Amber tells it like it is...

September 3, 2003- It's been a long time I shouldn't have left you... LMAO! Anyways, yeah. First of all, I'M SO TIRED OF THIS LAYOUT. Just had to say that. My inspiration level has been like really low lately plus I really haven't had time to get into making a layout. Let's see, what's new. I'm making A's in all four of my classes except for one. For my birthday I received lots of money. Bad thing was my "friend" *coughs* decided to visit me. Yeah, that sucks. My Pooky was going to make me a birthday layout but he didn't get his computer yet, it's all gravy though. Wednesday, the August 25th, I had to go to the doctor and get a keloid removed. It was a very interesting little something. But yeah, I had to get stitches on it and I was supposed to go back in a week. Friday, August 29th, My Pooky and I met. YEAH:D!!! It was so great. He's even more sweet in person. I had a blast. It was definitely a night to remember. It all went by so fastttttttt. It was still good though. My mom kind of messed up something for me *coughs*, but we're not even going to get into that. Monday, My Pooky and I decided on a song. Our song is "The biggest part of me" by Brian McKnight. It's a really really beautiful song. There were several others to pick from, but that one was perfect for us. I was supposed to go to school Tuesday, but I had a doctor's appointment at 10:15. The original plan WAS to go to school afterwards, but I was like EFF IT. So we went to Taco Bell and I got a Chalupa and some cinnamon twists. Boy oh boy can them Chalupas send you to the bathroom! LMAO! So when I got home I played bookworm and listened to our song. Then I decided to call My Pooky since his school had Monday AND Tuesday out, sucks huh?:-| Anyways, today is our 1 month anniversary. It's so special. YEP YEP *cheesing*! Pooky...HAPPY 1 MONTH, I LOVE YOU<333333!!!!!

August 22, 2003- TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY SO TAG MY BOARD OR SOMETHING!!!!!!

August 21, 2003- I know it's been a long time, but what can I say. Last week was just another school week. Last weekend my cousin Shanda came home and we were gone basically all weekend. I finally saw Bad Boys 2. It was pretty good. This week I've talked to Luis basically every day. His computer still isn't here yet, unfortunately. Y'all I miss Luis so much. I bet I say that a lot but I really do. I feel like a part of me is missing. It's almost a miserable type feeling. My birthday is tomorrow and I don't think I'm going to get the one thing I really wanted. *sighs* So I don't plan on being in a very good mood tommorow for that reason and one that I don't wish to discuss. I have surgery Monday, I'll tell you what it is if you ask. I've had this really really bad tootache lately. How about the dentist is booked up til JANUARY. What the fuck am I supposed to do until then? I lost 20 dollars earlier this week, that's just lovely. *sighs* As soon as I began this I just went into this really depressed mood. I'm working on a new project. Yeaya is going to be gone this weekend. I don't think my cousin Shanda is coming home. So basically I am going to be bored. Well I'll be okay when I talk to Luis, but other than that...BLAH. All of a sudden I feel like crying. I'm talking to Kayla right now and I haven't talked to her in over a week. *thinks* I wish I had my license. Even if I didn't have a car, my mom would let me use hers. The only thing that keeps a smile on my face when everything else in my life makes me frown is my Pooky. So Pooky, when you read this just know that I love you. I know we've said it so many times...but it can never be said too much. You have the key to my heart. Some how, some way...we'll overcome this little obstacle. I don't know how and I don't know when but soon we'll be together at the same place, same time, face to face. That day will be one of the happiest days of my life. You never cease to make me happy. Each day my feelings for you become stronger and your place in my heart grows larger. I love you more than words can explain!!! On that note, I must go. I have to wash my hair and do my homework.

