Oh, crappy day! In short, today has been an absolutely crappy day. I tripped down the stairs at the beginning of choir, and even my best friends laughed at me. The only person who didn't was this preppy girl who has never really talked to me before. She was nice enough to ask me if I was okay. The only times that my friends asked me if I was alright was when they were in tears with laughter. They probably won't realize how much it hurts to see even your best friends laugh at you and not with you. Oh well... ever since that I've been in one of my, "don't-f*ck-with-me-or-I'll-kill-you" moods. In Child Development we had to pick days to take care of a life-like baby doll... I picked September 15. I'll have a boy doll for the whole weekend. I've taken care of one of those dolls before. Complete and utter torture. Those dolls are true birth control. Sick and unusual punishment. Now I see why my parents are crazy. I love kids though. But I'm definitely reconsidering having them. Besides, to have children, it takes someone to have them with. I'm not exactly for the artificial insemination thing, or getting knocked up from a drunken one night stand. And, the way it is lately, I don't think I'll ever find someone to truly love, or reproduce with. Sometimes I just feel like an empty glass, all hollow and empty inside until someone comes and fills me up. Moving on... I love singing. I'll sing almost anything. But my favorite things to sing and listen to lately have been girl bands and British bands. I love Champagne Supernova by Oasis and Leech by Drain S.T.H. At least I know how to play Champagne Supernova on my guitar. I wish it were still the '80s or early '90s. Those days rocked. Not a care in the world then. Of course, I was just born in 1985, so my time in the '80s was really short, but from what I remember, the '80s were cool as shit. Fraggle Rock, Kids Incorporated, Billy Idol, Debbie Gibson, swatches, big hair, dudes, valley girls, and last but not least.. -spandex-. Also, gotta love the '80s movies and music.
"I would give my life to get some rest." -Drain S.T.H.
"They're the ones who hate you when you think you've got the world all sussed out... they're the ones who'll spit at you, you'll be the one screaming out." -Radiohead.
"How many special people change? How many lives are living strange? Where were you while we were getting high? Slowly walking down the hall, faster than a cannonball... where were you while we were getting high? Someday you will find me, caught beneath the landslide, in a champagne supernova in the sky." -Oasis.