yes, I know, but you were the only one there to hold my hand. I was so scared... I opened my eyes and there was you.”--he said smiling to me and kissing my hand gently.

“You’re a gentleman, Mr. McLean...” “Ha! We got a deal, nothing of ‘Mr. McLean’ to me” “Sorry”--I smiled-- “I got to go now, I’m happy that you are OK.”

“May I see you again, Ivy?”--he asked in such a sweet voice I’ve not heard from someone in a long time.

“Of course, why not? You know where to find me. Bye!”--I said and waved to him.

“Hey, come back here! May I give a hug to my ‘guardian angel?’”--he said with open arms. I laughed and say yes. “...and a kiss too?”--he asked in my ear. I let him kiss me. He caressed softly my face and give a little warm kiss on my lips. I closed my eyes and hold my breath, so long time no one had kissed me. Feel my legs go weak, I thought I was to fell down right there. “Got to go, bye Alex...” “Bye, Ivy...”

(Next day)

“... this has not been a good day. God, I’m really tired.”--I’ve said to Johnny in our way back to the station.-- “Just half hour to end this shift and I’ll be really happy to go home and be able to rest.”

“Hell yeah, girl! Hope there’s no other emergency.”

“Wild Cat, someone delivered this flowers to you with this note.”--said Randy when we arrived to the station.

“Hope you haven’t read it Randy or I will kill you”

“No way girl, don’t want to be attacked by you again, never in my life!” “Hehehe... thanks, Randy.”

The last time I received flowers were from Denniz in our first anniversary. Memories comes again... “You are the best thing that has happen to me...”

A bunch of red roses, tied with a gold lace and a note. “For the most brave and beautiful woman that I have ever met. Hope to see you again, your admirer Howard D. Dorough” This man is really deep in his feelings. Should I respond to this? or should I ignore him? Since Denniz died I never dreamt about another man except for Howie, but sometimes I close my eyes and see AJ’s eyes. What’s happening now with me... I still wearing my marriage ring after four years of his decease. Since then I’ve never dated any other man, never thought of other one till now.

(Dispatcher voice) “Firefighter Lopez have a phone call in line 3, Firefighter Lopez line 3.”

“Good afternoon, Firefighter Lopez speaking...”

“Hi, It is Howie, how are you?” “Oh, fine. And you, sir?” “Fine, I just called to make sure you’re coming to dinner.”

“Yes, sir. Tonight at 7:30, right?” “Yep, but... I will ask you for something... just call me Howie. That thing of ‘sir’ makes me feel weird, OK?” “OK, sir... sorry, Howie.”

We talked for a few minutes more, agreed in that he will send someone to pick me up at my house and hang up.

(Friday, dinner at the Dorough’s)

“Hi, welcome to my home Ivy. How you doing?” “Fine and nervous...” --he chuckles-- “There’s no need to be nervous, come and meet my family..” “...my mom and dad, Paula and Hoke; my sisters Pollyanna and Angie and their husbands; my brother John and his wife... and over there my lovely wife Misty...”

“Nice to meet you all, my name is Ivy Lopez...”

“Lopez! Firefighter Lopez?...”--someone said from the kitchen-- “Yes, it’s me!”

“Oh, God! At last I met you...”--this young lady said running through the hallway to hold me-- “...I’m Chelsea... you rescue me from that fire. Thanks, thanks. I’m so happy to meet you...”--she said with tears running on her cheeks.

“Hey, you're choking me!” “Oh, sorry. I’m so excited... come, have a seat.”

We all seated and chatted for awhile. Howie was seated in front of me, his wife was behind him. Everybody was talking to me, but he remains in silence listening to every word I’ve had spoken. I can feel his eyes exploring my body while he takes a sip of his glass of white wine. My sight crossed with his... felt a cold wind in the skin. “Supper is ready!”--Mrs. Dorough said-- “Everybody to the dining room, please.”

“Ms. Ivy, would you, please, seat by my side?”-said Chelsea pulling the chair. “That’s okay with me.” Looked in front of me and there was Howie, right into my eyes. The light of the candles makes his skin looks more soft and his smile more lovely. I wanted so bad to touch him, but he is forbidden man to me.

“What a beautiful eyes this woman has, and a great body too...”--Howie thought-- “how could be possible that a woman like her could be working like that? She doesn’t have the look for a firefighter... well toned, curved body, long and pretty hair, not tall... I saw her working like a man and now she is so feminine. Contrary points in a single person; makes her so attractive...but what the heck am I thinking! I’m a married man...”

The night went on, so the dinner. Sometimes I thought of AJ. Could he be sleeping by now? Watching TV? Writing any songs?... I can’t forget how I felt when he kissed me. Still feeling my lips burning. Damn! I still in love with my husband, he’s dead but alive in my heart; I can’t be feeling this way. So I feel so good by Howie’s side... (sighs) but he’s married. Look at his wife: young, pretty and smart, so lovely, so fine. Dinner is finished, now we are in the living room for coffee...

“Ivy, coffee for you?”--Howie asked-- “No, thanks. I don’t like coffee.”--I replied.

“Then, would you like an ice tea?” “That’s would be great, thanks Howard.”

“Have you enjoyed the night with us?”--asked Howie with kindness.

“Of course. Your family is adorable especially your wife, Misty.” “Yes, she is...”--he said with a sweet smile.

“Misty, have you notice how Howie is flirting with the firefighter?”--Howie’s sister-in-law said to her-- “Oh, I haven’t notice that...”--Misty said with a little deception in her voice, yes she had notice how charmed her husband was with me. She approached to where we were talking, seated by her husband side holding his hand...

“I see you wear a wedding band, so, what about your husband?”--Misty asked.

“Denniz... love him with all my heart (sights, looks to the floor)... died four years ago in a car accident.”--I answered looking into Misty eyes.-- “I’m sorry...”--Howie looked to me with curiosity letting go of his wife’s hand. Misty tried to grab his hand, but he didn’t let her. “Then... you are widow... single”--I could read in Howie’s eyes. -- “I have never ask you that...”--said Misty.

“Don’t you worry, Mrs. Dorough. I’m used to it.” “I saw AJ this morning and he talked me about you...” “I know. My friend, Elia, works there. She told me that every time she gets into the room he’s talking ‘bout me with everybody”--I said laughing.

“He’s very impressed with you... as I am too.”--Howie said giving me his most sweet smile. Misty observes from across the room. I could feel her dislike look to me.

“Who the hell this woman think she is? My Howie is over flirting with her. Since her arrival he is all attention with that bitch. She could have saved Chelsea’s life, but that’s no reason to have my husband’s attention all night! Can’t stand it!!!”

Time goes by so fast... Howie’s sisters retire to their own homes as does his brother.

“Well... it’s time for me to go too. Got a lot of things to do at home tomorrow and my shift begins at 3:00 PM.” “Stay a little more” “I can’t. Thanks a lot for the dinner. Your family is amazing and lovely.” “Thank you for coming.”

I said good night and thanks to Howie’s parents and to Chelsea. Howie and Misty were talking in the kitchen...

“... you are going nowhere Howard. Let Carlos drive her home. Stay with me darling, you haven’t paid any attention to me for the most part of the night.”

“Come on, Misty. What’s wrong about bring her home personally? And... (uncomfortable) what’s that of not paid attention to you, what the hell are you thinking of?”

“Nothing!!” “Nothing?! Nothing?! So why you are acting that way, can you explain that to me?”--Misty lowered her head and say nothing-- “I’m waiting for an answer, Misty.” “I have nothing to say. If you want to go with her it’s your choice.”

(Few minutes later...)

“Carlos will drive you home. It has been a real pleasure to have you here.” “Thanks, the pleasure has been mine.”

(Back at home)

“What a night! Howie looked so hot, but I’m sure that his wife didn’t like my presence there. Tonight I will have pleasant dreams.”

(Howie and Misty’s house)

“...So, that mean that you are jealous of her?” “No!! How could I be jealous of a woman like her...” “What do you mean ‘like her?’” “Oh, forget it Howie!” “No! I’m asking you to explain your behavior tonight, the dull face, you only said two or three words to Ivy...”

“Honey, honey, lets leave it for peace. I’m sorry if I was impolite, OK” “I’m feeling something here that I can’t comprehend... hmmm... OK, whatever. Good night darling, I love you”--Howie kissed and hugged her.

(Telephone rings)

“Hello...”

“Hi, Ivy. It’s Elia, how are you?” “Fine, Elia and you?”

“Fine. Hey, girl I know its early, but AJ wants to talk to you. This man is driving me crazy!! He’s called me every 15 minutes to ask if I have called you or if I can give him your phone number. Baby, gotta do something with him. Come here and calm him down or I will knock him down with some unprescribed valium.”

I laughed out loud. “Poor you, dealing with such demanding guy. (soft voice) Elia... dunno why, but I want to see him too. Don’t tell him anything I’ll be there in some minutes.” “Oh, OK!”

Dressed on a pair of black jeans, a red long sleeve blouse, and high heels. Packed my uniform and my “bunker suit”, and now I’m on my way to the hospital. Fifteen minutes later...

“Elia... is the patient still alive?”--I said with a huge smile meeting her in the elevator.

“For my disgrace, yes.”--said Elia with huffy face-- “Thank God he will be leaving in two days.” “Come on Elia, go easy on him.”--I told her in our way up to the fourth floor.

“Easy? Girl, you don’t know... He’s got me riding across the Niagara Falls on a bicycle! Got to fight with him with the medication, he got me crazy asking about you. He doesn’t want the hospital food, he ask for McDonald’s. Wanna know the last thing he did? Darling, he asked for a wheelchair and chased me all over the floor making questions about you.”--she told me at the Nurse Station.

“Was it worth something, my friend?” “Well, yes. I met Nick, he is a cutie.” “You are lucky, he’s your fav.” “Yes, I know. That’s why I tolerated AJ... because of Nick. He comes every day to visit his friend. So, lady... I won’t take you more time. See ya!” “See ya.”

“May I?” “Hey! What a surprise. You may at anytime you want. Come in and give me a hug.”

“How are you today?” “I’m okay... leaving in two days, and you? Look beautiful.” “Thanks, I’m fine. Alex, you haven’t told me how much time you’ll have your leg immobilized?” “A month and a half. Then I will have some physical therapy and then I’ll be ready for the next tour. Thank God it is in three months.” “That means it is not a major fracture. Time enough to heal, so don’t do anything crazy.”

“Are you gonna spend the evening with me?”--he said with his lovely smile.-- “I can’t. My shift begins at 3 PM” “And your next day off is...” “Wednesday, why you ask?” “Just curious... sit here and tell me about you.”

“There’s nothing about me to say. Nothing interesting in my life.”--I said playing with my hair with my left hand letting him see my wedding band.

“Didn’t know you’re married.”--AJ said with a sad look in his eyes.

“Well... not really. My husband died four years ago. In a car accident.”--(sighs heavily) I couldn’t look at his face.

“Sorry for your loss. But why, if I can ask, do you still wearing the wedding band?” “I don’t know really... our marriage last one year. Maybe it’s because... well it’s my way to forget my loneliness.”

(Radio plays “Run to you”-Whitney Houston)

“Would you like to me married again?”--AJ interrupted. “Think so... sometimes I feel so lost, like I won’t be able to find anyone to love and to hold on to. Feel like this song fits me sometimes.”

Alex held my hand “Don’t think that way. Love must be walking with you and you don’t see it.” “Who knows...” “What if we change the subject, tell me other things of you... including your phone number.” “ Ha!! My phone number? I will think about that. Lets see...”

Quite a pretty woman... like her perfume it’s sexy. Expressive eyes, I’m charmed with them. Ivy acts as the tough one, damn, she look so fragile at the same time. I wonder how it feels to be caressed and softly kissed by her. But, what about her dead husband? Does that lost love still alive in her heart really, or it just barrier to stop any other guy to hurt her.

“...Am I boring you? You are so quiet, Alex.” “I’m not bored, you have a beautiful voice. I like the way you say my name.” -- I blushed-- “Now tell me about you.” “Not yet, I want to know more about you. I know there still some info you haven’t told me.”

Lord, he is a real talker. AJ asked me a lot questions, he told me a lot of things about him. By his side I forgot all my sorrows, my pains and my loneliness. Alexander makes me feel so alive. Am I falling for him? Don’t think so, it may be physical attraction nothing else.

“Ahhhh! Got to go. I’ll be late for work.” “May I call you?” “Yes...”--I said kissing him and saying goodbye-- “see ya!”

(20 minutes later)

“Great, on time. If I wouldn’t have had to work this shift I would have spent the evening with Alex. What am I thinking? Maybe he is too kind with me because of the car accident, maybe it is his way to thank me... don’t let your emotions drive you, Ivy. He will break your heart if you fall for him or either Howie.” --I said in my thoughts.

“Hi, boys! What’s up?”

“Hi, Wild Cat. Nothing new at this moment. And you?” “Nada...”

“Hello, people...”--said Capt. Haddock-- “here you have your duties. Matthews, engine operator... Johnny Parker, Lawrence, second nozzle. Wild Cat, Aixa Smith, both of you first line. The rest of the people will be on the rescue team.”

“Sir...”--Johnny approached to the Captain and said in low voice-- “women in the first line? With all due respect, don’t you think it is a little risky for us?”

“No, Mr. Parker. They are well trained firefighter as you are, maybe better than you.” --Capt. Haddock said with a grouchy face-- “And... never overestimate your women fellows one of them saved your life.” “I’m so sorry, Sir.”

(Three hours later) “Geez, this has been the most boring shift.”--I’ve said to my fellows. “Great for me. Every evening shift must be this way, I love quiet evenings.”--said Aixa. “Oh, I hate this. God send me some action!!”--Sammy said out loud. “Shit! Law. Shut up, little rookie, or the Devil will hear you.”--said Randy knocking him on the head.

“Stop calling me rookie!!” “Stop behaving like one.”--I’ve said while watching the news and everyone laughed.

(Dispatcher voice) “Firefighter Lopez phone call on line 2, Firefighter Lopez line 2.”

“Good evening, Firefighter Lopez speaking”

(Male voice singing) “Did you ever know that you’re my hero... that you’re everything I would like to be...”

“Mr. McLean, I presume...” “Ms. Lopez, I presume too...” “Yes, sir. May I help you?” “Yes, you may. I’m lonely and bored, would you mind giving me some company and chatting with me?” “It will be a pleasure, sir.”