August 12, 2003- I know folks, but see I have been busy. Y'all know I'm in school and stuff now. I'm not going to go through everyday like I did last time, so anything that comes to mind will just be on here. My cousin, Shanda, just purchased a brand new SUV..it's silver and stuff:-D! Rides quite nicely, if I do say so myself. Sunday was my last day oof worked. Yes, I finally quit. I had many reasons that I don't wish do discuss. Anyways...somehow Friday I managed to over sleep and miss school. LMAO! I know, it's sad. *thinks* Hmmmmmm what's new? I talked to Luis this Saturday and Sunday. I miss him soooooooo much! I received a very important email from him today. It answered all my questions and cleared up all misunderstanding about the issue. School has been pretty...okay, I guess. I've had MUCH homework. I miss sleeping late and stuff. Most of all, I miss being able to talk to My Pooky all day. *sighs* Oh yeah, you all know that my birthday is the 22nd:-D. There's only one thing that I really have in mind above all else for my birthday. If that wish comes true then I will tell you;-)! Okay but now I have a paper to do and stuff GRRRRRRRR. So I will be back as soon as possible. Until then....uno!

August 7, 2003- DAMNNNNNNNNNN, it's been a minute since a blogged! Okay okay....first thing's first. Saturday night at about 2 am, so it was technically Sunday morning, my Pooky called. I was thinking what in the worlddddddddddd. LOL but I was still happy, so he told me he had to read me something. So the whole while he was reading this letter he had written to me, I was there smiling and stuff. In the outcome, he asked me to be his girl. Immediately, without thinking I blurted out "OF COURSE!!!!". So yeahhhhhhhhh *cheesing*, that's officially MY PAPI, and ALL mine! So ladies....back off ;-). Monday I had to go to school and get a class changed. So now I have a computer graphics class at the local community college. Well we had to go back to school the 6th. So Tuesday I slept late and then my friend Brandon called. We talked for like an hour, but I had to get off the phone because I had a hair appointment at 1:30pm. So I got there, SLEEPY as I don't know what. I fell asleep, when I woke up it was like a quarter until 4:00pm. She stilllllllllllll had heads back there. At this point I'm like "Ma...I could have washed and wrapped my own head". So then I finally got it done, by this point I'm tired and hungry. So I go and get a few outfits for school. Then we get some food at Burger King. So at this point I'm like "Ma you can go to Wal-Mart by yourself and get all the other school supplies, you don't need me for that". So she goes and gets highlighters, pencils, dividers, a book bag, etc. Meanwhile, I'm home watching 3 shows at once (American Juniors, Big Brother 4, and Last Comic Standing). I decide to call My Pooky and he's doing homework so we got to talk for a while. Then my mom gets home and I get all my stuff all sorted out. Then my cousin, Shanda, calls and talks me to death for a while. around 10 it starts thundering and I decide to go to bed. Tell me why I woke up at 12 something:-|!!! I couldn't go back to sleep at all. So I was up alllll night talking to Yeaya. Then I got ready, got all cute, and got on the bus and went to school. As soon as I set foot inside the school, that senior mentality kicked in. I was WILDING!!! LOL! After a mostly boring, but some what exciting, day I came home. I checked my email and My Pooky had emailed me in class:-D. After I ate and stuff I headed to sleep at about 8:00 pm. LOL. I woke up at like 5:30 this morning!!! Tell me a b!tch wasn't tired! So today, I went to school, still looking all stylish in my new clothes and what not. It rained this morning! So most people, around here, carry their good shoes in a shoe box and wear their old ones until they get to school. HA! I wish I would carry around a damn box the whole damn day and I already have enough stuff, as it is. I tied some damn Food Lion bags around my shoes and let it work. Don't say I never taught y'all anything. lmao! So today was...basically the same as yesterday. So after I came home, my cousin called and asked me did I want to ride with her to get her contacts and stuff. So I did so. She has some sea green contacts and she's light skinned so they looked so nice on her. I was almost jealous. I've had my blue ones for about 2 and a half years now, they're prescription ones, so everybody is used to them. PLUS, I wear blue like all the time. I have to have a blue EVERYTHING lol. If you know me really well, you know that. So now I'm just home chilling and sh!t. Well I'm off I have to do homework and stuff. If I'm not too busy, I'll have another one of these tomorrow. ¡Hasta luego!

