All about Tracie
"Don't knock masturbation, its sex with someone I love."
This is just a part for me to ramble on about anything I feel I need to ramble on about. I am not sure if anyone wants to read this, or finds it interesting. However, I don't care, because this is my page now, not yours.:o) The first thing that influences my life is God. I can never begin to thank him enough for everything he has gave me, and made me. He is what makes me want to get up in the morning, and continue to live. Though things might suck at times, I know he is always there. Watching, and waiting, for me to come around, and turn to him, follow him, live my life in him. My faith these past few years has grown stonger, and stronger. I don't know if its me, friends, or God who has done this. I believe it is all three of the factors. My family is not religious. I have to beg for the car every sunday just to go to church. Anything I want to do with church, I pay for. I get made fun of from family for going. Its horrible. However, I know that what I am doing is right, and it benifits me more then anything. I try to be a good Christian. However, due to life, and factors outside my control, I have made wrong decisions in the past, and at times continue to make wrong decisions. I am a teenager. I have pressures, I have peers, and I like to have fun. :o) I am just thankful that God, sent his only son to die on the cross for MY sins. He took the pain, so I would not have to. All my sins, indiscretions, and "bad decisions" are already paid for. So when my time on earth has ended, I know there is a spot for me in Heaven, and knowing that is a wonderful feeling. This does not mean I go out and have sex, do drugs,drink, or other things that happens to kids my age. I figure if I am given this great gift, I should not abuse it. I am not saying I am perfect, and I have never done things. Like I said before, I have messed up. Right now I am living for the day. Taking it day by day. I try to let tomorrow worry about itself. However, I am having a blast today!
What do I do in my life, my hobbies? Likes? Dislikes?? I feel like all I do is go to school, and work. I see my work more then I see my home. Sure, I get money, so I can waste it, but I dont have the time to enjoy life. Its hard to get up in the morning and look froward to the day. I am really trying to be a happy girl. Things I would do if I had no limitations. Hmmmmm..I would travel, go to Europe. Or live in a cabin out in the middle of nowhere with a hot sexy guy. Cabins are fun.