“OK, stop the politeness. I consider you as one of my friends, so one more time call me AJ... or Alex. I like the way it sounds when you pronounce it.” “Aye, aye Alex. So, what’s going on?”

“Howie and Misty were here, left a few minutes ago. You didn’t tell me you were at his house.” “Just a dinner with his niece, that’s all.” “He told me. So, how’s the evening in the line of duty?” “Boooooooring! Nothing’s happening, but I like it. For now I’m sure that nobody is dyin’ on my shift.” “Hey, explain something... what’s that of ‘nobody dies on your shift’ I’m a little bit curious about that.”

“That’s other story that I prefer not tell now. (Voice breaking) It’s hard for me...” “Oh, girl. I’m sorry to ask, are you crying? Is not my intention to hurt you... Ivy?!” “Don’t worry... (sniff softly) I’m okay. Just sad memories.” “I... well... if you want we could talk later...” “No, no it’s fine. What were you doing before calling me?” “Nothing, right after Howie closed the door I took up the phone to call you. Mom is here, she says hi...” “Let me talk to her, Alex”

“Hi, Ivy. How are you?” “I’m fine, and you Mrs. McLean?” “I’m fine. Well I’ll talk to you later my son is urging me to pass the phone back to him. You got him flipped upside down.”

“Mom!”--he said out loud. I couldn’t resist to laugh.-- “why are you laughing, my angel?” “Nothing... so tell me did Howie told you something that I need to know, huh?” “He is just very impressed with you. He doesn’t understand why a lovely woman like you works as a firefighter. But, I’ve notice in Misty’s eyes that she doesn’t like you.” “Nobody likes me, I’m aware of that. The tomboy...” “You are not a tomboy. Have you looked yourself in a mirror? I dare to say that, darling, you’re amazing.” “Sir, I’m getting embarrassed...” AJ laughed.

(Dispatcher voice) “Engine 222 fire call at Fairylake Meadow ST.... call on 6:45 PM...”

“Got to go, Alex. Talk to you later” “Hey, I don’t have your phone number!” “Oh, okay it is 555-2269, call me later... bye” “Bye”

(Two and a half hour later in the night)

“Hey, Johnny what do you think of our women firefighters?”--Capt. Haddock asked out loud.

“That they are hell of some firefighters, Sir”--he answered. “What’s going on with us?”--Aixa asked.

“Nothing Mrs. Smith, things between men.”--Capt. Haddock joked. “So, if we are hell of a firefighter we deserve to eat!! I’m starving.”--I said.

“What about McDonald’s? It is in this way.”--Aixa commented-- “OK, got the message.”

(Back at the station)

“Two hours more to go...” Randy said.

“Hey, Wild Cat. Here’s a message for you.” “Thanks, buddy”

“Call me back, no matter the what time it could be. 555-#### Howie...”

“Aixa!!!!!!!!! Pinch me, I wanna know if I’m dreaming...” “What’s the matter with you?” “Read this...” (Aixa gasps) “Oh my dear, is really him? What the heck are you waiting for? Call him!”

“I don’t know if I must do it. He’s married.” “But you want him, or am I wrong?”--Aixa said with a lust look-- “You have been dreaming with him for long time. Now you have your chance...”--she said as we walked to the station kitchen-- “Aixa, how would I have my opportunity with him. I can’t let him do something like that to his wife. I met her and she is so nice, well I felt that she didn’t like me but, I can’t...”

“Can’t do what? Get out of your mourning. Four years without a man, how can you handle that! You have been the strong one here since Denniz died. Dare to live, girl, and enjoy life. If he wants you for something go get it! I know it is not right, but not every girl have an opportunity with a Backstreet Boy; and I don’t think he will spread it all over the news in the whole world.”

“... and then he will take me as an easy woman, no way!” “OK, we’re just using our imagination too much... Ivy just call him. Maybe he wants you as his friend and nothing else, you saved his niece’s life. He is just been grateful with you, and we are here thinking bad things about him.”

“You’re right... I’m gonna call him.”

(At Howie’s house)

Almost ten o’clock and she doesn’t call... Damn! I want to hear her voice or maybe see her tonight after her work. And what if is Misty call? Can’t go out. (sighs) I can’t forget her eyes, the way she walks... I still smelling her perfume in the air. (Pours a glass of white wine) Why is she in my dreams? I close my eyes and I can see clearly how her body moves, the way that the red dress fitted her curved body. I’d give my life away to undress her and make sweet love to this woman. And Misty? I can’t break her heart this way.

(Telephone rings)

“Hello...”

“Hello, Mr. Dorough?” “Yes, Ivy... I was waiting for your call.” “May I know the reason of the message to call you back?” “No reason in special, just wanted to talk to you. I’m so lonely tonight. (sighs) So, how’s your evening been?” “Just one call, quiet here in the line of duty. And you?” “Nothing interesting... working on some new material for my sister.”

Oh, God, what a sweet voice. I feel how every word caress my skin; now I feel like melting. Why do I have to lose my strength with Howie? I really want to be with him, dammit he is forbidden to me.

“Still there, Ivy?” “Yes, I do.” “I thought you hung up on me...” “No, I will never do that. I was just listening to your voice.” “Do you like my voice?” “Yes I do. And I like the background music too. ‘Unchained Melody’, right? I love that song” “Yeah, right. From where are you calling, my sweetie?” “From work, where are you?” “I’m home, in bed so lonely and little cold.”

“Grab a blanket!” “I prefer some body heat.” “Sir, (serious voice) I think you must be drunk. Are you with the bottle of white wine?” “No, I’m not drunk, but I have a wine glass right now. How do you know I like white wine?” “I saw you Friday night with that bottle of white wine on hands.” “Oh, so you were watching me all night.” “No! But you didn’t hide that bottle.” “Yes, and you drank of my wine glass letting your red lipstick marks on it. (in deep voice) Gosh! It was so sexy... you drove me crazy at that moment.” “Howard... I better hang up. This conversation in getting out of hand.”

“Oh, I’m sorry if I have offended you. I just wanted to let you know how I felt that night.” “I’m not offended. But you better watch out your words, you don’t need to say something you might regret later.” “Ivy, I am really really sorry if I said something that have offended you.” “Don’t worry, Howard. Once again I’m not offended. Have a good night.” “Good night, sweetie.”

“Hey, girl. Have you seen a ghost?”--Aixa said to me-- “you’re pale...”

“I want to die!! I love when he talks in that deep voice...” “What the fuck happened?”

“If I haven’t misunderstood I think he likes me. He told me that the night of the dinner I drove him crazy because of a stupid sip from his glass of wine!”

(Gasps) “Darling, you must have did that in a sexy way.” “Aixa... there’s somethin’ that I haven’t told you...” “What??” “I been seeing AJ McLean in these past few days.” “Ahhhh!!”

“Calm down!” “Damn girl... AJ! Can’t believe you... so, what about that. That’s not a sin.” “I know... but I’m feeling attracted to him.” “Oh, oh... more than Howie?” “I guess.” “... and Denniz?” “Denniz... I will love him forever. (sighs) There’s something that AJ has that is driving me nuts.”

“Alrighty... tell me what on your mind.” “Don’t make fun of me!” “I’m not making fun of you... I want to know what going on in that little rusty mind of yours.” “Hey! no teasing!!” “Yes, it is rusty because you stop thinking and living four years ago and at last you’re getting into time. (getting on her knees) God bless AJ for waking up your emotions!!” “Stop it or I won’t tell you anything”

“OK, I will. Now tell me...”

“I don’t know what I’m feeling. You know Howie is the man of my dreams. The love that I always dreamed of: kind, sweet, romantic... my backdraft. In the other hand, there is Alex full of live, energy, vibrant. He burns inside of me slowly and growing, makes me feel so alive... he is my flashover. So, they are... the two edges... of my line.”

“The two edges of your line... so that means that your heart is beating again and soon you will be the Ivy we used to know.”

“Aixa, what do you mean?” “Darlin’ you are waking up to love again. When Denniz was alive you were so different...” “I’m still the same!” “Not at all. When he died you turned your heart to stone, no men could get into your heart.” “What could I do? I really fell in love with Denniz. No one is like him... and I don’t want to suffer again.”

“Each person is different, Ivy. You will never find any one like Denniz. Just open your heart and let any of them go in.”

“I don’t know... (sighs heavily) I want to love again... but I don’t know how. I feel like I am betraying Denniz.” “Ivy, Denniz... IS... dead!”

(At home)

“... open your heart and let any of them go in... Denniz is dead...” This words echoed on my mind. Can I do that? What if I fall in love with Howie? He makes me feel in calm like the clouds in the blue sky. I know he won’t divorce Misty. But on the other hand, AJ... the wild river, pure energy. Drives myself crazy making my heart beats a little more faster.

Unhook the phone unknowing what to do. Looking around, I find I’m so lonely now. I started to cry. My heart ached, I buried my face on the pillow and cried more.

(Howie and Misty’s house)

“Hi, honey”--said Misty closing the door-- “Hi, sweetheart”--Howie kiss and hug Misty.

“Darling, were you drinking?” “Just one glass of wine, no more than that.” “Oh, everything fine around here?” “Yes. So, and your mom, how’s she doing?” “Thank to God better.”

Howie approached to his wife and caress her face. Kissed her lips with passion, his arm surrounded her waist as she closed her eyes. Tongues fighting hard in a deep kiss. Misty unbuttoned his shirt as he does with hers. Clothes began to fall to the floor. Misty take a deep breath as she slide her fingers on Howie’s chest at as the same time he grins with pleasure. Lead her to the sofa, slightly he kissed her breast.

“Howie, I love you.” “I love you too, my love. And I want you now.” His manhood is evident. Misty took off the rest of her clothes, her husband did the same. “I’m ready for you, honey” “Let me see if it is true...”--Howie spread her legs apart sliding his fingers in her wet pussy-- “Wow, you’re really wet.”

Softly he licked her clit making her to moan a little louder. His tongue found his way inside her vagina making Misty groan with pleasure. She felt how his teeth raked her delicate skin. “Do me more faster, my dear love, I want to cum in your mouth.”--she said-- “I’ll do whatever you want. You have me on fire.” Misty looked at him disoriented.

“Fire... that damn word. I hate it! But, what the heck... he’s doing me, he is talking about me. I’m the one who have him hot.”--Misty thought as Howie continued tongue fucking his wife till she cum. “You taste so good.”--Howie said without looking her and now he is working her clit. Slowly licked, she moaned... suck her clit faster, she groans...faster... a little more faster till she cum one more time screaming his name. “Lay down here...”--she said breathing heavily-- “it’s your turn to be pleased.”

She get on her knees taking his hard cock into her hands. Misty took her time playing with his pre-cum. “I love this, is so sweet... give me more.” “Want more of my ‘man juices’...”--He guide her mouth to his hard cock-- “suck it and let me dry.”

So on Misty worked his man with such a passion that never had. Howie grinned evilly and grunts and in a few seconds he cum. His stared at the ceiling, never looked Misty. Rested for a few seconds and take Misty to the bed room. “Lay down, I want to explore your body.” He touched all her body as he never did. “Ivy... Ivy... Ivy... why I can not take you out of my mind”--he thought. Explored every part of her. “Oh, Ivy if this body could be yours. I’m so excited... I want you so bad.”--continued on his thoughts.

“Fuck me, Howie. I want to feel you inside of me.” “Yes, my sweet angel. I’ll do whatever you want to”--he said laying over her body as she spread her legs wide open giving him more access. Howie placed his penis into her wet pussy.-- “Like how its feels?”--sliding into her. Misty grabbed his butt pushing him toward her. “Honey, I want you badly. Fuck me hard, don’t have any compassion with me.”--Misty pleaded.

Howie humped his wife with all his strength. Both arrived to climax at the same time. “Howie... I love you”--Misty whispered. “Ivy...”--he whispered back.

“What did you said, Howie?”--she paused-- “Did you call ME Ivy!!”--Misty said angrily.

“Huh?... No! You heard me wrong.”--he replied trying to cover his mistake.

“No, Howard. You said her damn name!”--she said pushing him away and left the bed.

“Honey, I... I didn’t say her name...” “Yes, you did. I can’t believe you fucked me thinking of her...”--Howie tried to pull her back to bed-- “Don’t touch me!!! Get out of my sight!”

“Misty, I... didn’t said her name”--his voice shattered-- “my love, I know you dislike her maybe you were thinking about Friday night so you think you heard me saying her name.”

“No, Howard Dwaine, I know what I’ve heard. I’m not sleeping with you tonight.”

Misty got into the bathroom to take a shower. “I can’t believe this! He was thinking of her. My husband wants her, my husband wants to fuck that damn bitch!”--she thought while cried. Misty washed her body so hard with a sponge trying to take Howie’s caresses out of her skin.

“Dammit, what I do now? I WAS really thinking of Ivy. What can I do now?”--Howie said to himself. He walked to the bathroom door... “Hon, let me get in.” “Go away” “Misty this has been a misundertstanding. I’m really sure that I didn’t say her name.” “Fuck you, Howard! You said her name... you did me because you were wishing that I would be her.” “That’s not true... but if you insist that I did... forgive me. You are the only woman that I love. The only one that I want by my side.” Misty was still crying. “I don’t believe you.”

Howie walked back to the bedroom, and began to pack some things. When Misty got out of the bathroom, he was all dressed and ready to leave. “Where are you going, Howie?” “I’m leaving... if you don’t believe my words then I must leave.” “Leave me? Honey, let’s talk about this.” “No, I know you’re angry at me. I haven’t do anything to hurt you...” “Yes, you did. You said her name while fucking me.” “Bye...”--Howie said walking through the door. Misty felt how her heart broke in two and started to cry again. “Howie, my beloved husband... (voice breaking) come back.” Howie looked back to her and whispered “I love you with all my heart, but you don’t trust me.” “Are you telling me the truth?” “I swear, I am.” Misty sighted, extended her hand inviting him to get into the house. “I trust and believe in you.”

Howie got back to his wife arms that night.

(Next morning, Aixa’s apartment)

“Hello...”

“Hi, Aixa. It’s Ivy.” “Oh, hello girl. What’s up?” “I need your company today, want to go with me to the mall?” “Huh? Mall? Now?” “Nope! In one hour. Wanna go?” “Of course. I’ll be waiting for you.”

“Eh, but first...” “First what?” “I need to stop at the hospital. I want to see AJ.” “Aaahh!! I’ll go with you, I’ll go with you... I’ll be ready in 20 minutes!” “Calm down... I said one hour.” “OK, OK... I will be ready.”