August 2, 2003- Well the night before last I sent My Pooky an online greeting card. He finally saw it last night and he sent me one back. I swear, I smiled for about 10 straight minutes. We talked for a long time last night and then his computer froze, as I guessed. So I assumed that he was so sleepy he wouldn't be able to wait for it to restart. Well this morning I was rudely awakened by someone, once again, asking me to use the phone. I couldn't go back to sleep so I was watching Power Rangers and Trading Spaces(kids version). My daddy called and said he was going to send me some money. Then he tried to lecture me about not giving into peer pressure and blah blah. So after I was free of him I decided to get back online. While talking to Yeaya I was disconnected by a phone call. It was My Pooky:-D:-D:-D!!! Bad news though, his monitor wouldn't come on. So we were trying to figure out every possible solution as to why it wouldn't come on. We even looked at manuals. Nothing worked. So after talking on the phone for a while, he had to get off because as most of you know...it's long distance between us. SOOOOOOO, after being online for a boring while, I get off. I watched That's So Raven and The Proud Family today. LOL My dad calls again so I tell him some things that he needs to fix about himself. (Aren't you all nosey?!?...okayyyyy okayyyyyyyy I'll tell you. MONEY MATTERS THAT DEAL WITH ME). Okay, don't get me wrong...he does the damn thing sometimes. SOMETIMES just isn't enough. So basically he apologized and said that he was glad I told him how he felt. This man had a nerve to tell me that he wished that he and my mom were back together. WHATTTTTTTT? They have been separated since I was 5. SHE DON'T WANT HIM! I tried to be nice about it though. Anyways I got online for a little while longer. I talked to AJ and we found common ground on some things. So after a while I got bored again and decided to take a nap. Then for a while I watched tv and when I finally decided to close my eyes, the phone rang. IT WAS MY POOKY AGAIN:-D:-D:-D!!! Monitor still wouldn't work though:-(. SOOOOOOO we talked and talked and talked. LOL! So, I'm happy because I got to talk to him today. I just hope his computer snaps out of it. So hopefully I'll get to talk to Yeaya tonight because I DESPERATELY need her help about something. I swear, you all are nosey! Well no, I'm not going to tell you what that something is. So just wonder:-D, lol, and I'm out for the night! Later!

August 1, 2003- Nothing to blog about, so forgive me if I'm boring. This morning they tried to call me in to work. But hell, I was sleepy so I declined. Today was very boring. As most of you know, I have my own phone line. So the other line in the house, that I never use, is disconnected because somebody didn't pay the bill. So all day they have been bugging me about using my phone. Then all my nosey aunts and stuff have been calling my line. So I was just like FREAK IT. Then I got offline for a while. I watched a movie with my aunt on lifetime. It was a really good movie, considering that I hate lifetime. So then my little cousin Cameron, we call him Cam, was over here. His birthday is 3 days after mine, (my birthday is August 22, and YES I accept early presents) so his is the 25th. He is going to be 6 with his BAD self. Everytime I said something today he told me to shut up:-|. So I was like okay forget you then, then I went in my room. He was nice to me long enough to walk with me over to my aunt's house (my aunt is the candy lady of the neighborhood) so I racked up on Almond Joys. Don't hate, I know some of you all don't like coconut. I love Almond Joys and Mounds:-D!!! Tonight I got Froggy hooked on Bookworm, a very great game ANDDDDD it's educational. So far, for my birthday, I'm supposed to be getting... 1. Yeaya-a perm kit, 2. Dre-a vibrator, and 3. Javon- a life. Anybody else got any little birthday comments feel free. It should be quite entertaining. But okay... I'm out!

