I'm just about tired of this. No matter what the situation is, I'm always the bad one in the end. I had another fight with my ex today, and no matter what he says or does, I'm always the bad one. It's not this way with just him. It's this way with my parents, my teachers, my friends, and whoever else gives a damn (or rather, doesn't). I feel like no matter what I do, I'm wrong. It seems like no matter how many times someone else wrongs me and I get the blame for it, they turn back to me for comfort or assurance later on, and all I'm able to give them is a false sense of security, or vice versa. I'm just sick of it, really. Anyhow... I had a day off for Labor Day, so I didn't have to go to school. The day went by too fast, and my parents were home, which always sucks. Today was a crappy day. I had to put up with one of my friends putting Jordan down, and my ex putting Jordan down too. My ex doesn't even know Jordan. All of my friends think that Jordan is complete and total scum, yet they don't really know the real him, or they just plain don't know him. It's pissing me off. I mean REALLY pissing me off. My friend who we'll call Narramal says that I look like Emily Bergl from The Rage: Carrie 2. I wish I had some super-telekinetic powers. My school's ass would be grass in two split seconds. And most of the world as well. Speaking of school, I wonder if I have any homework from last week that I meant to do over the weekend. Oh well, if I did, it's not getting done now. Blah... my life is so boring. All I do is eat, sleep, chat on the computer, be pissed off at the world, and go to school. And I live in Kansas, for God's sake. And I swear if anyone else calls me Dorothy, I'll go even crazier. I'll pop 'em.
"Damn. I'm gonna go public. Damn." -Narramal.
"Sit and watch me burn." -Kittie.
"She's dreaming in digital, 'cause it's better than nothing." -Orgy.