Chapter
21: I Want You Back.
"Well don't all say 'hi' at once!"
Sara said from the doorway of the games room where all of 'N Sync were
gathered playing their own games.
"How was the vacation?" Justin
asked as he lined up the white ball for his break.
"Good. We had a lot of fun.
We lay tanning all day and we went clubbing every night. It was a blast
and we're gonna do it again, someday!"
"So d'ya bring us anything
back?" Joey asked as he watched the ball Justin had hit go down into the
pocket.
"I got you all a stick of
rock!" she replied sitting down on the couch next to JC.
"Gee thanks!" Justin said
with obvious sarcasm.
"So where's Giddy? She gone
home to unpack?" Chris asked causing JC to pay close attention.
"She didn't come back with
me. She needed some more thinking time."
"But she is coming back, right?"
Justin asked playfully.
"Do you really think she could
live without us?"
"Well I'm guessing she'd rather
live without me!" JC commented.
"She couldn't! She's hurting
but trust me not a day has gone past without her thinking about you. I
don't think she could hate you as hard as she's trying. You two are really
close and I think she knows how important you are to her."
"I tried calling her."
"She's had her phone switched
off. Just give her some time, you'll be back to normal soon enough." Sara
said sympathetically.
There was a short silence
before Sara got up to her feet, "Right well I'm off to see Nick and give
him his present. I'll see you guys down at the studio to run though the
third part of the set later okay?"
They all groaned in agreement.
"It is so good to see such
enthusiasm. If you could just try and act happy about it!" she said playfully.
"Rehearsals. Yay! I can't
wait!" Justin said sarcastically.
Sara smiled and shook her
head before she left the room.
~~~~~*~~~~~
Clare walked into her hotel room
and placed her suitcase on the bed. She unpacked her laptop and placed
it on the dining table before starting it up. She had to check her e-mails
in case there was anything important from the fan club or her family.
Clare sighed as she looked
at the screen; she had 43 e-mails. One from Jamie… 'I've finished the re-scheduling
and everything is sorted. Find the new schedule attached… enjoy your vacation.
Love Jam.'
One from Lisa… 'I've been
to the hospital had loads of tests and it looks like there's nothing wrong…'
One from Justin… 'I couldn't
get you on your phone so I thought, e-mail. The doctors say Libby could
make a full recovery, she's off the danger list :) How are you? Mail me
back and soon!'
Three from Chris… 'Turn on
your phone!' 'Turn on your phone'. 'If you don't turn on your phone I'm
gonna…'
And 37 from JC. Clare looked
at the screen, 37!
She highlighted all his messages
and clicked on the delete button. Are you sure you want to delete these
messages? The computer asked her. She clicked on 'yes' and they were gone.
~~~~~*~~~~~
The door opened and there he stood,
his blue eyes staring back at her.
"Hi, you miss me?" Sara asked
her boyfriend as he gave her a welcomed smile.
"Did I ever!" Nick said pulling
her into his arms and placing a kiss on her lips.
"I brought you something."
She said as they pulled away from each other and walked inside the house.
"You came straight here?"
"I dropped by to the fan club
first."
"I bet you're knackered from
your flight."
"Yeah but I couldn't go home
until I saw you, I missed you."
Nick smiled and pulled her
into another hug.
"That feels good." She commented
closing her eyes and getting lost in his arms.
"Next time you go on holiday,
I'm coming." Nick said as he released her.
"Is that a promise?"
"You bet. These past two weeks
have gone so slow without you around."
Sara smiled, she was glad
to be back.
Her and Nick had been dating
for a couple of months. He didn't really know the guys in the band because
he'd never really met them. He'd always been too busy with his work to
meet any of Sara's friends or family. He worked in the music business himself
so he understood her workload and she his. They didn't get much time together
but they were happy and that was all that mattered to them.
~~~~~ Two Weeks Later
~~~~~
Clare picked up the phone in her
hotel room and dialled Chris' cell phone number. She hadn't spoke to anyone
of the group in a month since she'd left; she'd only spoke to Libby's mother
just to check on her progress. She thought it'd be better to distance herself
from everyone who would surely bring up JC's name at every opportunity.
She'd gone away to get over him so it was something she didn't need. She
knew she was sure to get loads of verbal abuse from the elder man but she
was returning to Orlando the next day so she thought it best to get it
over and done with.