(One hour and fifteen minutes later)

“Boo!”--Aixa said to Elia and she screamed-- “Shh, we are in a hospital. Behave yourself.”--I said.

“How are you? Long time no see you Elia.” “I’m fine. And know what Ivy? Nick asked me to go out.” “So, I think you said no.” “Are you insane? I said yes.”

“Who’s Nick?”--Aixa asked. “The Backstreet Boy...” “What? Are you dating that man? I need air...”

“And my favorite patient? Hope you haven’t killed him.” “Hehehe... he is alive in his room till now.”

“Elia... and those flowers are yours?” “Yes, they are”--she said with a huge smile. “Nick, isn’t it?” “Nope...”

“Elia...” “They are from AJ.” “Huh? I’m lost. What did I miss?” “Nothing, read the note...”

“For my favorite nurse. I’m so sorry to be a pain in the ass. Hope you can forgive me. Hugs, AJ McLean.”

I laughed. “He admitted to be a pain in the ass. Think I won this fight.” “You did, Elia.”

“Hey, he have visitors.” “Who?”--I asked. “Go find yourself girl (and whispering to me) and hold Aixa, please.” “Oh, I understand.” Aixa looked at us with curiosity, but she didn’t talk.

“Good morning. Do you still alive?” “Hey, hi my angel. Yes, I still alive. I’m giving Elia some rest.” “Good boy... this is Aixa Smith, my fellow firefighter.” “Nice to meet you, Aixa.”--AJ said shaking hands with her. “Girls, this is Brian Littrell. Brian, this is my guardian angel, Ivy Lopez.” “He is exaggerating, glad to meet you” “The pleasure is mine, ladies.”

“Are you really Brian Littrell?”--Aixa asked in astonishment. “Yes, (he smiles) I am.” I covered her mouth while she yelled. “She is a big fan of yours, so you’ll understand why I’m doing this.” “Yes, I understand.” “Are you alright, girl?” “Yes... yes (without breath) I am now.”

“May I have some attention?”--AJ said with puppy eyes. “You have all my attention.”--I replied. “I like that. Will you stay?” “Nope, I’ve got plans to go shopping.” “Oh, come on. I would like to spend the day with you.” “Some other time, Alex.”

“Tomorrow is your day off, right?” “Yes, why?” “Oh, nothing. Just curiosity.”

Alex and I got involved in a dazzling conversation. I was so amazed. His voice... his eyes. He caressed my face and I couldn’t resist to kiss his fingers. He looked into my eyes and I feel like a electric shock in the spine. “Come here, sit by my side. I would like to smell your perfume.” I was hypnotized and did what he said. I sat in the bed by his side. He got closer to me. “I’m leaving tomorrow...” “I know.”--Alex breathed deeply. “Hmmm, I really like it.”--he said kissing my neck.

Brian was having a little talk with Aixa who was in cloud nine. “I think we should let this two alone...”

Something attracted me, like a magnet. I couldn’t move letting him continue filling my neck with butterflies kisses till he arrive to my right shoulder. The radio was on playing “I knew I loved you (before I met you)” from Savage Garden. Oh, God I’d die to kiss his lips. My emotions flooded like a river. Didn’t think of Denniz, only me. Aixa was right... I need to live and love again. “Your skin is so smooth... excuse me if I am meddling, but do you have a boyfriend?” “No, I don’t have. Are you married?”

He sighs, “No, I‘ve gotten divorced twice from the same woman. You may know that already. And don’t have any girlfriend.” “Do you think of marrying her again?” “I don’t think so if I can find a woman who can fulfill my dreams.”--he answered kissing my forehead.

“Its time to go, do you need something?” “Yes, a little love.” Damn, he hit me with that comment. “I don’t know if I can help you there... bye.” “May I call you?” “Yes you can, you have my phone number silly boy. Bye.”

(At my house)

“Hello...”

“Hi, Alex. What are you doing up at this hour?” “I can’t sleep. So I decided to call you.”

“And you didn’t think that I’d be sleeping by now...” “Nope. I know you’re just arriving from work. Tell me, what’s up in the line of fire?” “Just a couple of calls, no fatalities. And you?”

“Brian stayed with me for a long time after you left, but I spend the time thinking of you.” “Me too.” “Really? Do you have any plans for tomorrow?” “No, why?” “Would you like to go out with me?” “Alex, your leg is immobilized. You must be on rest.”

“I know, but that won’t stop me of been with you.” “Oh, that’s mean that you won’t stop until you get what you want.” “Only if that ‘that what I want’ really deserve my efforts.” I chuckle, “Call me tomorrow and then I’ll tell you if we can go out.” “Okey... your wishes are my orders. I’ll call tomorrow.” “Bye” “Bye, my dear angel.”

(5 minutes later) “Hello” “I can’t wait till tomorrow. Tell me now, wanna go out with me? please.” “Alex, I’m tired I want to sleep. Call me tomorrow, bye.” “OK, bye.”

(20 seconds later) “Hello...” (yawns) “I die to know, girl! Tell me.” “Alexander James if you dare to call again I won’t see you tomorrow. Understood?” “Geez, sorry. Then is a yes...” “Call me tomorrow and let me sleep.” “OK, bye. Sweet dreams my angel.” “You too.”

(Next day, 11:30 AM someone knock on the door)

“Hey!” “Hi (with surprise) how did you found my address?” “I have my resources... may I go in? I think that your neighbors know who I am.” “Oh, sorry. Come on in.” “Beautiful house.” “Thank you, please take a seat.”

My heart was beating so fast. I’d never thought that he would have the interest of finding my address.

“Alex, you’re supposed to be using a wheelchair, isn’t it?” “Yes, but I prefer the crutches. I feel free to move.”

“Why are you here?”--I said with a shy smile. “To make sure that you’re going out with me.” “And what if I don’t want to?” “Then I’ll stay here. My bodyguard won’t be back till I’ll call him to.” “Oh... so, where do you plan to take me to?” “To a nice place where we can have some fun.” “Hmmm... McDonald’s playground?”

He guffawed “good idea, but I can’t. My leg... you remember. But, anyway get ready; you have a date with me.” I looked at him astonished. “A date!”--I said to myself. “Don’t look at me that way. I may look freak, but it is not to be so bad.” “Oh, sorry. Is that I haven’t had a date in long time. I... I’m just... impressed.”

“No dates! How is that?” I felt my heart drop down to the floor. “Hey girl, why is that face?” “My last date was Denniz, my husband.” “Look, I’m sorry if I had said something wrong.”--AJ said in a deep sweet voice-- “If you want me to leave I’ll do.” “No, no... (breath deeply) give a few minutes to make myself up. Feel free to move around the house, OK?” “OK.”

“Oh mine, mine, mine...That’s means that I’m the first one who date her since her husband died.”--AJ said in his thoughts-- “Well, I’m gonna move around the house.” He looked around the living room, it is painted in pale pink. The furniture matched so well. The paintings adds a sense of classy to the room. There are floral arrangements in the corner, a Victorian look. Pretty indeed. The dinner table, made of natural wood garnish with candles and flowers giving it a romantic view. AJ walked down the hallway and take a look at the kitchen. Walls painted in soft beige, wood cabinets, kitchen accessories are in black and white. A little fountain is near the sink. “Hmmm... a door, what could be behind this?... Wow!”

A beautiful terrace, flowers, orchids, and plants everywhere. A hammock, a radio and a TV set. On one side of the terrace is a huge cage with a bird. “Oh, God. An African Gray. Hi.” “Hi...errrr... who are you?”--replied the bird. “Hehe, you can talk. Can you say ‘AJ’?” “errrr... AJ”--the bird answered. “Cool!! An intelligent bird.” “I’m not stupid... errrrrr” “What the heck?!?” “My name is Kevin... errrrr...AJ” AJ laugh. “Kevin... they look alike. Hehehe...” At the other side, there are three park benches. Outside the terrace is a little garden with roses of every kind, daisies, violets and some more. “This place looks like the Garden of Eden. I like this house.” Alex went back inside the house. “I’m curious how would be up stairs...” He went up stairs as he could. The stair is in a spiral type and carpeted all the way up, so the same all the second floor. Opened the first door, a small room prepared for any guest. Behind the second door the master room, pretty arranged. A bid bed, a TV set, a stereo system, air conditioner, a computer, two night lamps near the bed; a comfortable place to rest and make love. “Yes, the bathroom... damn! door locked. I want to see her naked. What I’m thinking of? This woman is driving me crazy and I don’t know if she likes me... Hmmm, another door...”

Alex has found my workshop. There is a sewing machine, paints, brushes, knitting needles, fabrics... a lot of things for handcrafts. In a corner is a mannequin with a red and sexy dress. AJ found five ceramic vases, some of them hand painted. “This woman have art in her hands.” In a box Alex found some knitting. “hey, this is beautiful...”

“Alexander! Where are you?” “Upstairs, in a messy room.” “What are you doing up there?” “You told me that I can move around the house.” “Oh, you have discovered my ‘Creative Room’.” “Yes, and you really do all this things? It’s wonderful.” “Aha, yes I do.” “Ivy, you have a nice and pretty house. I like it a lot.” “Thank you, can you follow me downstairs?” “Oh, yes.”

(Downstairs... in the kitchen)

“Would you like a coke?” “I would like to have a beer instead.” “No, sir. You are under medications.” “Then a coke is fine.” “Here you have some baked cookies.” “Don’t tell me you bake too?” “Yes, I do. Don’t you like them?” “Of course... is that I’m just amazed with all the things you can do.”

“I like to have my hands occupied.” “I have an idea... lets stay here. I liked a lot the terrace. Specially the talking bird.” “If you really want to stay, there’s no problem with me. And the ‘talking bird’ have a name...” “Kevin”--we said at the same time. “Yes, I met him. Let’s go outside.”

I stayed in the kitchen preparing a some snacks. “I’ll be at the hammock...”--AJ said. “OK, just don’t mess with Kevin sometimes he’s on bad humor.” “Ouch! Damn bird!” “Don’t talk to me that way, errrr, don’t talk to me that way”--the bird said. “Alex, watch your language in front of him. What happened?” “He bites me...” “Did you try to steal one of his crackers?”--I yelled from the kitchen. “How do you know that?” “Kevin is very peaceful, but if you dare to steal one of his crackers he will attack you.”--I said walking to him. “Jesus, what a temper of this bird. He really reminds me of Kevin.” I laughed-- “Come here let me see your hand...”

Strong hands, soft skin... I want to feel this hand all over my body. Sweet God! In just a few days this man have flipped my world, the same as Howie. I think of both of them and I feel my heart froze. Which one could have the key of my heart?

“... it’s OK.” “Ivy, sit with me here.”--he said pointing to the hammock. I took the remote control, seated by his side and turned on the radio.

“Are you a sorcerer?” “Huh?” “You have bewitched me... you’re always on my mind and when I look into your eyes and I ran out of words.” “Sometimes a minute of silence is better than a word...”--I said taking a sip of my soda. “That’s correct. And an action says more than a thousand words.”--AJ said kissing my shoulder-- “Lay down here with me.” “I can’t do that. That’s not correct.” “Why?”--he said with a little surprise. “I don’t want you to take me as an easy woman.” “I have not think of you like that! Don’t get me wrong... I’m just getting crazy about you and I want you by my side. That’s all.” After those words, I lay by his side and closed my eyes.

(Radio plays “Run to you”-Whitney Houston)

“You told me that sometimes you feel that that song fits you...” “Yes, it is...” “Now I understand why. Don’t you worry, I’m here you are safe in my arms, and I won’t run away.”--AJ said kissing my lips placing his arm over my shoulders. I rest my head on his chest and fell asleep.

(AJ’s cell phone rings) *Yawns* “Hello”

“Yo, AJ... is D. Where are you, man?” “In paradise. What’s up, D?” “Paradise? Do you have an overdose on your medication?” “Hehehe, no dumbass. I’m having the most pleasant and relaxing day of my entire life.” “Where are you, AJ? Please tell me.” “Ivy’s house...” “What?! Are you... I mean... you are (almost without breath) ... in her house”

Howie felt like something has fallen inside of him. He made an effort to talk trying to disguise his amazement.

“Yep. She has a pretty house. We are now in the terrace, she have fallen asleep by my side...” Howie breathed deeply, his eyes begins to water. “... so, man. What you called for?” Howie made an effort again to talk-- “For nothing, man. Just wanted to know how you’re doing. (Gasping for air) See you later...” “Bye, D.”

“... he is at her house!”--Howie talked to himself-- “and she’s sleeping by his side... no, this can’t be true. Maybe he is fooling me.”

“Daddy, are you OK?”--a little girl said from the back seat of the car.

“Oh, yes dear. Daddy’s fine.” Misty and Howie have a six year old daughter. A beautiful child named Caroline, after Howie’s sister that died.

“So, how was your weekend at Aunt Laura’s , did you enjoy being there?” “Yes, daddy. Aunt Laura took us to the zoo, and to the circus. Played with other girls at the park. And, daddy, she took us to a pool, too.” “Hey, that was a great weekend for you.”

“Uh, where’s mommy?” “Mommy is home, sweetie.” Howie sights deeply-- “...a wife and a beautiful daughter... and I’m thinking of another woman. (looks at the mirror to see his daughter) Dear God, she’s like a virus; going deep on my blood. She is so different to other women that I’ve known. This mysterious beauty, they way she walks it is like she owns the world. Her self-confidence... Shit! (hit the steering wheel) Bone is with her.”

(Aixa’s apartment) (Telephone rings)

“Hello...” “Hi, it’s me Brian.” “Brian (giggles) long time not talk to you, how are you?” “Its has been five minutes since out last talk. I don’t have much time but, do you have plans for tonight?”

“No, why?” “I don’t want to be alone tonight so, would you like to have dinner with me?” “Hmmm... let me think about it... let me think... hmmm.” “Oh, please say yes.” “Hehehe, I want to.”

“Cool! I’ll pick you up around 7:30, it’s OK with you?” “Oh, yes. I’ll be waiting for you.”

(At Elia’s work)

“Come on, Elia... I want know more about you. Please accept my invitation. I am not going to hurt you.” “I’m not so sure if I should accept it.” “Hey, girl. Do you want me on my knees? OK, then.”--and Nick kneeled.

“What the heck are you doing? Nick, Nick... Oh, man. I accept your invitation.” “Woohoo!”

