Lord I need your peace

I begged for your decision God
Later on I received your answer
Despite how hard it truly was
I followed and acted in commitment

I said my answer would be yes
Yes, before the question was asked
Then I was afraid of your timing
But I still waited for it long

Your timing was hard to take
It would have been hard
Any time you would have chosen
But my answer was already yes

Now that I said yes
I did what you asked of me
I was at peace about it
Now I can't handle it

It's becoming hard to stick
To the "yes" I freely said
I need your help more than ever
Why is it so hard now

I'm just now realizing the decision
That I had to make
I love her so much
But I love you so much more

It seems my life doesn't prove
My love for you as stronger
But it is, I constantly notice
Why can't I always show it

Lord, help me please
This getting much harder
I need you in this
I can't handle it

When I see her
I miss holding her
And being able to kiss her
Oh Lord, I need your peace

I can't get over it
I miss her, God, though she's here
Help me get over this
Oh Lord, I need your peace

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