Suddenly she was brought back
from her thoughts by Chris' voice at the other end, "Hello?" his voice
repeated.
"Hello." She replied.
"Hello?"
"Hello."
"Hello?"
"Okay, if we keep this up
it's going to be a very expensive call!" she joked, with a smirk to herself.
"Giddy?" Chris' voice exclaimed.
"This is she!"
"Where are you?"
"On vacation!"
"That I know, but where?"
"Miami!"
"We tried contacting you on
your cell phone loads of times but it was always switched off!"
"Well unwanted phone calls
have never helped the weak detach themselves from all emotions!" she continued
to joke. The sound of his voice cheered her up immensely. If she was honest
she'd missed being around them all, even JC.
"I remember the last thing
you said to me at the airport was 'I'll call soon'. You lied and for that
you will pay!"
Clare laughed. He always knew
how to do that. They all did. They could always bring a smile to her face.
"So how you doin'?" he asked
seriously.
"Okay I guess. I've blown
away a lot of emotions although love is one I'm having to have counselling
for," she said starting serious and then thinking better of it. She'd been
too serious lately. "I'm getting somewhere though, I no longer have the
urge to love or be loved. The doctor calls it progress so I'm almost clean!"
"Uh-huh! Have you been taking
your pills?" Chris asked playing along.
"Which ones? I've got so many
these days that I forget which ones I need to take to stop me becoming
human like the rest of you!"
"Any similarity between you
and a human is purely coincidental, you're in no danger of even becoming
one so I'm sure it won't hurt to miss one or two here and there!"
"You know a sharp tongue does
not mean you have a keen mind!" she retorted playfully.
"I know but you love me!"
"Love - a concept I'm familiar
with. Isn't it a dirty trick played on us to ensure the continuation of
the species? No wait! It's like cheap wine - it leads you to the stars,
but leaves you with the gutrot of tomorrow!"
Chris laughed at the other
end.
"True love is like ghosts
which everyone talks about, but very few have seen." she continued, "I've
come to the conclusion that there is only one way to be happy by means
of the heart, not to have one." There was a short pause. "Anyways, how
is everyone?"
"Good! Justin is frequently
at the hospital. Joey and Lisa are more in love than ever. Lance is like
a bear with a sore head since Jenny left. Sara is working us raged and
JC…"
"Oh right, what about you?"
she said cutting him off, "How are things with you and Jamie?"
"Good. We reached stage 2!"
"So you've both said the 'L'
word?"
"Ya-huh!" there was a pause;
"There's someone here that wants to talk to you."
"Who is it?"
There was no reply.
"Chris, who is it?" she repeated
in a panic.
"Hello!"
Clare's heart jumped into
her mouth. It was a voice she wanted desperately to hear so many times
but it pained her too. "Hi." She said shortly.
"What have you been up to?"
"Soul searching! You might
do well to try it - you might just find one!"
"Okay, I deserved that!" JC
said a little hurt.
"No. You deserve a lot more
but insults are as close as I get to hurting you from this distance."
There was an uncomfortable
silence.
"I tried to get to the airport
to see you. I really need to talk to you!" JC said.
"Oh you do. Sorry but I think
you're obviously mistaking me for someone who gives a damn!"
"Clare don't be like this!"
"Like what?"
"I think we should talk! We
need to sort this out!"
"There's nothing to sort JC.
I've only just buried that part of my life, don't dig it all up again!
I'm no good at heartache. It's leaves me feeling so empty."
"But…"
"You want to just be thankful
I'm still talking to you. Don't push it!"
There was another short silence.
"'Lo!" she heard Chris' voice
say.
"Okay tell me why you put
him on the phone!" Clare said bitterly.
"He wanted to speak with you.
I think you should give him a chance!"
"Oh you do! I'm sorry but
was it you he chewed up and spat out when he'd had his fun?"
"Wow! He really did a number
on you didn't he?"
Clare didn't respond.
"When you comin' home?" Chris
asked her.
"Tomorrow!"
"You want me to pick you up?"
"Whatever! My flight gets
in at one, if you're there you're there if not then I'll see you at the
club!"
"I'll be there!"
~~~~~*~~~~~
Chris looked at JC as he hung
up the phone. He could see the desperation in his eyes. He needed to talk
to Clare but she wouldn't listen to him.