(Ivy’s house, 5:00 PM; AJ’s cell phone rings)

“Hello” “Hi, baby. Where are you? Haven’t see you all day long.” “Hi, mom. I’m fine, right now (winking at me) I am in heaven.” “Are you still with Ivy?” “Yes, mom. Don’t wait for me, bye.” “Alexander!” “Bye mom.”--he said hanging up the cell phone.

“Well, darling, excellent dinner. You are really incredible.” “Oh, yes? (I laugh) Mint candies?” “Thanks. You know, I’ve never have met a woman that can be so... interesting.” “Me? Interesting? Are you sure that your medication is correct?” “Oh, come on! Upstairs I’ve discovered some of your talents, and some others in the kitchen.” Alex walked to me without his crutches, stood behind me grabbing me by the waist.

“I like you...”--he whispered in my ear-- “there’s something that don’t let me stop thinking of you.” He turned me around, I was in shock. Does he really like me? I can feel my blood boiling inside of me. I’m feeling those emotions that I haven’t feel from long time ago, and I like it. Aixa was right... I need to love again.

“... and I like you...” I muttered. “What... didn’t hear you.” “I said that I like you...” He smiled and embraced me. “Hmmmm... I wanted to hear that.” His lips met mine in a intangible kiss, but I wanted more. AJ took me closer to his body, his kiss went a little more deeper. The passion made its appearance. Drowned in the feelings I fell in his arms. “Let me love you tonight...”--he said leading me to the sofa.

Alex kissed again my lips, but this time his tongue made its way to separate my lips and found my tongue. With it he explored all my mouth. It was like soft caresses inside of it, damn! I like this feeling. He gently pushed me down, laying me on my back. Alex went over me kissing me like crazy... my face, my neck... unbuttoned my blouse and started to kiss my breast. “You’re skin is so soft, you smell so good...” Now I can feel his manhood rising. Alex took off his shirt. I couldn’t resist touching his chest. Outlining every muscle, my heart ran wild, my mind flooded with memories of how sweet love is. Now his tongue is on my left nipple, slowly moving up and down and around. I feel so wet...

“I want you so bad...”--he said unbuckling his pants. “Alex, stop. I... I can’t do this...” “Why?” “I’m not ready for sex.”--I said almost about to crying.

“Come on, Ivy. I want you the way you want me.” “I know, Alex... (softly cry), but I want it to be special for us.”

“OK then... it will be when you feel its time. I won’t push you.” “I’m sorry, baby.” He smiled with love in his eyes. “I understand.” We stayed in each other arms for a long time.

Alex took a little nap resting his head on my chest. He looked so peaceful. My fingertips went over his face. The line of his eyebrows, his eyelids, forehead, cheeks, lips, chin... “It’s so good to have a man in the house again. I feel like life worth something... like when Denniz was alive.”--I thought.

*AJ yawns* “Oh, God! Sorry, (sitting on the sofa) I fell asleep.” “Don’t worry, did I complain?” He only smiled with a little blush in his face.

“Would you like to see some TV?” “Yes, long time of no seeing it. What’s on tonight?” “Rescue 77”--I said laughing-- “Aww, no. I’m beginning to think that you’re a freak of your work.” “Sometimes... it’s has been my shelter in the last four years.”

“Explain...” “I use it to drown all my sorrows, my deceptions. (sighs) This way I don’t dwell on sad things. It’s my way to survive.” “Any shoulder to cry on?” “No... I didn’t let anyone to have pity on me. Somehow I made myself strong.” “Come here, (holding me tight in his arms) now you have me to take care of you.”

I didn’t say a word, just walked up stairs. “Where are you going?” “TV... air conditioner... wanna follow me?” “Hell yes!”

“Alex, floor or bed?” “Bed! If I sit on the floor I don’t think I can stand up.”--He said pointing to his leg. “Oh, sorry. Please yourself.”

“Oh, oh, oh, oh... now I’m the king of the world. Ah, this feels good. Don’t let me fall asleep again; this bed is very cozy.” I let him on the bed and I sat on the floor with some pillows.

A few minutes later I heard Alex grunt. “Are you OK?” “Nooooo...” “What’s the matter, kid.” “Have an itch on my leg and I can’t scratch it. Find something that I can use. Agh! Hurry up, please. Its making me crazy.” “Aye, aye... use this.” “Oh yes... that’s better... a little more down. Ah, ah, ah... hmm.”

After the ‘personal emergency’ of AJ, he grab me by the arm and pulled me to bed. Looked into my eyes and said-- “I would like to stay with you tonight, if you don’t mind.” I remain in silence for a few seconds and answered-- “It’s OK with me, let me arrange the guest room.”

“Guest room... I was wondering to share the same bed, dammit!”--AJ thought.

“Alex... the room is ready if you want to go to sleep now.” “Have anything that I can use?” “I still having some of Denniz’ clothes... if you don’t mind to use it.” “Oh! Well, I don’t think he will get mad. Sorry, bad joke.” I turn back and walked to closet.

“Here you are.” “Thank you. I’ll change in the bathroom and have a bath first.” “Sure, be free to feel like home.” “I already feel like home.”--he said caressing my face.

(Howie’s home)

Misty walked into the family room finding her husband sleeping on the sofa with Caroline sleeping over his chest and the TV on. “My two loves...”--she said and kissed both of them.

(Howie yawns) “Oh, hmmm...” “Let me take the girl to her bed”--she said. “No, no I’ll do it.”

Howie walked to Caroline’s room, put her into bed and kissed his daughter. “Daddy (sleepy voice) sing for me...(yawns)” “Yes, my dear.” Misty could hear her husband’s sweet voice all over the house. She sat at the dinner table with tears in her eyes. She thought of the day they got married, the day when she told Howie she was pregnant, when Caroline was born... She heard his steps on the hallway and wiped away the tears.

“Beautiful lullaby my darling, as always.” “Thanks sweetheart. Want me to sing to you?”--he said embracing her tight. “I don’t want you to sing, I want you to love me forever.” “And I do, do you doubt it? I can’t believe it!” “I truly believe you love me, just I wanted to make it sure.” “After six years of marriage you want to make it sure now?” “You have misunderstood me, Howie. I know that after some years of marriage most man lose interest in their wives.” “I’m not that kind of man. I promised to God to love you and I will keep it. Now, forget those insane thoughts and kiss me.” (Kissing her) “Let’s go upstairs”--Misty said.

(Next day)

“Hmm, what’s that smell?... Food!”--I said getting out of the bed. Combed my hair and ran down the stairs.

“Good morning my sleeping beauty. Breakfast?” “Don’t tell me you did this.”--I said pointing to the stove. “Oh, yes. You doubt it?”--he said kissing me.

It feels so different now than from a few days ago. Happiness is again in my soul. Gosh! I like this feeling.

“OK, my job is done here. Now eat.” “Hey, this is good.” “Still doubting of my skills? (I nodded) So, by the way... I’m leaving by 9:30, today we began with the arrangements for the next tour.” “That means that I won’t see you again?” “Of course you will see me again. You won’t get rid of me so easily.” I smiled and he kissed my shoulder so kind and with a sweet look in his eyes.

(Elia’s home)

“Ah! Did you really have a date with Brian? Wow! I’m so excited. Tell me more.”

“He was a complete gentleman. Brian took me to a pretty restaurant, brought me flowers... (giggles) we ended two bottles of champagne. I can’t believe it was real! Tell me how was yours with Nick.”

“It was fantastic. He went to a nice club and had a lot of fun. It was a crazy night. Aixa, I wonder how Ivy is, haven’t heard anything from her since AJ left the hospital.”

“Me neither... Let me call her.” “OK.”

(A few minutes later)

“Do you really have to leave now, Alex?” “Yes, I would like to stay a little more but I can’t.”

“I like to have you here...” “Me too... I will call you. Bye.” “Bye...”

(Phone rings) “Hello.” “Hi Ivy... still alive?” “Yes, Aixa. More alive than ever.” “Ooh... that tone of voice... something is going on.” “Nothing.” “Nothing, huh? Do that happy voice have something to do with a man?” “Won’t tell you.” “Ivy... I know you. Confess!”

“Hmmm... I have nothing to confess.” “Oh, yes. You have. I’ll pick up Elia and we will be there in 20 minutes.” “For what?” “You don’t fool me, kid. I know there’s something you’re hiding.” I laughed out loud and hung up the phone.

“Come on Ivy, tell us.” “Tell what?” Elia approached to me-- “Ivy, we have been friends for a long time. We know each other very well. By the look in your eyes I know something is going on. They are so bright... (she stood in front of me) like when you told us you fell in love with Denniz.”

Silence filled the room. “I don’t think that I have fallen in love, but I’ve had to admit that I’m waking up to that old feeling.” “I wonder with whom”--Aixa said showing up the shirt that Alex left in the hammock.

“Ooh, Ooh, Ooh... let me see that.”--said Elia grabbing the shirt and smelling it-- “yellow shirt, good perfume... male, Joop I presume...” Aixa took it back-- “it fits me, must be from a skinny one...” “Gimme that!” They look at each other and said at once “AJ!” Both give me that inquisitive look demanding an answer.

“OK, OK girls... he was here yesterday.” “Aha! (Elia said loud) Go on...” I chuckled. “We talked a lot, had dinner, watched TV.” “Only that? Boring (Aixa said imitating Bart Simpson’s voice).” “Aixa Smith, shut up! Let her finish.” “We... we almost made love.” “What?! How’s that an ‘almost’?”

“He wanted to make love to me, but I’d say no.” “Ivy!--Aixa shouted-- Did you really say no? Why?” “You are sick, girl.”--Elia said to Aixa. “Gee, thanks my friend.” “Girls, it is that I don’t feel prepared to have sex again.” “If you don’t give it an chance you will not know.”--Aixa said opening a soda. I sighed deeply.

We spent the afternoon talking about our nights with the boys. But sometimes I thought of Denniz. Shall I let that feeling go? I feel my heart ache and cry, I hear the voices of my friends far away. Am I wrong to feel like this? or Is it a sign to go on and accept that it is time to love again?

“Earth calling Ivy... what’s your 10-20?”--Aixa said waving her hand in front of my eyes. “Houston... we have a problem... lost contact with the earthling.”--said Elia in a burst of laughs. “Go to hell, girls. You both suck!” “Wow, she definitely loves us.”

“It is time for me to go. It’s my last night of work and tomorrow is my first day on vacations. I will spent all day sleeping.”--said Elia walking out of the terrace. “That’s great.”--I’ve said. “Are you sure you’ll spent all day sleeping?”--Aixa asked smiling evilly. “No girl! You will not ruin my first day on vacations. Don’t you dare...” As Elia were talking, Aixa walked out the door laughing her ass off.

The week pass on so fast. AJ called me twice every day, but that’s not all. Howie called me too. He said that he is dying to see me one more time. My heart said yes, but my mind said no. When he hanged up the phone I choked on my tears, breathed so hard, and laid on the floor until everything fixed on my mind. I feel between the sword and the wall.

(The next day, Denniz’s grave)

“Oh, my dear Denniz... I am so lost without you. You may know how much I miss you and that I still loving you. (Sighs) In all these years I have closed my heart to men, but this time I think that love is knocking on my door again. I’m so confused... there are two men that are trying to caught my attention. I saved the niece of one of them and he is married. OK, I know it is wrong to fall for a man that’s married. I don’t want to break up a family. But I can’t deny that he has something that attracts me. (Giggles) Yes, honey. I met Howie. I know you always hated his group. The other one is his best friend and I saved his life in a car accident. Gosh, I almost die that night... It... (gasping for air) It was the same scene of the night you died; that damn night that I couldn’t save your life. I know, I know... it was not my fault but anyway I feel guilty. If I just arrived a little earlier maybe you’ll be alive. (Tears falls from my eyes) Denniz... I still asking what I do know without you? I am so lonely. Why did you had to go to the other side? How much I waited for someone to love me and someone to love with all my heart... and you let me alone. (Loud cry) Why in the world God take you away from me? What I do now? My mind can’t let you go, Denniz but my soul ache for love again... for all the love we share, can you give me a sign?”

I made a little prayer, stood up felt that someone hold me in its arms and make me look up at the inscription on the tombstone:

“Thanks my love... you always been my light. I will love you for always.” I said between tears and walked away.

(Later that day)

On the answering machine... “Good afternoon, Mrs. Lopez. It’s Miss Veronica Turner, Mr. Dorough’s secretary. He asked me to call you to arrange an appointment for an apartment he wants to show you. Mr. Dorough will be waiting for you at Summer Hill Building, 20th Ave. Apt. 422, at 4 o’clock. Thanks...”

“An apartment? Howie wants to show me an apartment? Is he crazy?”--I said to myself. My heart pounded so hard like saying go, go, go, but my mind says the contrary. Sorry but this time heart wins.

“So here I am...” I knocked on the door. “Hi, I’m so glad you came. Come in.” “Hi, Howard. How are you?” “Fine... you look pretty.” “Thanks. Why was the call for?” “I had to find a way to see you, so I made it as a business call and now you are here. Come let me show you the place.”

It is like I dreamt it. A lot of space, white furniture, ocean view, the kitchen is so perfectly arranged. On a table was a bunch of white roses, he took one and gave it to me. “A flower for another flower” He smiled and kissed me so kindly. I felt my knees go weak wanted so bad to kiss him back but I retained myself. “Would you like a glass of wine?”--He said showing me the bottle of white wine that is near the flowers. “Oh, yes, thanks.” After drinking the glass of wine and talk a little he took my hand-- “Let me show you the rest of the place.”

We walked the hallway to the rooms. One of them so big, so comfortable. I had the impulse of lay there close my eyes and let time goes by slowly as it would never end. Its have ocean view too. In just a second I feel his hands on my waist, so close to me. I can feel his body heat, my heart is beating faster. Howie wrapped me in his arms, kissed my checks softly. I let the feeling go on. My lips met his in a deep hot kiss while his hands ran all over my body. Howie step forward leading me to the bed. I lost my balance and fall in it. All his weight was over me, it felt so good. My arms rounded his neck kissing him back. His manhood is rising now, his caresses are now more strong.

“I want you so bad. I’m not able so take you out of my mind.” “Ho...wie...”--I moaned. He hold my hands over my head as he kissed my neck. Between my fingers I felt his marriage ring. I look at it... “Howard, stop. Stop right now. We can’t be doing this.” I can see passion in his eyes-- “Don’t talk, let me love you. Let the passion cover us.”--he said unbuttoning my blouse and kissing my breast. “Howard, stop now!”--I commanded. “Why?”--he said back.

