"The Feelings He Gives" (II)

The feelings he gives
Are of desperation.

The feelings he gives
Are pleading for help.

The feelings he gives
Are antisocial and depressed.
They are hatred and spite.

He makes me hurt
And he makes my cheeks wet with tears.

He makes me feel
Like his mortal enemy.

The feelings he gives
Are of not existing and of pure hate

The feelings he now gives.

                                                                        March 26, 2003

How it used to be and how it is now.