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Doc Anreson: -=just as she's about to pass the door to the pool, she trips over her own feet and falls=-

Myn Donos: -=tries to catch Doc=-

Doc Anreson: -=slips through Myn's grasp and skinns her knee on the carpeting=-

Myn Donos: You ok?

Doc Anreson: -=hurts REALLY bad=- Gaah! -=whimpers and sits back=- No, I'm not, Sithit! I just skinned my kriffing knee!

Myn Donos: I'm sorry.

Wes Janson: -=doesn't hear doc outside=-

Doc Anreson: Help me up, I"ve got a medkit in my room -=bites her lip=-

Hobbie Klivian: -=doesn't hear anything either=-

Myn Donos: -=tries to pull Doc up=-

Doc Anreson: -=falls back onto her bottom=- Ow! -=tries topush herself to her feet=-

Myn Donos: -=sighs=- Sorry, I'm a weakling.

Doc Anreson: -=gets to her feet and puts a hand on myn's arm to steady herself=- Nah. -=limps along, having sprained her ankle, but pushing back the pain=- C'mon. -=limps with Myn past the door to the pool=-

Myn Donos: -=heads with Doc slowly towards her room=-

Doc Anreson: -=blood dripps down her knee from the bad skinning as she limps along=-

Myn Donos: -=looks down and sees the scrape=- Sith that was bad.

Doc Anreson: -=through pain-gritted teeth=- I know, Myn....

Hobbie Klivian: -=pulls himself out of the pool=- : Hey Wes, do I have to go see her now?

Wes Janson: Would you rather wait and brood more?

Hobbie Klivian: -=sighs=- Oh, alright. -=picks up the weights and heads to take them back=- -=steps out of weight room and heads towards Amanda's room, having to pass by the pool's door once again=-

Wes Janson: Don't let the evil lady scare you. -=escapes out the back door=-

Doc Anreson: -=they move along slowly, still having not turned the corner to the corridor that would take them to the crossway to the rooms=- -=takes a bad step and almost falls to the ground as pain shoots through her ankle=-

Myn Donos: -=tries to keep her from falling=-

Doc Anreson: -=is caught, and hangs onto myn=- Sith.... -=groans=-

Myn Donos: -=whispers to Doc=- You'd think that Wes and Hobbie would notice a beautiful woman in some distress and, like gentlemen, they'd help.

Doc Anreson: -=whispers back=- I don't know about beautiful, but after what I did to them, I don't blame them in the least -=winces=-

Myn Donos: -=whispers=- I'm not so sure about that.

Doc Anreson: I need a bacta-wrap, a bacta-patch, and some painkills.... Stat.... -=weak smile=- Could ya help me to my room, Myn?

Myn Donos: Ok let's go. It's no problem.

Doc Anreson: -=hobbles along with myn helping her=- -=tries to walk on her own=-

Myn Donos: I'll catch you if you need the help.

Hobbie Klivian: -=looks up and sees Amanda hobbling along=- Is everything alright? -=jogs to catch up=-

Myn Donos: -=looks back=- No.

Hobbie Klivian: What happened?

Myn Donos: She had an argument with the floor and tried to beat it up...needless to say, the floor won.

Hobbie Klivian: -=moves around to look at her knee=- Yikes. Do you have your medpack in your room?

Myn Donos: -=snickers=- She wouldn't be a doctor if she didn't.

Doc Anreson: -=gritted teeth=- yes I do, and it hurts like the sith, and I want to get it taken care of......-=starts moving again=-

Hobbie Klivian: -=scoops her up in his arms and begins to carry her=-

Doc Anreson: -=whispers=- Thank you

Myn Donos: -=grins=- Do I need to declare this an awww moment? -=follows behind=-

Hobbie Klivian: Anytime.

Doc Anreson: Been swimming?

Hobbie Klivian: Um, sorta.

Myn Donos: -=laughs=- This is just like a roller coaster.

Doc Anreson: -=looks at myn confusedly as she has her arms around Hobbie's neck as he carries her=-

Myn Donos: -=grins=- The way the emotions and the relationships have been going.

Doc Anreson: -=sticks her tongue out at myn as a tear falls from her eye=-

Myn Donos: -=sticks his tongue out at Doc=- It'll be ok in the end.