“This is not correct. You are married.”--I said getting up out of the bed. “I know that. But this feeling is something that I can’t help. I never felt like this before, I know it is no excuse. I’ve been married for six years devoted only to my wife and daughter. This is the first time that I feel something for a woman that I’m not committed to. This feeling is like a drug running in my blood. I am aware that it is wrong, and I know you feel the same so let this go off of us.”

“I can’t believe you want to make love with me. Although I can’t do it with you anyway.” “Why can’t you?”--he said trying to kiss me again. “Because I can’t let you do this and betray Misty. And that I’m not sure that I feel something for you.”--I said walking out of the bedroom.

“Ivy, wait.”--Howie said grabbing me by the arm-- “Please don’t do this to me.” “Do what?!”--I said getting off his hand. “Leave me this way, we feel the same don’t deny it anymore.” “Howard, I’m leaving. This IS wrong for both of us. If we let this thing go on we will hurt each other and innocent people too. This is goodbye.”--I said shutting the door behind me.

“What the hell happened?”--Howie asked to himself-- “What the heck I was about to do? She is right. I’m married... adultery. Misty was right about her feelings toward Ivy, I’m getting involved with her. And Ivy is right too, this can hurt us all. (Breath deeply) I can’t deny that she drives me crazy, that I die to have her in my arms and make love to her. (Serves another glass of wine) Like that night I did with Misty and said her name. I wanted her so bad, and still with this desire.”

(Back at home)

“Oh, God! Howie, Howie... I really want you, but I can’t do that. My heart is beating now for Alex.”--I said getting into the shower. “I have to forget what happened today. I work tonight so I have to focus my mind on my job. He must hate me now, (whine) but I’ve dreaming of him for a long time. I had the opportunity to make real my fantasy... but I can’t have him by my side he IS married!”

(At the Fire House, beginning of shift 3:00 p.m.)

“All right, lets see...--Capt. Haddock said-- “Smith, engine operator...” “God help us! Aixa is driving tonight.”--Matthews said and everybody laughed. “Shut up, Randy. I’m not in mood for your jokes, so don’t push me.”--she said throwing a glove to him. “Hey, you two, stop it. I don’t want to spend the night at the Police Station nor even the hospital.”--Capt. Haddock said to us with discomfort-- “Parker, Lawrence, first nozzle. Wild Cat and Matthews, both of you second line.”

(Several hours later, Dispatcher voice)

“Rescue Team 222, Engine 221 Madino ST. 110 at Sunset Hills; house burning. Time call 8:30 p.m.”

“OK boys, hang on tight. I’m not hitting the brakes ‘till its necessary.”--Aixa said starting the Engine and blaring the sirens.

“Smith, please, I beg you. Take care on the road, last time I almost hit my head with the windshield”--Johnny said a little scared. “Hee hee... are you afraid? Can’t believe that!”--Lawrence said sneering at him. “Yeah, you said that because you’re used to her driving. Every time she drives I have my heart in my throat... and I see the Engine running in its side wheels on every damn corner.”

Capt. Haddock couldn’t resist to laugh out loud. “Your imagination is very active, Firefighter Parker. Aixa must be crazy, but not at that point.” “Oh, well. Thanks for the recommendation Haddock.”--she said hitting the brakes on a red light so Parker and Haddock fell from their seats.

“Are you alright?” “Yes, but next time you stop that way I will kill you.” “Sorry, Captain.”

(At the fire scene)

“Engine 221 Rescue Team 222 at the fire scene, time 8:45 p.m.”

We began our work. Three companies on the scene working together as one. A woman came running toward us screaming. “My son is inside the house, help please! My son is in the house.” The flames are getting bigger going out of control. Capt. Haddock prepare a brigade to go into the house and do the rescue. “Wild Cat, you’re on the rescue team.” “Aye aye, Sir.”

Ready with the protective equipment and the oxygen tanks, we went into the house. It is like entering through the gates of hell. You expect to see the devil himself at any moment. Flames look so bright, the intense heat make you think that you will faint. The smoke is getting thick at every step you walk. Some of the firefighter had to make a hole in the roof to let the smoke go out. Others walk slowly toward the house with the hoses at full power, near families had to be evacuated from their houses until the fire is under control.

“Capt. Haddock to Rescue Team” “10-22 Captain.” “The woman says that her son must be in his bedroom. He is seven years old.” “Aye aye, Sir.”

Outside, firefighters from other companies throw water on the side houses to avoid fire to propagate, the energy is cut off immediately. Inside the house my fellows clear the path with axes.

“Rescue Team to Capt. Haddock...” “Go on, Lopez...” “Sir, ask the lady which one is the room of the boy.”

“Lopez, she says it is the second one at the left, in front of the bathroom.” “10-4”

At this moment we have to crawl because the smoke can barely let us see our way. “Check every room, just to be sure no one else is inside.”--I said to Michael Burke and Perry Kendall from Company 78. They checked the first two rooms and the bathroom while I checked the kitchen and two rooms more. I found the boy in the last room hiding under the bed.

“Hey, friend. My name is Ivy. Don’t be afraid I’ll help you get out of here.” The boy is crying covering his face with a towel. “What’s your name, pal?” “Tommy...”--he said. “OK, Tommy lets get out of here.”

“Lopez to Haddock... I found the boy. Repeat I found the boy.” “Roger that, Lopez. Stats please.” “He is just scared, Sir. He is under the bed.” “Copy that.”

An explosion is heard. Big flames can be seen from the back of the house. Some chemical exploded in the back yard. We all headed to the living room and lay on the floor to get cover.

“Every body is OK?”--Bourke asked. “Yes, I am.”--Kendall answered. “Lopez, where are you?... Lopez!!” “I’m here... where every men wants to see a women. In the kitchen.” “Are you OK?” “Yes, Sir. Lets get out of here.”

Burke and Kendall headed to the front door, as my made my way with the kid to the living room. A second explosion is heard. This time a tank full of gas. Flames covered the house. Burke and Kendall hit the floor at the entrance of the house. Screams were heard from outside. “My baby...” a woman cried. “Where is Ivy?”--Capt. Haddock asked the boys. “She was behind us...” “Capt. Haddock to Lopez...” A loud interference is heard on the radio. “Ivy!!!”--Aixa shouted at the top of her lungs and ran to the house. Lawrence ran to stop her. TV reporters were at the scene. before the first explosion.

(TV reporter) “We are on Madino ST. 110 at Sunset Hills where a fire is taking down a house with a firefighter and a child inside the house...”

(At Howie’s studio) “Hey, boys. Check out on the news.”--Kevin said to the boys. “What’s up, Train?” “There’s a fire three blocks away from us. A firefighter and a child are trapped.”

“What?!”--Howie asked. “Maybe Ivy’s Team is there. Any name?”--AJ said. “No not yet.”

(TV reporter) “... the name of the boy trapped is Tommy. We are trying to get the firefighter’s name... Oh, just a moment please. I think we have a name.”

Brian said a little prayer for the safety of the trapped ones.

“Dear TV viewers... the information we have is that the firefighter is a woman...”

“Oh, no! Not Ivy, God please...”--AJ said crossing his fingers.

“Her name is Ivy Lopez...”--the TV reporter announced. “Bone... Bone... man are you all right? You’re pale.” “Someone take me there, now!”--AJ commanded.

“I will take you.”--Howie said trying to control his emotions.

“Where are you going, boys?”--Misty asked. “My girl is trapped in a house on fire. I need to get there.”--AJ said controlling his desires to cry. “Your girl?”--she asked with astonishment. “I’ll explain you later, hon.”--Howie said in a hurry. The TV set is heard indistinctively on the background. Nick hold Misty from letting her run after her husband.

More lines of hoses were added to extinguish the fire. Everyone worked as one to calm down the fury of the flames and smoke. TV news reporting life the fire. AJ and Howie are on their way to the fire scene, its not easy to get there now. Misty is in the studio with the rest of the boys looking the news.

A chorus of voices is heard muttering like this...

In a matter of seconds, flames went stronger in front of the house. Some lost their hopes, some were in a silent prayer. “Beloved God... I always wanted action like this, but not with one of my fellows inside of it.”--Sammy Lawrence said as his voice cracked. Aixa fainted and had to be attended to by the paramedics.

The firefighters get a little more closer to the house. Water fell from all over. Some of the boys said that they saw a vision of the devil between the flames smiling. AJ arrived with Howie getting access between the people there. The police didn’t let them go any far. I don’t know how they evaded the police and get a little more closer to one of the fire trucks; so they are now standing behind Capt. Haddock. He didn’t notice their presence.

After that, the flames spread apart like The Red Sea when Moses crossed it with the Israelites. I walked between the flames with the child in my arms. I did it with such a pride, with a smile that said ‘I’m stepping out of the Devil Domain’s. I walked through it and survived.’ Paramedics runs toward me. I let the boy at hands and fell on to the floor.

Howie made his way through the firefighters and kneeled by my side. AJ almost moved with his crutches in that slippery street. When he saw Howie by my side, he got amaze on how his best friend was taking care of me like a hen with its chickens. “What’s going on here?”--he asked to himself.

After 30 minutes the fire is under control. No harm to the near houses. I was transported to the hospital. Capt. Haddock wanted to be sure that nothing is wrong with me.

AJ approached to the ambulance and looked into Howie’s eyes. No words were spoken. AJ’s eyes asked for an explanation for his behavior, Howie just lowered his head.

“Capt. Haddock...” “Mr. McLean, what are you doing here?” “I... I saw the news. May I go with her in the ambulance?” “Sure... Hey, let some space for Mr. McLean he is going with Wild Cat.”

(At the hospital) “What happened to her?”--Dr. Smith asked to the paramedics. “Smoke inhalation. She took off her oxygen mask in middle of a child rescue to help the kid breathe. B/P 120/80, 20 reps., Temp 37...” “Giving your life away again, Ivy?”

“Hey, Doc...(taking off the oxygen mask) You have the same sarcastic humor as your sister.” “Yes, I have.” “By the way, what the fuck I’m doing here?” “Oh, nothing. Just on vacations. What the hell do you think you can do in a hospital?” “Getting ready (raising one eyebrow) to die in your hands.” “Silly girl!! Sir, you can’t come in here.”

“I... I’m her boyfriend... Tell me that my ‘guardian angel’ is fine and I’ll be in a better mood.” “Hope so. But you’ll have to wait until check on her.”

(two hours later) “Sir, you can take Ivy home. She will need to use her asthma medications for a few days.”--Dr. Smith said. “Asthma?” “Didn’t you know she is asthmatic?” “No, she never told me.”--he said walking into the room.

“Smithie... and the kid from the fire?” “He’s doing well. I checked on him. So once again you did it. Nobody died on your shift.” “No, never on my shift.”

(At the hospital parking lot) “I have to go back to the station first, my shift is not over yet.” “I won’t take you back to work, you’re going instantly to your bed.” “Alex... I have to go back to the station. Only to sign out my duties. OK?” “OK then.”

(Back at the station, AJ’s cell rings) “Hello...” “Bone... it’s D. I’m sorry to bother you, but I want to know how’s Ivy.” AJ breathed so heavily that it can be heard through the cell phone. Howie felt so bad. “She is fine, I’m taking her home. Howie... I have something to discuss with you. Can we talk tomorrow?” “Yes, sure...” “Bye D.”

AJ took me home and stayed with me. “There’s no need for you to stay.” “I’m staying here tonight no matter what you say. And I’m not staying in the guest room, I’ll sleep by your side. Just to make sure you’ll be fine. I won’t touch you.” I only gave him a smile, but I felt so good inside to have him home with me.

“Where do you think you’re going?”--AJ said. “Kevin needs to be fed.” “Go back to bed, I’ll do it.” “I don’t think you can. You’ll need to get off your crutches.” “Don’t you worry. I can handle the talking bird.” I sighed and said to myself “I don’t think so.”

“All right, Kevin. Here’s your food.” “errr... hi AJ” “Oh, you remember me. Good.” “I’m hungry! Feed me... errr” “Hey, easy. How does this damn thing open? Ouch!” The next thing I’ve heard was a loud noise; so I ran to the terrace and found AJ on the floor.

“What happened?” “I tried to open the cage, and that damn bird bit me.” “No teasing... errr... asshole... errr” “I’m gonna kill you birdie...” “Catch me if you can... errr” “Try it and I’ll break the rest of your bones.”--I said in a demanding voice-- “By the way, I don’t think he tried to bite you.”

“Oh, yes. He did.” “Show me exactly what you did.”--I said helping him to stand up. “Well, I approached to the cage. Tried to open it and then he bites me.” “Does was it a soft bite or hard one? Did he say ‘friend’?” “Soft... and yes, he said ‘friend’.” “And all this show for a soft bite! Kid, he was only trying to be your friend. That’s his way to kiss.” “A kiss? The other day he didn’t kiss me.” “Oh, well. That was really a hard bite. Remember you tried to steal one of his crackers. That was self-defense.” “Really? And what does he do when he gets really mad?” “He will brake your finger into many pieces.” AJ looked at me in astonishment. “Someone... errr... feed me!”--The bird said and began to fly all over the cage.

“We are done with my Kevin. Good night, buddy.” “Good night... errr”.

“Alex, there’s something that I want to now.” “Huh, what sweetie?” (Walking up stairs) “That thing about ‘I’m her boyfriend’ you said to the doctor.” “Oh well, I wanted to be near you and I thought that was the only way to make it. But I like the idea, don’t you?” I smiled and hugged him. (Sighs) “I sound great, but...” “But you still in love with your dead husband.” (In the bedroom) “I will love him forever. It’s just that I am confused about my feelings.” “Can I help make them clear?” “Try it...”

So the night passed on. AJ slept by my side. Sometimes in the night I woke up coughing, and every time he woke up he jumped out of the bed ready to take me back to the hospital. The morning light woke up us. I found myself in his arms.

The next day Howie spent the day calling me, but I didn’t touch the phone. He just left several messages on my answering machine. “I miss you... I’m sorry for what happened at the apartment... I want to see you again... Never felt like this before...” and some other phrases that men say to get a woman’s attention. With all the pain in my heart I’ve never answered.

(At Howie’s Studio) “How’s Ivy, Bone?”--Nick asked.