"She'll never forgive me for
this." JC commented.
"Forgive you for what? You
were doing the right thing. You were torn between two people and one was
pregnant, you owned up to your responsibilities, not a lot of guys would
do that." Chris said trying to make him feel better.
"But the kid wasn't even mine."
"You didn't know that at the
time. If I was in the same situation, I'd 'ave done the same thing! Giddy
knows you wouldn't hurt her intentionally, she's just dealing with this
the only way she knows how at the minute. She'll get over it we all do!"
JC looked up at Chris, "I
really hope you're right!"
~~~~~*~~~~~
Sara walked into the dance studio;
they had another rehearsal to get through. The tour was in three weeks
and she needed them to run through the routines one more time before they
left for the UK. They had put all their energy into the ten days and had
worked hard but they always did. She looked around and only saw three members
of the group, "Okay, where is Chris and JC?"
"Chris got a call from Giddy
and went outside, JC followed and they haven't come back in yet!" Joey
answered.
"Go and find them!" Sara ordered
Justin.
"What am I? Errand boy?"
Sara shot him a look making
him aware not to argue.
"Okay I'm going!" Justin said
throwing his hands up in the air and making his way from the room.
~~~~~ The Next Day
~~~~~
Clare woke up early. Today was
the day she was going back to Orlando, back to her job and her life. She
was looking forward to seeing everyone again, even JC. The past month had
been hard for her but she felt ready to get on with things. She couldn't
stay on vacation forever.
She sat up and flicked on
the TV to find Justin staring back at her, MTV were playing the boys video
for 'God Must Have Spent A Little More Time On You' on their top bands
weekend. She loved that song, the whole feel of it, the music arrangement,
the vocals, the video concept, everything!
She looked up fondly at the
TV, they all looked so handsome in their white suits, so pure and innocent,
but she knew them better than that. They were her friends and she loved
them all like family. They were her family; they had been for 2 years and
they would be for a long time yet, she hoped.
As she saw JC's face she remembered
back to the video shoot, it was a hot day and the boys had invited her,
Libby, Jamie and Sara along for a break.
~~~~~FLASHBACK~~~~~
"Okay you guys, the director
is getting edgy, are you all ready?" she shouted to them through the dressing
room door.
The guys all walked out
of the dressing room in single file.
"I hate suits!" Justin
commented as he tugged on the collar of his suit.
"Justin!" his mother said
to him as she pulled him around to face her so she could put his collar
straight.
Libby sniggered as embarrassed
Justin stood before his mother allowing her to dress him.
"I seem to be having a
little trouble with this tie!" JC said turning and smiling at Clare.
Clare smiled back, "A grown
man who can't even dress himself!" she said reaching up and doing his tie.
"There you go Romeo!"
"Thank you."
"All ready on the set."
The director shouted.
Clare looked them all up
and down, "I guess you'll have to do!"
"We don't have enough time
to make you as handsome as we'd hoped." Sara said playfully.
"And the plastic surgeon
is on vacation!" Libby added.
"Oh that's funny. You're
such a funny, funny person." Justin retorted.
"I do believe I got to
you!" she shouted to him as they followed behind the guys onto the set
for the video.
~~~~~~END OF FLASHBACK~~~~~~
Clare smiled at the fond memory
before she got up and had a shower ready to leave for her flight back home.
~~~~~*~~~~~
"Well today is the day that I
finally get rid of you!" Jamie said to her cousin playfully.
"It's not like we've spent
loads of time together anyway!" Kelly retorted.
"That's called work hun!"
"At least I got to meet 'N
Sync!"
"It's a bit hard not to, when
I work for them!" Jamie said with a smile as she helped Kelly pack her
suitcase.
"I know you're eager to get
rid of me but helping me pack isn't gonna bring my flight forward!" Kelly
said resting her hands on her hips.
"No. But I thought you might
want to go shopping before you go home."
"You know I hate shopping."
"Not when it's my money, you
don't!"
"So you're buying?"
"Well it was your birthday
last month and I still haven't had a chance to get you anything."
"What are we waiting for?
Let's go!"
"I knew you'd change your
mind!" Jamie said as she picked up her purse and headed after Kelly who
was on her way out the door.
~~~~~*~~~~~
"What time do we leave for the
airport?" Justin asked Chris as they stood on the basketball court shooting
some hoops.