Doc Anreson: -=thinks: This is where I really want to be....=- -=keeps Hobbie from seeing her lips move and mouths=- I KNOW

Hobbie Klivian: -=grunts a little, readjusts her in his arms=-

Myn Donos: -=cracks his Corellian grin=-

Doc Anreson: If I'm too heavy, I can hop along on one foot?

Hobbie Klivian: Hush. -=keeps moving.

Doc Anreson: I don't want to hush -=grins lopsidedly=-

Hobbie Klivian: -=smirks=- You are not heavy.

Myn Donos: -=walks up next to Hobbie and grins=- Are we there yet?

Hobbie Klivian: -=cuts a glare over at Myn=-

Myn Donos: -=smirks at Doc=-

Doc Anreson: -=chuckles and lays her head on hobbie's shoulder=-

Hobbie Klivian: -=lets out a soft contented sigh=-

Doc Anreson: -=winces slightly as movement jars her ankle=-

Myn Donos: -=snickers=- Awwww.

Hobbie Klivian: -=brow furrows=- Did I hurt you?

Doc Anreson: -=shakes head at hobbie, pulls out comlink from her side pocket, and throws it at myn=- -=it misses him=-

Myn Donos: -=grins=- Must be a sign of caring. She throws things at me.

Doc Anreson: -=lifts her head and looks at hobbie=- do you have anything else I can throw at him?

Hobbie Klivian: -=chuckles as they get to her room=-

Myn Donos: -=laughs=- Well if you want to wait to get the Reserve....

Doc Anreson: I shouldn't have to wait, I won that Whyrens fair and square.

Myn Donos: Yes, but throwing things at me could cause me emotional distress...-=gives Doc the puppy dog look=-

Hobbie Klivian: Myn, can you get the door please.

Myn Donos: -=palms the door open=-

Doc Anreson: then we'll just get one huge padded room for the Rogues

Myn Donos: -=snickers=- I think all of us need it. -=grins=- So Doc, want me to get my toy X-wing?

Doc Anreson: You want me to throw the toy X at you? -=incredulous look=- okay.

Hobbie Klivian: -=sits Amanda in the chair and looks at Myn=- Toy X?

Myn Donos: You'll see. -=grins and walks out=-

Doc Anreson: -=winces as she's seated=- Derek, could you get me the medpack? It's in my bag... -=bites back pain=-

Hobbie Klivian: -=shakes head at Myn's retreating back=- Where's your bag?

Doc Anreson: -=nodds toward the closet=- It's in there.

Hobbie Klivian: -=moves to the closet and searches for the medpack=-

Doc Anreson: -=half chuckles remembering the clothing she'd packed, the only common outfit being the same black she wore on tralus, the outfit she'd worn when going to myn earlier that night for prank advice=-

Hobbie Klivian: -=finally finds the pack and repacks the clothes neatly before going back to Amanda=-

Myn Donos: -=walks in his room and grabs the X-wing and it's controller=- -=walks out and heads towards Doc's room=-

Hobbie Klivian: -=stoops on the floor and opens the pack, pulling out cleaning pads=- -=starts to gingerly clean her knee=-

Doc Anreson: -=hisses at the antiseptic sting=- You don't have to do this for me...

Hobbie Klivian: I may as well, I'm here. -=tries to be extra gentle, but knows the anticeptic hurts=-

Myn Donos: -=walks up to the door and opens it=- Hello, here is the X-wing.

Doc Anreson: -=waves=- Hello, X-wing.

Myn Donos: -=sets it down on the counter=- It has it's own little repulsorlifts and thrusters so it can legitmately fly.

Doc Anreson: -=grits her teeth and holds back the pain=- Sound's ... -=hisses=- fun....

Myn Donos: -=looks at Doc=- I would help if I could, but it looks like there's not much I could do... is there?

Hobbie Klivian: -=pulls out a bacta pad and places on the scrape=-

Doc Anreson: -=stops gritting her teeth as the cool sting of the bacta begins to work=- I know Myn.... Hobbie, hand me the bacta-wrap?

Hobbie Klivian: Sure. -=pulls out wrap=- WHat else did you hurt?

Myn Donos: Her ankle at some point.

