{UPdated. journalizing.}

[11 january 1999]

yellow. i hate this page. it's undoing. so i'll just farce it a bit longer.

obsessions: radiohead, belle & sebastian mccabe, acker, winterson, rushdie, hooks.

people i dig: moo, lo, jay, just in, john, amber, tony, joel the preacherman, will, rob the fed ex man, jessa & jo.

things that rock my ass off: burgandy, new music.

okay, i'm just about done. take care.

it has taken me numerous revisions to figure out the title of my webbie. first, as you may know, it was "fathomless." i thought it was fitting due to the inference to "fathomless blue," blue being one of my nicknames & a quote from bt & tori amos's "blue skies." but then i started to create & things started to fall into place. fathomless worked before as the working title. i believe that perhaps we're going for something larger here. so i used another of my favorite words.. "begin." in an emm gryner song, she sings, "these are the things that i'd like to forget. i've had x-number of endings. when do i begin?" (phonecall 45). when do we begin? every exit is an entrance elsewhere, said tom stoppard. when do i begin? i'm eighteen years old now -- i've done the research, i've happened to things & things have happened to me.. i'm ready to start somewhere. so this will be a website dedicated to my journey, the journey we all partake in as we begin.

so this webbie is taking a trip to becoming. becoming what, i don't know. i hope it improves.. i look at other pages & think about if i could ever do that. i'm sorry it's not very interesting right now.. but please look at things not at face value, but for their beginnings & their purposes.

i am blue, bloo, balloo, lovebutt, star, wondergirl, shh, sabine, mlle, middy, mina, not your sort of human being, mrowing hepcat. i never thought i would have nicknames, or names at all. obviously, there are many different people dancing around inside this head but i didn't think they'd have names. i'm eighteen as previously mentioned. i live in the vicinity of washington, d.c. & i go to university a couple hours away. this makes me feel silly. i hate describing myself. here's a member profile of mine on the sometimes evil, sometimes godly aol:

so that's it. that good enough for you? hope so. if you want to know more, ask. i'm a writer, i'm a communicator & sometimes most importantly, i'm a woman. "i'm not like anyone else, i'm me." (liz taylor).

i can't think of much else. take care. don't get lost, sign something, communicate. words and ideas can change the world (dead poet's society).

change your world.

contact me on aim/aol?
sure, what the hell. - blooneiros.
icq..? i'd rather the former, but: 24888176.