“She is fine, thanks to God.”--AJ said.

“Pretty good scare she gave you, huh?”--Kevin asked with a little smile.

“That’s right.”--AJ said looking at Howie-- “But I made sure she slept well last night.”

“I think that someone slept very well.”--Brian said.

“Yes, indeed.”--AJ said with a huge smile.

(One hour later) “Howie... were you really worried about Ivy last night?--AJ asked when they were alone.

“Oh, yes. Who wouldn’t? She is our friend.”--Howie said a little shy, he felt his heart skip a beat-- “Anything wrong, man?” Howie asked with concern.

“No, it is that I saw you with such worry that I thought that you were feeling a little attached to her.”

Howie’s heart skip a beat again and get froze. A lot of thoughts ran through his mind. His mouth got dry, no words were spoken for ten seconds what seems to be more than that. AJ worked on some papers waiting for a comment.

“Bone... come on man. She saved my niece’s life and my best friend’s too, she is our hero. How could I not be worry? She almost died in that fire.”

“Yeah, that’s right.”

They worked the rest of the day and part of the night on what they’ll do on the next tour. There was not much talking between Howie and AJ. Every free minute Howie had called me and left a message on my answering machine. Sometimes AJ called too. I answered all his calls.

The days has passed by. AJ’s leg is better now he’s ready for rehabilitation. Howie sent me a bunch of roses once a week pleading for forgiveness and an opportunity to make things right. My desire to run to his arms is something that I cannot deny. Right now I am in my hammock, I close my eyes and see Howie up in the sky extending his hand to me tempting me to go up with him. I can barely touch the tip of his fingers and I feel a burning desire to let him do whatever he wants to me. A song on the neighbor’s radio helps my daydreams.

My phone rings... “Don’t hang up on me, please, I beg you.” “Howard” “I’m very sorry for what happened at the apartment. I know it was wrong of me to behave that way. But you’re something that I can’t handle so easy... There’s something about you that drives me crazy. There are nights that I wish to have you in my arms, to hold you tight... You are my fantasy, you’re... I’m out of words to explain what I feel. ”--He said in such a sweet voice.

I sat on the hammock in complete silence. “Ivy...” “Howard, I’m so sorry if I gave you something to believe on. I don’t even feel offended... but you have to understand that you ARE married and nothing can happen between us.” I can hear this depth breaths through the phone. I just wanted to say yes to all his feelings... but I mustn’t. “I accept that you’re right. I can’t forget that you’re getting into my heart, that you are turning on my wildest passions.” My heart beat a little faster, my eyes begin to tear. “Howard... don’t make this more tough than it is. Please...” “I can’t...”--he hung up.

The days passed on and my relationship with AJ I think is getting stronger. I miss having him at home, by my side. Those days when we can’t be together he called me several times in the day. He send me flowers to the station, sometimes a teddy bear with a lovely poem. He lightens up my life with his jokes and those words of love he said every night on the phone.

The time to begin the tour is near. I beginning to feel fearful when I remember he is going away. Am I falling in love?

(Three weeks before the tour) AJ arrived to my house early in the morning waking me up. “Tada! What do you think?” He said dancing in front of my door. “Hey, that’s great. You are better, nobody can say that you had an accident. Come in and... make me breakfast.”--I said hugging him. “You’re wish is my command, madam.”

We spend the morning viewing movies. Around 1:00 PM someone knock on the door. AJ opened the door. It was just a delivery boy with some flowers. He opened the note that came with the flowers and read it.

“Who is it, Alexander?” “An admirer who sent you flowers.”--AJ said very serious with a little bit of anger in his voice giving me the note. I almost faint when I read it.

“Am I missing something here?” “Missing?” “Yes, missing. That’s a kind of note that a man who IS in love would write to a woman.”--AJ said while I sat in the living room-- “Is he flirting with you?” I looked into his dark eyes trying to speak, but no words came out of my mouth. “I know that we’re not engaged, but my feelings for you are getting stronger every day. Maybe I’m not in the position to request for an explanation, but I would like to know what’s going on between you and Howie.”

My heart stopped. “I feel the same for you, Alexander. And... yes, he is flirting with me since the night of the dinner...” so, I tell him a few things that happened between Howie and me, the phone calls, the flowers; except for the incident of the apartment. He walked away from me, got into the kitchen and got himself a glass of water.

“...I reminded him that he is married. (stood up and walked to him) I made clear to him what I’m feeling for you.”--I said standing behind him and surrounding my arms in his waist. “Really? Did you?”--AJ said without turning around. “Yes...”

AJ didn’t turn his face to me, he only looked right to the wall. “Are you telling the truth to me?” At that moment I just wanted to die, I stepped back, sighing deeply... “I have to admit that I’ve always fantasized about Howie, but reality is not the same.”

“What do you mean?”--AJ said still not turning around to me.

“That the real world is not as I dream. I want it to be in a certain way, and God make it his way. Who can fight that?”--I said getting closer to his body.

“I still don’t understand”--He said taking a sip of the glass of water.

“I always dreamed of meeting Howie and I did, then I met you... and now I feel for you. I never thought of you and now you are in my life. (getting closer to his body) I just hope God sent you to stay.” I gave him a slight kiss on the neck.

“Maybe...”--AJ said as I felt his hand on my back.

He stayed that night, I was getting ready for his approach although I wasn’t ready for it, but he didn’t. I couldn’t sleep and I felt that he wasn’t either. The dawn was near. I feel the need to feel a man’s arms around me. So I began to caress his back, to lay little kisses on his. Moved slowly toward him, AJ doesn’t move trying to give me the impression that he is sleeping. My hand is now on his arm, his skin feels so smooth. The body heat is amazing... so attracting...

I took off my pajama. My leg is now over his leg, my chest close to his bare back. I moved my hand to his chest. Now I feel that urgency to be touched, to feel his hands across my body. He doesn’t move. I begin to kiss his shoulder while caressing his chest at the same time. Move my lips to his neck, and work some kisses there. I heard AJ’s moan so softly like he doesn’t want to be heard. My mouth went down his spine, a little kiss a little lick here and there; he still in the same position not even opened his eyes. I stopped... waited for him to move... nothing. I lay back on bed and closed my eyes. A tear fell from my eye.

“Do you really want me to touch you?”--AJ said. “Yes, I want to.”--my voice break.

“And that tear?”--he asked caressing my face. “Nothing.” “There must be a reason for it, isn’t it?”--AJ said kissing me.

“I thought that you didn’t want me to touch you, you were so quiet. That’s why.” He smiled, “I was just surprised. I thought you weren’t ready.” “I don’t know if I am or not, but there’s only one way to find out.” “Let’s see...”

His lips are so soft and warm. I feel they burn me when they touch mine. The fire of desire has awaken me. The only touch of AJ’s hands makes me chill. His fingertips are running on my skin very slowly, his tongue is exploring my mouth. I moaned in his mouth when he did a little pressure on my nipple. Half of his body laid over mine, my hand made a way on his skin from his shoulder down to his hip. He whispered some love words into my ear. The feel of his breath made me shiver. He worked so damn well my body that now I’m pulling him over me.

“Are you sure that you want to be mine?” “At this precise moment, yes I want to.”--I said looking right in to his eyes and kissed him.

The most sweet passion arouse on us. I’d never imagine that I shall feel like this again. How can I explain what my heart feels now? How can I tell him about the butterflies I feel inside when he is by my side? The timer for the radio was set to turn up automatically early in the morning. A love song in the middle of the last verse is on the radio...

Alex took off his pants, spread apart my legs letting his manhood rub my intimate parts. I moaned a little louder. “Want me?”--he said in a deep voice “Yes, Alex...”--I answered without breath. “Not yet...”

He motioned for me to lay on my stomach and he began to kiss my back and run his fingers all around me. I liked that so much... gasped, moaned and almost cried for joy.

Another love song starts on the radio...

He smiled so sexy and turned me on my back. He raised one of my legs over his shoulder and let his penis find his way to my wet pussy; let it down and kissed me with such a passion that I thought he was trying to take my heart out through my mouth. In a short moment he started to sing to me...

“Alex... take me. Can’t... take it... no... more.”

I pulled him toward me and he went inch by inch into me. It felt so good to have sex again. A lot of things came up on my mind, but I never thought of Denniz.

“Easy...” “Want me to stop?” “No! Just remember that I’m out of practice.”

“You’re so tight... hot... (gasps) Oh, yessss.”-AJ said moving rhythmically with me.

“Shut up and kiss me, baby.”--I said between moans. “Whatever you want, my dear firefighter.”

The rush of sex let us go a little more faster in movements and some very slowly. I felt a little strange inside, now I need to get used to have a man inside of me giving me pleasure. That pleasure that I forgot for four years. I felt loved at that moment.

“Alex, I’m burning inside... cool me down.” “Aye, aye”--He said and laugh.

Then he grabbed my hands over my head and again he did what a man have to do to satisfy a woman. And then he sang again for me:

He took me to heaven in a pleasant orgasm that I can’t explain with words... just feel it! He was with me at this point. I felt how his shaft got a little more bigger and then he came. Both of us yelled out each other’s names with such passion and satisfaction. He laid by my side gasping and covering my face with kisses.

“Oh, God. I’ve almost forgot what was sex like.”--I said without air in my lungs.

“Want me to begin again and refresh your memory?”--AJ said licking one of my nipples.

“As far as I know the fire isn’t put out yet...”

(Howie’s home)

“I die to know if she liked the roses. What have she thought about the note? God, shall I call her? I expressed my heart out on that note. (Sighs) I like that woman.”--He said getting in to the shower.

“Howie, do you want some fruit with your breakfast?”--Misty asked opening the bathroom door.

“Huh, no. No fruit today, darling. Thanks” “OK. Hmm, good view.”--she chuckles and walk away.

“Great Lord in Heaven, What’s going on with me? I do love my wife but I can’t stop thinking about Ivy. Misty is the woman I love, the one who understood my feelings when my sister died, she is the one who I promised God to love and to care... she is the mother of my child. Dammit!”--Howie thought.

“Breakfast ready!” “OK, honey!!”

Howie stood under the warm water. Those water drops falling down on his well constructed body made him to hallucinate that they could be Ivy’s sweat after a wild session of sex. With the soap on hand, he started to wash his intimate parts. The feel and the thinking of the lady firefighter made his manhood raise. He stood back and reclined into the wall, closed his eyes and softly he said “Ivy”. He did a little of lather and worked his penis. Slow movements up and down with both hands for a few seconds. Then he massaged his balls with one hand, the other still striking his manhood. A little moan escaped his lips.

“Ha, if this could be you...”

Little Caroline was still sleeping. Misty took this time to take her clothes off and sneak into the bathroom.

The sensation is getting over Howie. The smooth feeling of the lather made him think of the tenderness of a woman’s intimate part. Now he is working faster his penis. Misty opened the door and get into the bathroom, he doesn’t notice that. She stood in front of the shower curtain and watched, astonished at what her husband was doing. She heard how his moans went louder, his breathings are deeper. Howie was so involved in his emotions to notice that Misty was looking at him. Up and down, faster... groans... and cum.

“Ivy, Ivy...” He breaths heavily and deep with all the semen on his hands. When his heart started to beat normally, he felt a presence in the bathroom...

“Misty...” “I can’t believe what I have seen!! You... damn bastard. Masturbating and saying AGAIN her damn name!!!” Howie was so ashamed of himself. Washed away, went out the shower and followed Misty to the bedroom.

“Honey, please...” “Don’t you dare to touch me, Howard Dwaine.”--Misty said very angrily.

“Sweetheart... I have no excuse for what I’ve done. What I can say...”

“I can’t believe this... you... you... Have you fucked her already? Do you want to?” “Hey, No! I’m have no need to.” “Ha! And how do you explain what I’ve just seen? You want to fuck that damn bitch! Tell me.”--she said raising her voice.

“Oh, come on, Misty. Don’t get me wrong. I love you with all my heart, we have a daughter. How can I betray you?”--Howie shouted her back.

“How can you? You have just began to do it.” “What?!”--he asked at the top of his lungs.-- “How’s that?”

“Oh, how? First, the dinner... all you attention was for her. You almost faint when she said she’s widow. Second you insisted to drive her home.”

“And I didn’t...” “Of course you didn’t. Because I didn’t let you.” “Ha!”

“Third... you fuck me saying her name.” “Misty!” “Fourth... you ran to her the night of that fire with AJ.” “I just drove AJ there, I wasn’t behind her.” “Oh yes, and I am Queen Elizabeth!”

“What are you going to do? Run to AJ’s arms again to get some comfort.”-he said raising his voice again.

“No, man. That’s not necessary. (Misty says with an angry voice) I promise myself to forget what I once felt. He doesn’t mean anything to me now. Or is it maybe what you want me to do and then have a reason to go to her arms.”--she said yelling.

With all the shouting, Caroline woke up. She got scared with all the screams. Walked to the room of her parents and stood there crying wiping away her tears with the blanket.

“Daddy, Mommy...”--she said crying. “Oh, sweetie...”--Howie said carrying up the child.

“Are you mad at Mommy?” “No, my darling. We are just discussing something.” “You scared me, you were yelling.”

“We are sorry, Caroline.”--Misty said caressing Caroline’s cheek.

“Won’t fight again?” “No, baby.”--Howie said looking at Misty with a dry voice.

“Can we forget this and have breakfast in peace?” “Forget this? I don’t think so...” “Just for our daughter, please Misty.” She took Caroline in her arms and walked away.

Silence took over breakfast. Howie tried to get along with his wife, but she can’t accept that her husband is interested in another woman.

(Ivy’s House) “Alex...” “Yes, darling” “The tour begins in three weeks, right?” “Yes, it does.” “Would you mind to stay with me these weeks?”

AJ almost choke with the breakfast. “Really? I mean... do you really want me to stay?” “Yes, won’t you like to?” “Of course. So, I need to go to my apartment and pick up some things.”

“OK then (sitting on his lap) do it after I go to work. My shift begins at 3 PM. I will talk with the captain and I’ll try to persuade him to approve me three weeks of vacation.”

“Will you do that?” “Hey, yes. If I want you to stay, I need to be home with you.” “I like that. But I warn you, there still a lot of things to do. I won’t be here for the most part of the day and maybe the night.” “I know. But I’ll be here when you arrive.” We kissed between laughs.

“Ivy... you know what?” “What?” “I love you.”--he said kissing my neck.