Doc Anreson: I sprained my ankle.... -=embarrasedly holds out hand for the wrap=- There... there should be a few caf-boosts in there too....

Myn Donos: -=looks sympathetically at Doc=- Don't worry Doc, I've done that several times.

Hobbie Klivian: -=goes back to the bag and hands her a caf-boost=-

Doc Anreson: -=takes down the caf-boost, making the customary "this stuff is icky!" face=-

Hobbie Klivian: -=gently takes sandal off and holds ankle as he wraps it=-

Doc Anreson: -=watches as hobbie wraps it correctly=- Where'd you learn?

Hobbie Klivian: -=mumbles=- self taught

Myn Donos: -=stifles a grin=-

Doc Anreson: 'Self' taught you? must be a good teacher -=lopsided grin=-

Hobbie Klivian: -=chuckles=- Too many injuries.

Doc Anreson: -=is silent in thought=-

Myn Donos: -=grins=- Back when I was a sniper for a living, I had to teach myself how to do some of those things.

Hobbie Klivian: -=finishes the wrap and attaches the end=- You may want to stay off that for a while. It felt like a bad sprain.

Doc Anreson: -=looks at Hobbie chidingly=- I think I know that. -=looks to myn=- So how does that toy X work anyway?

Myn Donos: Well,-=brings Doc the controller and point at the left stick=-, that one's roll left and roll right and the other stick is for up and down. There's no rudder on this version. But that little knob on the side is your throttle control.

Doc Anreson: I'm not so good with this kind of thing.... show me so I don't break it?

Myn Donos: -=grins=- Well, we'll need to find a nice open spot.

Hobbie Klivian: -=sighs and closes the bag, moving to place it on the table=-

Doc Anreson: -=looks at hobbie, her facial expression asking 'what's wrong?'=-

Myn Donos: -=looks at Hobbie, then at Doc, with confusion on his face=-

Hobbie Klivian: -=cuts eyes over to Myn as he shoves his hands in his pockets=- Well, um, I guess I better go.

Myn Donos: You can fly it also if you want.

Doc Anreson: -=bites her lip, unsure what to say, but looks worried=-

Myn Donos: -=sighs=- Look it's obvious that you two need to talk.

Doc Anreson: -=doesn't know what to say=-

Hobbie Klivian: No Myn, that's ok. I've got to get some things ready before we land.

Myn Donos: -=rolls his eyes=- I can guess that there are things that you need to say and it's better you say it now then during the mission.

Hobbie Klivian: -=absently=- When'd you get so smart

Doc Anreson: -=looks down at her hands sadly=-

Myn Donos: -=looks at Doc=- Remember that thing I told you about? -=grins=- Heh, I've always been smart, but this is the first time in a long time that my head isn't completely messed up.

Doc Anreson: -=quietly=- I love you Derek... but I need time to figure myself out....

Hobbie Klivian: -=blinks stunned=-

Myn Donos: aaaannnddd?

Doc Anreson: -=bites lip and looks at Myn=- -=gives him a look that says "do I have to?"=-

Myn Donos: -=nods=- Go ahead an say it. It's ok.

Doc Anreson: -=looks at her hands and still speaks quietly=- and while I"m trying to figure myself, we should cool it a bit..... -=puts head in her hands=- It's coming out all wrong! -=whimpers=-

Hobbie Klivian: -=heart stops for a moment=-

Myn Donos: -=looks at Doc=- You want me to translate for you?

Doc Anreson: -=nodds without looking up at him=- -=thinks: Sith it, why does this sound so much like the 'Just Friends' speech???=-

Hobbie Klivian: This is it... go ahead and say it... "Can't we be just friends?"

Myn Donos: -=looks at Hobbie=- She wants to be your friend. She needs the time, and she cares about you so much that she thinks that you could help her figure herself out, while you could figure out each other.

Hobbie Klivian: -=brow furrows=- I'm not sure I'm tracking.

Doc Anreson: -=whimpers and folds her arms on her knees putting her head on them=- It sounds so wrong..... He's going to hate me.....

Myn Donos: -=sighs and looks down=- Her head is so messed up, she needs someone that she can trust...that's you Hobs. -=looks at Hobbie=- Who knows, maybe the friendship will turn into a relationship.