July 31, 2003- OKAY OKAY..yeah I almost forgot...so yeah I'm blogging now. Last night I went to bed all early. But OH MY GOD...how about I'm on yahoo messenger and I get this pm from some dude. And he adds me and I add him. (NOTE: Dre hooked me up with the "Yahoo Off List" thingy a few months back. So that takes your name off of peoples yahoo list. Hot huh:-D?) Anyways, I'm like "who are you". He's like "Kevin" and I'm like "Who's Kevin". He said "You don't know me but I saw you on the Yahoo Directory and I thought you were hot". So by this point I'm thinking . o O ( let me check out his profile ). So I do so. I don't know how many of you all watch Last Comic Standing on NBC, but I swear that dude looked just like Ralphie May. So I said no more and I deleted him, took my name off his list, AND ignored him. THAT was my horror story for the week LOL. Now.. Okay what happened today..hmmm. My mom was gone all day and it's sad because..I missed her. UNTIL..she got home:-|. LMAO..but she went to bed shortly. How about that heffer was gone all day and only brought me back a cookie and a sprite remix. What kind of bullsh!t is that?!? Oh yeah, let me say this before I forget...Dre has a new layout, Yeaya has a new layout, and Luis/My Pooky did a new layout. So you all go hit them up okay. NOW...tonight My Pooky and I shared our views on religion and stuff. It was very very interesting. In the outcome..basically it was like, it doesn't matter as long as we're in it together. Many people with different religious beliefs have prosperous relationships and marriages. Bottom line is...if you love a person...love will help you get over any situation. True love conquers all. Don't say I never taught you all anything;-)! Okay so I'm going to shut up now because I'm tired of typing and I don't think...*thinks*...I have anything else to talk about. So I go bye bye now *waves*.

July 30, 2003- LORD if anybody wants to say anything about Tamia and how she looks on that big picture.. SHUT THE FUSS UP! Especially Froggy, Dre, and Skittpiphanyi. Talking about she looks like an old beat up white lady lol. Last night was quite entertaining if I do say so myself. Today I woke up in time to watch Zoom. Yeah I know it's a kids show but shoot..you can learn something from that show LMAO. I ate chinese food today *does her chinese smile*. My Pooky did a new layout today so you all check that out. I watched American Juniors and I'm getting upset because I want AJ to get in the group. Now there's 3 girls and one boy in the group. GRRRRR..that upsets me, he better make it next week. LORD@Yeaya got secret admirers on her tag board. Got me all nosey and sh!t. The people of DaFlaava have brought forth many interesting forums. I have decided to touch upon a couple. Today I saw one that asked "Can big girls be dimes?". I think that most definitely they can. Every overweight person is not sloppy, ugly, and a bad dresser. It's all in how you CARRY yourself. There are many beautiful "hefty", as I call them, women. Everyone has there own preference so I mean who's to say who's a dime and who's not. Then again why do they have to be DIMES...lord@that word. Another topic touched on "why is it that brothas are selling out and goin with white girls". I think that WHOEVER makes you HAPPY is the issue. Why is everything always about race. Love has no color, age, sex, time, place, etc. So I mean just let go. Half of us wouldn't be here if it wasn't for the mixing of races. Have you ever stopped to think that MAYBE that white girl makes that brother happy. My dad is currently involved with a white lady and has been for several years now. So people should just stop it...interacial relationships exist, just as many other things do. LET IT GO. On that note...I'm out!

July 29, 2003- Well you guys may have visited my site earlier in the past day and noticed what angelfire did. Basically, they removed my account and I forgot to save some of my stuff, so basically I was like EFF IT. Thus brings a new layout and a new account on angelfire. Something else upset me yesterday as well. Man, I deleted Kazaa because the government, them mofos are tripping. I swear, they take all the fun out of everything. Just because they're trying to scare people of Kazaa and stuff, doesn't mean that everybody is going to start buying CDs in stores. There are still boot leggers out there. ANYWAYS..last night I talked to my Pooky and we were drawing on the Doodle IMvironment on Yahoo Messenger. Then later on that night I was searching what different names meant. I found some very strange ones, they were a trip. He found out that his first name, Luis, meant "famous warrior". Hot huh? I already knew that my name, Amber, meant "precious jewel". Then we went on to see what our whole names meant and stuff like that. It was quite interesting. I spent all day today working on this layout. Today was rather boring. It's thundering outside and stuff:-(. I hope I the lights don't cut off because I want to watch American Juniors. Right now I'm basically bored. Hopefully, tonight will bring very interesting things. I'm out, until next time!