“Huh? What did you say?” “I said that I love you.”--now is kissing my breasts.

“Are you kidding me?” “No, I’m serious. (standing up and letting me sit on his chair) Want to be my girlfriend?”--asked kneeling in front of me.

“Alex, I spent four years grieving for my husband. I thought that no one shall ever love me again. And you’ve taught me wrong. You’ve taken me out of that darkness and showed me a new world. Because of that... yes, I want to be your girlfriend.”

The kisses started up again and the passion too. We ended in bed again.

(Several hours later) “Mr. Dorough... Mr. McLean is here, he wants to see you.”--his secretary said.

“Let him in, Veronica.” “Hi, Bone. What’s up man?”

AJ did not talk, only gave Howie the note that was with the roses he send. His face got pale, in a few seconds he blushed. “Where did you find this, Bone?”--he asked a little nervous.

“What the hell are you think you’re doing sending this kind of notes to Ivy?”

“Why do you talk to me that way?” “I asked you a question, D. I’m waiting for an answer.”

“Anyone could have written that note.”--Howie said throwing the note away. “I know your handwriting, man, and this is yours.”--AJ said with uncomfort and reclining at the desk facing his best friend.

“OK, OK, it is.” “Why?” “Why what, Bone?” “Why did you write this kind of note to her?” “Can I ask why it should bother you?” “Oh, yes you can ask”--AJ said with an ironic voice-- “She is MY girl. So, now tell me!”

Howie was in silence for a few seconds trying to find out what words to say. AJ didn’t turns his eyes from Howie’s at the same time he sat down in front of the desk. “Is this your way of revenge for what happened between Misty and me six years ago?”

“No! How can I do that? You’re my best friend. I can’t believe that we are fighting over a woman.”

“I am NOT fighting with you over a woman. I just want to know what the heck are you trying to do with this kind of action.”

“Bone... I don’t know how to say this. But she’s got something that I can’t comprehend. Ivy is that kind of person that can turn you on with only a stare.”--Howie stands up and walk to the window.-- “Works like a man, but at the same time all her movements are sexy. You can see her walking and it seems like every damn thing falls apart. Wants to touch her, posses her. Her determination, her self-confidence. I’ve never seen a woman of that type. I can’t find the proper words to describe what I feel by only remembering her name. She is that deep desire that burns inside, and can’t be put out. The forbidden fruit.”

“So are you telling me that you want to have an affair with Ivy?” “An affair... an affair... not exactly.”

“And what about Misty?” “Misty... she is different. So kind, fragile, the mother of my child, the woman that I really love, my reality. My wife is the only woman who can make me feel at ease.”

“Does Misty know about your feelings toward MY girlfriend?” Girlfriend... that word stings Howie’s heart. His mind went blank and almost fainted. He sat down and opened his heart to his best friend.

“Yes, Bone. She does. I try with all my heart to rid her of her suspicions. You notice her dislike to Ivy when we visited you at the hospital?

“Yes, I noticed that.”

“My marriage is stumbling. When I make love to my wife I think of Ivy. And... and it happened one night. I ended saying Ivy’s name. Misty almost killed me that night. (walk around the office) When I am home and I look like I’m daydreaming, she accuses me to be thinking of Ivy. The last thing that occurred was this morning. God, I wanted to die.”

“What was that, D?”

Howie sat back on his chair, he couldn’t look into his friend’s eyes.

“Misty found me in the bathroom... (Howie did a movement with his hands over his intimate parts)”

“Rosie Palm?”

Howie blushed and covered his face with his hands. Breathed deeply and said... “yes”

“And what about that? Most men do that...”--AJ said very calm.

“Saying another woman’s name?” “Did you satisfy yourself saying Ivy’s name?” “Bone, please. Don’t you make this more harder for me.”

“Hey, D. You gotta do something. We have been friends for a long time. I know what you feel. I loved Misty once, but nothing happened between us. Now, this appear to be the same story. Just don’t you ever forget this... Ivy is my girlfriend.”

“And you are my best friend... that’s worth everything to me.”

(Fire Station)
"Hi, Ivy. What's up?"

"Hey! I'm fine."--I answered with a happy smile on my face and singing 'I found someone' while I'm walking to the fire pump.

"Boys... Ivy is singing... I've haven't heard her sing in a long time."--Randy said very amazed.

"Oh, boy. She looks pretty today. A little makeup, her hair isn't in a pony tail. Look at that uniform!"--Sammy said.

"Hmmm... that's true. Let's call Sherlock Holmes. Aixa!!!!!!!!!!!"--Johnny shouted.

"What?"

"Come here, we have a mission for you."

"What is it?"

"Mission: Ivy. Theory: love."

"Based on what, Johnny?"

"She is 'singing'. We haven't heard her sing in a long, long time, and she's wearing 'makeup' too."--he whispered.

"She must be in love."--Capt. Haddock said with a secure voice walking behind the firefighters.

"Are you sure, Sir?"

"Of course. Who can forget how was Ivy when Denniz was alive. She was all smiles and happiness, and always singing. And looking sexy even in uniform."

"That's right."--Aixa commented-- "Let's do some research."

Aixa walked to me while the boys stayed in the back like 'nothing is happening around here'. I had the sensation that something is going on and I am in the middle of it.

"Girl, you look too happy. Did you win the lottery?"

"Hmm, not that I know."

"Oh, so what's up?"

"Nothing... is the captain in his office?"

"Think so. Any problem, Ivy?"

"No. I just want to ask him if I can have my vacations now."

"Vacations? You? Really?"

"Yes, what's the matter. That's not a science or a mystery." I said walking away.

(Knock on the door)
"Come in."--Capt. Haddock said.

"Sir, may I talk with you?"

"Yes, Ms. Lopez. What is it?"

"Sir, I came to ask you if I can take my vacations now."

"What?!"—he asked looking at me with disbelieve-- "you on vacations? You are not the Ivy that I know. What have you done with her?"

"Oh, Sir. Why is so hard to understand that I'd like to take my vacations?"

"It is knowing who you are in the last years. Are you in any trouble?"--he asked with a little concern.

"No, Sir! I'm not in trouble, I'm just fine."

"So, you're in all your right to take your vacations. When do you want to begin?"

"Tomorrow..."--I said a little shy.

"Tomorrow? Are you sure you are not in any kind of trouble?"

"No, Sir."

"Well... so that's it. Vacations granted beginning tomorrow."

"Thanks, Sir."

I walked to the kitchen, Aixa followed me. The boys moved to the TV room as they tried not to look suspicious, but I know them. Something IS really going on. I went outside, when I look behind me... they were standing next to the fire pump looking up to the sky.

"What the hell is going on with you guys?"--I said almost screaming.

"Huh? Nothing, Ivy. Why do you talk to us that way?"--Johnny asked.

"Because you all look suspicious. What are you hiding?"--I asked

"Nothing!"

"Are you spying me?"

"Hey, what made you think of us that way?"—Randy commented

"Because you're looking at me and following me everywhere I go. What the hell is going on boys?"

"Nada, girl. Calm down."--Aixa said.

"Ivy, may I ask you something?"--Sammy approached me.

"What..."

"By the way you look today, we may say that you're in love. Are we right?"--he asked a little shy.

"That's nothing of your matter."--I replied

"We know that, but we are curious. We know you from long time ago; so we know that there is something different on you."

"Different? Me? What different on me?"

"Make-up, your hair isn't in a pony tail, singing... and that huge smile."--Sammy said pointing his finger to me.

"And that's why all of you are following me."--I said laughing.

"Answer me... are you in love?"--Johnny asked.

"Maybe she is..."--Aixa commented.

"Shut up, girl!"

"Oh, my... yes she is." --I heard Capt. Haddock say.

I gasped, turned my back and walked away.

"Confirmed... Ivy is in love again. God bless that man! After four years, we have her back."--Johnny said in relief.

(Voice over the speaker)
"Boys... The Ivy is Back!"

(AJ's home)

"Oh, mom. Come on. I'm aware that I’ve only known her for a few months. But my heart tells me that she is the woman that I was waiting for."--Alex said to Denise

"You said the same when you met Amanda."--she replied.

"OK mom. This time I am sure. The night of the accident I asked God to not let me die. He answered my prayer when I opened my eyes and saw her... I felt something that I can't explain with words."

"Are you sure of your feelings about her, my dear son?"

"Yes, mom. I am."

"God bless you then."

Alex packed some things. He was singing and dancing around the room. "I'm so excited and I just can't hide it..." (phone rings)

"Hello..."

"Hi, AJ. It's me... Amanda."

AJ's face got pale. He felt how is heart drop to the ground.

"Oh, Amanda. How are you?"--he said in a dry voice.

"I'm fine. And you? I've just arrived from Europe and I heard of your accident."

"I'm OK. How was your tour?"

"It was great. I just called to ask you if we may have dinner together."

"Well... right now I can't..."

"If you can't tonight, maybe tomorrow for lunch."—she interrupted him.

"Amanda..."

"Oh, please AJ (she said in a sweet voice) like old times."

AJ sighted and remained in silence.

"AJ, are you still there honey?"

"Yes..."

"So, what do you say?"

"Amanda... I'll call you tomorrow. I'm in a hurry now."

"OK then. Bye."

Alex sat on the bed trying to recover this normal color. "How cant it be? Amanda... back again."--he said to himself-- "What I do now?"

(AJ's cell phone rings)
"Hello"

"Hi, honey. Guess what?"

"Hi, Ivy. What?"

"Tomorrow I'll begin my vacations."

"That's great. I'm almost finishing to pack my things. Ivy..."

"Yes, Alex."

"No matter what happens I need you to know that I love you with all my heart."

"Is there something wrong? Don't tell me that you don't want to move with me for these next weeks."--I said almost choking.

"No, sweet heart. There's nothing wrong. I just wanted to make sure you know that I love you."

"Hey, you said 'no matter what happens', so is there something I should know?"

"Everything's fine. Mom's a little upset 'cause I'm moving."

"Oh, OK. The boys are making fun of me here."

"Why is that?"

"They are saying that I'm in love."

"How do they know that?"

"They say it is the way I look today, that they can read it in my eyes."

"Hehehehe... and you do?"

"I will answer that at home. Well darling, see you later. Love you, bye."

"Love you too, bye."

(Howie's Home, around 11 PM)

"I'll be leaving in three weeks."

"I know that..."

"I'm not gone yet and all ready miss you."

"Are you sure you'll miss me?"

"Of course. And I will miss Caroline too."

"Oh!"

"What do you mean with that 'oh'?"

"Nothing."

"Misty, don't get on it again. I know what you are thinking of. You are my wife and the woman that I love."

Misty eyes began to water. Howie cupped her face in his hands and kissed her softly.

"You know I love you, Howie. That you are the object of my devotion, but..."

"But what?"

"... (Sighs) That bitch captures your attention and I feel that she is stealing my man."

"Misty, I'm will be sincere with you. She is pretty; she can make men turn wild. Look at A.J., he is dying for her. Right now he has moved in with her. I have nothing to do with her. Be sure that you are my only one... only you. With my hand on my heart I assure you that my heart belongs to you."

They kissed softly. His tongue makes his path through her mouth, opening it a little bit, searching for hers. Misty breathed very deeply into his mouth as Howie embraced her with all his strength. The passion is finally there; Howie led his wife to the bed. Lying by her side he placed a few kisses in her neck, collarbone and shoulders. Misty let her hand explore her husband’s body. Their mouths still together, he just moaned and brought his lips to hers, sliding them over hers like soft rose petals. Her lower lip pouting out just enough to temp him to suckle it between his lips and nibble it with his teeth.

Howie's hand freely moved on her body. She felt that body rush and urged her husband to love her. She was wearing pale green lingerie. He began to take it off her body and traced a line with his tongue between her breasts, down to her tummy then down to her intimate parts. A soft moan escaped from Misty's lips letting him know that she agreed in his doings. Howie spread her legs and kissed her clit and tapped it with the tip of his tongue.

"Ah! I like that, honey. Keep doing it."--She said

He blows softly over her clit making her moan a little louder. His tongue found its way into her vagina while his fingers worked on her clit.

"You are so damn wet."--He said in a deep voice.

She pulled his head down again between her legs. "Continue your job and make me cum."--she said raising her hips to his mouth.

Howie wrapped his arms around her hips and coaxed her to gently maneuver herself against his hungered mouth. Kissing and suckling her, drinking her juices. Sliding his tongue into her, over and over. "Darling, move over me and let me please you the way you're pleasing me."--She said pulling him over her body.

Howie was still dressed in his pajama. She undressed him, pulled him to lie on his back and got over him. Opening up again her legs and almost sitting on her husband’s face while she faced his manhood. As the same time he licked and sucked her swollen pussy she worked his penis. She lowered her head with her full lips just above the head of his cock. Misty caressed it with the tip of her tongue, up and down. A few minutes later, he was deep in the back of her throat and she held him like this for about 20 seconds. He felt like he was in heaven.

"Oh, mine. I love when you do that. Ah! Yes, yes, yes..."-- he said hardly breathing-- "If you keep it that way, I'll cum in no time."

Misty worked his manhood sucking him like crazy. He did the same on her swallowing all her juices. She could feel his top and bottom teeth softly biting down at the base and top of her clit. The body rush urged to fell the climax of sex. Moans were heard a little more loudly form both of them.

Howie cum in her mouth, more than ever. She drank every drop of his salty juices. He did the same with her. Both lied side by side. Both of them gasping for air.

"I love you, Misty."

"I love you too, Howie."

He grabbed her from her hair, pulled back and kissed her like never before. Down on her neck to her breasts. Sucked her nipples very hard leaving his teeth mark around them. The pleasure of that kind of pain transported her to an ecstasy that she never felt before.

"Fuck me... fuck me!!!" She begged... and so he pleased her. They arrived to that awaited orgasm several times. It's around 1:30 AM.

(Ivy's house, 11:30 PM)

"Welcome home, dear."--A.J. said hugging me from behind.

"Thanks, sir."--I answered letting him kiss my neck.

"How was your shift tonight?"

"Just one call. Nothing serious. What about you?"

"Mom couldn't believe than I'm moving in with you."--He said getting into the house. "Hehe! I can imagine her face."

We walked up stairs to the bedroom. There I found half dozen of red roses over the bed. "Oh! Alex, those roses are for me?"

"I don't know. Maybe they're for another person. Silly, of course they are for you."