Hobbie Klivian: -=nods=- I knew this was going to happen. I shouldn't have gotten my hopes up. Alright.

Doc Anreson: -=whispers=- It's not what it sounds like... it really isn't.... It isn't... it isn't....

Hobbie Klivian: She and Myn have become really chummy. This is probably just her getting him to let me down easy. Well, I'm going to go. You two have fun. -=heads towards the door=-

Doc Anreson: -=looks up sharply, tears running down her cheeks=- Please... don't go. -=quietly=-

Myn Donos: -=looks at Hobbie sypathetically=- You really don't have to go.

Hobbie Klivian: -=looks back over his shoulder=- You have Myn. You'll be alright.

Doc Anreson: -=cries out before thinking=- but I want YOU! -=slapps a hand over her mouth and looks away as a blush creeps up her face=-

Myn Donos: I'm just her friend Hobs, you on the other hand are something more. With Doc, I mean.

Doc Anreson: I deserve to be like this.... I deserve for him to leave me....

Hobbie Klivian: -=softly=- You have a funny way of showing it, Amanda.

Doc Anreson: -=covers her face with her hands and weeps=- I knew it... I just... I knew....

Hobbie Klivian: -=shakes head=- I'm her friend as well, Myn. That's it.

Myn Donos: -=frowns=- The thing is that there's something more between you two, and both of you know it. The thing that aggrivates the both of you is that you can't figure it out.

Doc Anreson: -=still turned away, she pulls her hands down as she controlls her tears as best she can, and spins the jade ring on her finger=-

Hobbie Klivian: -=looks sadly at Amanda then back at Myn=- I know exactly what it is. I love her. But... I can't... she can't love me.

Myn Donos: She does Hobbie. She needs you.

Hobbie Klivian: Then... why does she always push me away? Just when things settle down, something else happens. What's going to happen next?

Doc Anreson: -=stops spinning the ring as she listens to them, and wrapps her arms around herself=- I knew it... I knew he'd leave me behind... I'm left back again, but this time he'll always be in my reach, but.... -=begins to slightly rock herself to comfourt herself=-

Myn Donos: Sith, I don't know. She's human, weird things happen to people that really mess with her.

Hobbie Klivian: I'm not trying to mess with her. I just want some semblance of a real relationship.

Myn Donos: Look, a relationship is out of the question until she can figure herself out. You need to be the friend that she can tell her deepest, darkest secrets to. -=quietly=- She's in the same situation that I was in after Lara left.

Hobbie Klivian: I'll be a friend, no worries. I just can't be as close a friend as I want to be.

Myn Donos: And why is that? Are you afraid that she'll go into some sort of relapse? Sith, it sounded so easy at the bar.

Hobbie Klivian: -=shrugs=- I don't know. I just...

Myn Donos: -=fixes Hobbie with a stare that would make Wedge proud=- Look you need Amanda and Amanda needs you. It's that simple.

Hobbie Klivian: -=shakes head=- I need no one. I deserve no one. This proves that. I'll be here for you, Amanda. As a friend.

Doc Anreson: That's it then.... that's the end of it. -=bows her head and keeps rocking herself, not looking at the two men=-

Myn Donos: -=scoffs=- What a lie. It's clear you need her.

Hobbie Klivian: -=looks over at her, tears in his eyes=- She looks just like Wes did. Gods, what have I done? I should have never gotten involved.

Myn Donos: Just because I'm helping her get through this doesn't mean that I can fix her completely. -=looks at Hobbie=- I believe only you hold that key.

Hobbie Klivian: I... I... Come on Amanda, tell me what to do.

Doc Anreson: -=whispers ghost-like, barely audible=- don't leave me behind....

Myn Donos: Come on Doc, just say it. Just say that you need him and love him and you want to be the best friend that he's ever had.

Hobbie Klivian: I won't, but... I can't be expected to just push back all my love for her, can I?

Myn Donos: -=looks at the both of them=- Honestly, how close do you think that you two are to the ideal people that you'd spend the rest of your lives with?

Doc Anreson: -=speaks to herself, quietly=- "Oh! when the soul, once pure and high; is stricken down from virtue's sky;"

Myn Donos: -=whispers=- She's referring to herself... I think.

