To The Ones I Have Hurt
I just wanted to take the time here to say a few words to those I consider(ed) friends..
I did something that I am not particularly proud of..I lied..it wasn't a little white lie...something like that is easy to forgive...I pretended to be someone I wasn't. Now this is the internet..and well I guess we fully realise the capabilities we ALL have to manipulate and deceive in this little fantasy world...I took advantage of that...
The person you befriended, although tucked safely inside a false body..even gender...the core to this person was me...the person you see here now..No more lies..no more manipulation...well.. I guess what I am trying to say is..you have the chance to get to know the real me here..I feel everybody deserves another chance..You may not neccessarily trust me again..that I can accept and deal with...but I can guarantee you WILL like me...and I will not disappoint you.
I am sorry...those words seem so insignificant don't they? Anyone I have offended, hurt or made to feel used...I just hope it is something you can forgive...what's done is done and I will not be continually punished for it...you have something to say to me..please say it..get it all out...I appreciate that much more than snide comments here and there.
Anyway...what more can I say..I will try to repair bridges...but I am not going to beg for forgiveness or anything...that is just not my style...YOU have to figure out whether I have done something so wrong that it can't be buried...