I took them and pushed him over the bed. Kissed him softly but with passion. I tasted his lips with some delay; I laid half of my body over him and continued kissing. A.J. took the flowers and let them fall to the floor except for one. He used that rose to caress my face and my neck.

"You look sexy in your uniform."

"Really?"

"Yes. You make my knees go weak and wonder what you have under that uniform."

I began to unbutton my shirt very slowly, smiling and looking at him, directly to his dark and seductive eyes. As I let the shirt go down, he used the rose to explore my chest. I liked that feeling of smoothness that made me quiver.

"I need a bath first, want to join me?"

"I do whatever you want to."

"Would you like to undress me?"--I asked in a sexy voice.

"It's my pleasure."

A.J. undressed me very kindly, as I did the same with him. His manhood is evident -- "You have turned me on."

"I am too..."--I said kissing and biting gently his upper lip.

The warm water runs down over our bodies. The combination of his hands and the water on my skin made me breathe deeply. "Do you like it?”

"Yes..."-- I said softly.

He kissed me very passionate while his hands did pressure on my hips toward his. He had me against the wall, my eyes closed enjoying every second. He started to bath me; the soap lather feels so good all over my body. The anxiety of being his possesses my thoughts. He washed my intimate parts with delicacy. A soft moan was heard. His hand moved freely in my pussy making me excessively wet. A.J. introduced one finger in my vagina; his tongue was playing the game of love with mine. I moaned in his mouth, then he introduced another finger into me. Moving in and out rising the speed slowly, the other hand is massaging my right tit.

"Alex..."

"Yes, sweetheart."

"Make me yours tonight."

"Aye, aye my lady firefighter."

That night he worked my body like nobody else did before. I barely touched him only to kiss him, hug him or scratch his back with my nails. His penis teased me to satisfy myself with it, but I resisted. I want it for the last. Only with his bare hand he made me orgasm, and I loved that. He gave me a minute to rest, then I proceeded to bath him. His manhood demanded to be touched; and I did. I worked him with the lather of the soap. Alex just closed his eyes and gasped.

"I will not work on you here."

"Please, don't leave me like this."

"I want you madly, but I want you inside of me."

He hurried up to finish his bath and took me to bed. Lying there he made sweet love to me. Loud moans were heard all over the room like an echo. We had one orgasm thru another without pause. Missionary, doggie style, 69... everything our bodies desired to calm down the rush of love. I felt in heaven and wishing the night never ends.

(Next day...)

"Honey, you have been too quiet. Is there something worrying you?"--Amanda asked caressing AJ's cheek.

"Amanda, I have a little suspicion on why you called me back." He said looking to the table; Amanda looked at him confused.

"What do you mean A.J?" She asked with a little concern.

"You know what I mean Amanda." "No, I don't."

"A-man-da!"--He said back with a bit of roughness. "In all these years it has been the same. We get back; our careers get each other apart, we break up; in a few months we're back together. So I feel it is the same this time."

"You don't have to express it that way. I might think that you are tired of being with me."--She said uncomfortable.

"It is not that I'm tired of being with you. It is that I want a steady relationship, I want someone to love and that don’t break up with me at every damn moment. That's all I want." AJ said with a heavy voice.

"Well... I think that I can work that out."

"But I don't think so."

"What do you mean? Do you think that I am not capable of complimenting your wishes?"

"That is not it."

"Then, what the hell is it?"

"Answer me something. You called me because you were really worried about my accident or it is because you want me to be back with you?"

"Oh, I was really worried about the accident..."

(A.J. interrupt) "Oh! Really? So why you didn't call before? The news about it traveled around the world."

"You know that in a business like this you don't have the time to sit in front of the TV to watch the news or even read the papers!"

"Bullshit!"

"Hey, don't talk to me like that."

"I'm sorry for that. Amanda, if this time you are figuring you'll have me back let me tell you that it won't happen again."

Amanda almost choked. Stood up and walked around him taking a deep breath.

"A.J I know that our relationship wasn't the best. I've tried to do my best to make it work. I admit that I would like to be back with you, but...why are you telling me these things?"

"Because I have always felt that you have never loved me, that you've used me."

"That's not true. I really love you. Every couple has its ups and downs."

"But not like us."

"A.J, can you explain to me why are you acting like this? And I want the truth."

"When you called to tell me that you were back I felt a little confused."

"Why confused?"

"Amanda... to be real with you. I'm involved with a woman. I have fallen in love, really in love this time."

"What?"

"Just what you've heard. I'm in love with another woman."

"I... I never thought that this would happen."

"Oh, so you have always thought that I never shall fall in love of any other woman instead of you, huh?"

"I'm surprised!"

"Yeah, I see that."

"May I know who it is?"

"For what?"

"Just to satisfy my curiosity."

"Read the papers and you'll know. I have to go now. That's all between us Amanda. I love her and I deserve to be happy, really happy with a woman."

"Alexander James McLean!"

"Ah, I'm glad you know my full name. Bye and good luck in your career." He kissed her forehead and said good-bye again.

A.J. walked out of the place feeling like a new man. It was the first time he had the guts to talk about those feelings with Amanda. Now he has a new chance to feel what a true love is.

These months have passed really fast. Everything is ready to begin the tour. Dances, clothing, etc. With all the pain in my heart, I had to get back to work and leave A.J. alone at home. Well, not so alone... I only saw him a few minutes daily. Between my shifts and his rehearsals we didn't have enough time for us. Sometimes he met me at work and talked for a little time, sometimes I met him at the rehearsals. Any other days we gathered at any other boy's house. Everyday A.J. goes deeper into my heart; he knows how to please my desires, how to seduce my soul, everything. He has turned into that part of my life that I never thought it would be. More than Denniz...

Denniz... today is the fifth anniversary of his death. I feel really different; now I don't feel that blame that I felt before. Tears don't fall from my eyes anymore. He still lives in a part of my heart, a remembrance that is so sweet. When I look to the dark sky I feel that he lives in that little star that's bright upon me, and it brightness is his smile, and the soft wind that blows is his caress. It embraces me, makes me close my eyes, makes me twirl, and smile. A little drop of water landed on my cheek, so I believe it was a kiss or a blessing from him.

In these days Misty hasn't felt so well. I've heard that every morning she wakes up throwing up, that she have gained a little more weight. I believe she is pregnant... Another reason for me to stay away from Howie.

Tonight is our last party together before the tour. A.J. told me he has a surprise for me, I tried a lot to know what it was but he never told me.

"You look beautiful in that little black dress, girl"--A.J. said standing behind me.

"Thank you, you look very handsome in white."--I said with a little grin, and he smiled.

"Let's go, the boys must be waiting for us."--He said slapping my butt.

The night is so clear, perfect for romance. The party is at Brian's house and guess who was there... no, it wasn't Aixa. She couldn't handle his schedule, so he was with Leigh Ann. Although they divorced a year ago they keep contact with each other very often. Elia is still with Nick, well they spend more time fighting than as a happy couple and all because of Mandy. She has never accepted that their relationship IS over. Kevin and Kristin never looked so happier. Howie and Misty... a marriage in a struggle, doing their best to survive. Misty and I looked at each other, I greet her but she stared at me with that kind of look saying 'Drop dead'.

We party that night like it was the last one in our lives. In a moment of the night, Misty walked to me and said:

"You have been a 'pain in the ass' in my marriage. I know what my husband has been feeling for you, but I know it is not for real. He is my man, we have a child and you won't steal him from me. Oh! And, that's not all, I'm pregnant. Howie will be daddy again. Did I make that clear?"

"I am not stealing your man. I am not interested in him, and if you haven't noticed I am with A.J. And if your husband has been messing around do a little research on you and find out why is he interested in other woman. Have you ever thought that maybe he wants something out of the routine? Or it is have something to do when men arrive to the middle age? I've never been in search of your husband; he is the one who has been in search of me. So, if you really know what your husband feels for me you must be aware that if I want him... right now you lose him. Turn around and take a look to that man up there singing his heart out, I know the story between you two. You decided that time which of them would be your real and honest love. You found out that it was Howie, the other man, A.J. that's the man I want to be with. Did I make that clear to you?"

She didn't answer, just turned around and walked away. A few minutes later I heard A.J.'s voice on the speakers calling me.

"Come here, honey. It's time for your surprise."--He said with a huge smile

"Not here, A.J. Here's a lot of people and we are not interested in your knavish acts!"--Nick shouted

"And you are jealous of that! And by the way this is a serious thing."--He riposted back

"When he says it is serious I get scared."--His mother said.

"Silence everyone. Ivy, sweetheart. In these past months you've been the most wonderful thing that has happened to me. When I was about to cross the line between life and death you pulled me back. When I opened my eyes there you were, my guardian angel. By you I discovered what it is to love truly without any exchanges. By your side I know what it is to love with a full heart, the goodwill, hope and faith. With your love my sorrows are in the past and the bad experiences are far away. Life is giving me one more try, and I won't let it lose. I love you with all my heart. (Walking to me) A few months have past from that night, too little time to get really know each other. But for me, it is enough time to understand the signs that God has given me. And I would like to ask you...(kneeling in front of me) if you would like to marry me?"

A complete silence reigned in the room. Everybody looked at me waiting for an answer. Misty was right in front of me holding hands with her husband. Howie's eyes were wide open like saying 'don't accept, don't do it...' Misty looked at him reading in his eyes these words. She did a little pressure on his hand trying to gain his attention. He looked at her, she kissed his lips and told him that she love him and that she's pregnant.

"Yes, Alexander. I will marry you."

One more month to finish the tour, it has been a long time without Alex. Every spare time he had he spend it in the phone with me. By phone we arranged some details of our wedding.

"Baby, don't you think it will be better if I wait until you come back from the tour?"—I asked.

"No way! Just tell me what you need and I'll give it to you. I want to get off the plane and marry you instantly."--A.J. answered.

"Huh? Do you really love me that much?"

"Of course I do. And I want to spend the rest of my life by your side."

Seven o'clock in the night, only the priest’s voice is heard all over the chapel... "and now I pronounce you husband and wife..." The bells are tolling and the wedding march is heard again. We walk down the aisle; outside my fellows stand along the stairs in their best uniform. Rising up to the sky their swords saluting the new couple. Capt. Haddock walked me down the aisle and now he is at the end of the stairs. I never felt so happy; my eyes fill up with tears. Alex kisses me again saying in my ear that he loves me. May I be dreaming? Or this is for real?

I met with Howie's eyes. I knew what he was thinking at that precise moment, immediately I said to him "we must continue our lives, as that before. Now I'm a married woman. Let's be friends."

"Firefighter Lopez, oh excuse me, Mrs. McLean. Let me have the honor to give you this..." Capt. Haddock said giving me at the same time my new name tag 'Sgt. Ivy McLean, Company 222'

"Sir, I'm confused... I understand the change of my last name, but it says Sergeant."

"Well, Wild Cat. That's something that I've had hide. You have been promoted to that position. Randy gave me the idea to announce it at your wedding. It sounded interesting, so with all the privileges that the Department gave me, I give you the ranks of Sergeant in command of the Company 222."--The Captain said placing the rank insignia in my dress. "When you get back to work, I'll give you the original ones."

I looked back to my fellows they were saluting me in honor of my new rank. What a way to begin a new chapter in my life!

At the reception party, Misty began to feel bad. I didn't notice what was happening until I heard Howie's voice. "Call an ambulance!"--He screamed.

"Party's over, let's work."--Johnny Parker said rolling up the sleeves of his shirt.-- "Mrs. Dorough, how much time pass between the contractions?"

"Five minutes..."--Misty answered without breath.

"All right, everybody. Give us space to work, we're delivering a baby."--Aixa said between smiles.

Misty's contractions have begun to be more continuous. "Where is the darn ambulance?"--Howie asked a little upset.

"Stuck in traffic."--Brian said with his cell phone on hand.

"Apparently your wife will have to give birth here."--I said to Howie.

"Good remembrance the baby will be of your wedding day."--He said in low voice.

"Howie..."--Misty called him.

"Yes, darling."

"I want you by my side. I... I don't think I can make it to the hospital."

"Don't you worry, honey. We have our special 9-1-1 team here."—Howard said looking at me.

Misty screamed at that instant. "The baby is coming..."

"We need some tablecloths here!"--I demanded kneeling down by her side.

"What do you think you're doing?"--Misty asked.

"This is MY wedding, I have a NEW rank, and this is MY Company so that means that I am in charge here. So, if the ambulance don't get here in one minute, we will deliver your baby here."--I said taking off my veil, my shoes and my jewelry.

She was sweating copiously, she screamed louder that the baby was coming... I felt its head. And in a few minutes a new life was born. What a day: my wedding with the man I always wanted, a barrier between the man I have ever dreamed of, my first delivery, a promotion... could I ask for more? Yes... a last kiss with the man that is forbidden.

"It's a girl!"--Johnny shouted.

"What?!"--Howie asked in surprise.

"A baby girl."--I empathized.

"Definitely women surround me."--Howie said with a huge smile. Misty screamed one more time.

"Hey, what's up?"--I said.

"I... I'm feeling it again."

"Feeling what?"

"Another... (Without breath) contraction..."

I placed my hand over her abdomen; I felt something moving inside. "Twins" I thought.

"Push, Misty." In seconds I had the other baby in my hands.

"It's a boy!"--Aixa shouted.

"God, and we haven't thought about the names."--Howie said holding Misty's hand.

"I did. Julian and Lily."--Misty said recovering her breath.

The ambulance arrived at that moment. Paramedics examined Misty and the babies; they were fine. Howie followed the ambulance to the hospital.

"OK my friends. Let the party begin. Now we have four things to celebrate."--Nick said.

"Four?"--Kevin asked. "Yes, four. Number one, Ivy and A.J.'s wedding. Number two, Ivy's promotion. Number three, a baby girl and number four a baby boy!"--Nick answered in a burst of laughs.

The night pass away, I only thought about my happiness with Alexander but some times I was wondering about Howie. He must be the happiest man in the world; his wife gave him twins. I found myself thinking of Howie like something that is very far away. Yeah, I know... fairy tales never came true.

Next morning, I woke up in A.J.'s arms more happy than ever before.

"Good morning, Mrs. McLean. Did you enjoy your night?"--A.J. said with that lust smile in his face.

"Yes, Mr. McLean. And you enjoyed it too?"--I asked with a seductive voice.

"Yes, I did."

"Honey... there IS something that I want to tell you."

"What is it?"

I sat in the bed, kissed his lips and said...

"I am pregnant."