Doc Anreson: "as with the downcast star of morn,; Some gems of light are with it drawn--"

Myn Donos: -=looks at Hobbie=- Can't you see that she's lost... you are the shepard that will guide her back.

Doc Anreson: "and, through its night of darkness, play; some tokens of it's primal day.,--"

Hobbie Klivian: "Some lofty feelings linger still; The strength to dare, the nerve to meet; whatever threatens with defeat; it's all indomitable will!-." -=looking directly at her=-

Doc Anreson: -=struck by the sound of his voice, she looks up at hobbie, tears in her eyes=-

Hobbie Klivian: -=looking deep into her eyes=- I love you Amanda. I will always and forever love you. You are my one true love.

Myn Donos: -=grins at Doc=- See? I told you.

Doc Anreson: -=looks up into Hobbie's eyes, and finds her comfourt there=- I.... -=is at a loss for words=- I love you too.....-=is all she can say=-

Hobbie Klivian: -=keeps his eyes locked with hers=-

Myn Donos: That's been the whole thing all along. You two clearly love each other but you each doubted that the other one loved you.

Doc Anreson: -=bites her lip=-

Hobbie Klivian: -=softly to Amanda, still not leaving her eyes=- Is that true?

Doc Anreson: -=nods slowly=-

Hobbie Klivian: You doubt that I love you?

Doc Anreson: I was afraid you'd change your mind... -=quietly, unable to look away=-

Myn Donos: You two were afraid that your mistakes would ruin the relationship and would turn the other away.

Hobbie Klivian: Why? What would make me change my mind? -=eyes still ahve not left hers=-

Doc Anreson: -=is able to break the gaze, and looks away with a shrug, absently going back to the habitual ring-twisting=-

Hobbie Klivian: -=clinches hands into fists, his entire body stiffening and shaking in sudden anger and grief=-

Myn Donos: -=quietly=- Umm, Doc, did that ring happen to be a gift?

Doc Anreson: -=hesitantly nods=-

Myn Donos: -=still quiet=- Was it from Ton? Or a family member?

Doc Anreson: -=looks down, suddenly stopping the twisting, folding her hands to keep herself from the habit-=

Myn Donos: -=sighs=- Look Doc, I'm trying to help. Was it from Ton?

Doc Anreson: -=hesitantly nods, afraid to see hobbie's anger for this revelation=-

Myn Donos: -=notices Hobbie=- Look, yes there was probably something that Doc thought would make you change your mind. What it was...the mistakes she made...I'm willing to bet that you thought the same way.

Hobbie Klivian: Stop, Myn. She doesn't want to talk about it. She's not going to let go. It's never going to work.

Myn Donos: It will work. All she needs is some time and a little help.

Doc Anreson: -=slowly does something she hasn't done in almost five years, unable to speak her mind, she tries to show it.=-

Myn Donos: I'm doing my part, -=glares at Hobbie=- will you do yours?

Doc Anreson: -=slowly, she unfolds her hands, and slowly, removes the ring from her right ringfinger, resting it in her palm, but not closing her hand.=-

Hobbie Klivian: -=watches curiously=-

Doc Anreson: -=reaches over and puts the ring on the side table. She won't get rid of it, but she tries to show him in this brief motion that she loves HIM=-

Doc Anreson: I love you Derek, -=quietly=- I honestly love you -=whispers - is afraid to look up, just waiting for him to storm out=-

Myn Donos: -=shakes his head and looks at Hobbie=- I.......lllll...you can say it.

Hobbie Klivian: -=moves over to her and gently raises her chin so she's looking at him.=- -=hoarsly=- Tell me again.

Doc Anreson: -=Her eyes meet his as she whispers=- I love you....

Myn Donos: -=shrugs=- Close enough.

Doc Anreson: -=A silent tear streaks from her left eye=-

Myn Donos: Hobbie... she won't know that you love her too if you don't say it.

Doc Anreson: -=bites her lip=-

Hobbie Klivian: -=doesn't break eye contact=-Shut up, Myn. -=leans down slowly=- I love you, Amanda -=kisses her gently=-

Doc Anreson: -=gasps slightly before her eyes flutter shut and she tentatively returns the kiss=-

Myn Donos: -=grins and throws up his hands=- Finally! -=slips out, hoping that they will be able to work things out on their own now=-

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