"Well Kelly has got a flight
at half twelve, so we'll take her about twelve and then hang around for
Clare to get in at one!" Chris replied throwing the ball at the hoop.
"And who's gonna be going
exactly?"
"Well let's see, I'll be there
'cos I'll be driving… Jamie will be there 'cos she's gotta see her cousin
off, so Kelly will be there too."
"I'm in!" Joey said as he
ran after Lance, to get the ball.
"And it goes without saying
that JC will be there. Justin?"
"I'll be at the hospital,
the doctor is assessing Lib again today." The youngster responded as he
took the ball from Lance and dribbled it past JC who had walked onto the
court.
"Lance?"
"Nah, I'll see her later.
Stacey is coming over the house and I want to spend some time with her
and Ford before they leave tomorrow." Lance replied with a smile.
"Lisa comin'?"
Joey shook his head; "She's
going to the hospital for a routine check-up."
"So that's me, Jamie, Kelly,
Joey and JC."
"What's this?" JC asked curious
as to why his name was mentioned.
"The airport!" Justin replied
passing the ball to Joey.
"Oh!" he was not looking forward
to seeing Clare after the response he got from her on the phone.
~~~~~*~~~~~
"Call me when you get home!" Jamie
ordered her cousin as she gave her a hug goodbye.
"I will!" Kelly said hugging
her back. "Thanks for having me stay."
Jamie smiled as she pulled
away, "Even if I wasn't there half the time?"
"Yeah."
"Look after yourself kid."
Chris said with a smile to the young girl.
"Thanks old man!" she responded
playfully.
"Maybe you can come back and
visit when we get back from the UK."
"Maybe. If Jamie will have
me back?" she asked looking hopefully back at her cousin.
"Anytime you wanna visit just
let me know and I'll settle it with your folks." Jamie replied causing
the young woman to smile.
"Flight 10 to Canada is now
boarding." They heard over the tannoy.
"Ooh, that's me!" Kelly said
not really wanting to leave. She'd had a lot of fun in Orlando and she
didn't want it to end.
"Well don't forget to call
me and give those things to my mom for me!" Jamie reminded her delivering
another hug.
"Okay, okay!"
~~~~~*~~~~~
Clare walked out of the airport
with her suitcases and spotted a familiar face, "Fat One!" she called to
him.
"Gid!" Joey said turning at
the call of his name to see her stood a few feet behind him.
"Jeez, I see you were so impressed
with your first chin that you added another!" Clare said playfully as she
hugged him. "I remember when you only had the one stomach too!"
"And I remember when you weren't
so bitter and twisted!" Joey retorted.
"You can remember that far
back?" she said with a snigger.
"The wanderer returns!" she
heard a voice say to the side of her.
"Chris!" she said turning
to see him and Jamie walking toward her. "So anyone else here?"
Jamie nodded and signalled
behind Clare with her eyes.
Clare shot round to see JC
and then quickly turned back to face Chris. "And why d'ya bring him?"
"I came because I thought
we could talk!" JC said.
"Well brains aren't everything!
In fact, in your case they're nothin'!"
"Did you take a degree in
insults while you were away?" Joey asked sarcastically.
"No. That's something that
comes natural!" Jamie responded as they walked toward the car.
Clare flashed Jamie a smile;
"If I want any shit from you I'll squeeze your head!"
"How can someone so small
hold so much hate?" JC asked trying to get her to talk to him, even if
it was only to bite his head off.
"It's a monster you created."
She shot back loading her bags into the boot of the car.
Chris got into the driver
seat and Jamie in the passenger seat leaving Clare in the back with Joey
and JC. Joey got in the furthest side and JC stood behind Clare waiting
for her to get in the middle.
"Oh no!" Clare shouted realising
where she'd end up. "I am not sitting in between you two! Joey, out! You
can sit in the middle!"
Joey climbed out and Clare
climbed in. JC smiled at Joey as he stopped him climbing back in. Clare
gazed out of the car window and didn't realise until Chris had started
to drive that JC was sat next to her. She turned and cut her eyes at him.
He smiled back and she had to turn away she didn't want him to see her
break out into a smile of her own. JC had always been persistent she knew
that but she didn't understand why he was putting so much energy into this.
He had a fiancée now surely he knew she'd get over it all he had
to do was give her time to get used to the idea.
Chapter
22: At Last.
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