Transition has been our family byword since celebrating Christmas '99 with David's
family in Hesperia, Michigan, at his sister's home. Fondly we remember Caleb entertaining
us while "hamming it up" modeling his new fireman outfit!
We've been on the go since March when David flew to Washington DC to
interview for his new position flying military Gulfstreams (C-20's) for the 89th SAM FOX
Airlift Wing, at Andrews Air Force Base. Two weeks after interviewing David was hired;
hence Kathy and he traveled to the DC area to locate housing for the family. Meanwhile,
the children entertained their grandparents in Michigan.
While taking care of Caleb, Grandma Donna observed bothersome symptoms which prompted her
to call David and Kathy and ask them to cut their house hunting short. That they did, and
upon return to Michigan they took Caleb to see his cardiologist, Dr. Amnon Rosenthal, at
the University of Michigan Hospital. After two days of evaluation at the U of M we decided
to schedule Caleb for a fifth open-heart surgery.
April 1st, the day after making this significant decision, David boarded a Boeing-747 in
Detroit bound for the Philippines where he daily preached during a two-week Medical/
Dental Mission. This year, for the first time, despite preaching 8 hours per day David
didn't lose his voice! It was lovely to work and again spend time with Brother Glenn
Kennedy, pastor of our former church in Okinawa. Meanwhile, Kathy and the kids prepared
for the transition to Washington.
Just one night after returning from the PI, David kissed Kathy and the kids goodbye and
boarded yet another plane--this time to Savannah, Georgia to attend a three week
Gulfstream academic and simulator training course. During that time, Sarah and Hannah Joy
prepared for their last ballet recital in Illinois as Andrew and Caleb "helped"
Kathy prepare our O'Fallon house for our first renters.
The second Thursday in May, two days after David returned from Savannah, Caleb underwent
his tenth surgery. Kathy led several sisters-in-Christ in fasting and prayer for six weeks
leading up to the operation. God graciously granted uncanny inner-strength despite the
medical staff's intrepid warning to brace ourselves for a serious battle! As He'd done
many times before, God enabled "The Fighter" to amaze the surgical and hospital
staff with a remarkably quick recovery. Within one week Caleb was back riding the tractor
with Papa Marion.
Caleb remained in Michigan with his grandparents while the rest of the
family returned to Illinois. While there our good friends, the Stocksdales, MacKeens,
Gregorys, and Betkers, along with several other Metro-East Christian Fellowship families
hosted a fabulous Memorial Weekend for our Bosnian friends of St. Louis at a picturesque
Illinois state park. Our next and final weekend in Illinois, Sarah and Hannah Joy dazzled
us with their final ballet recital!
After giving David, Kathy and the older kids a two week headstart, Caleb and his
grandmothers followed them to Andrews AFB, Maryland. Once there, we enjoyed beginning to
make friends in our new neighborhood as we waded though the sea of moving boxes. As we
laboriously transitioned our household from our own 2200 sq. ft home to a 1380 sq. ft base
house, our new neighborhood hosted a 4th of July family parade and cookout. Caleb proudly
waved the American flag as Sarah, Andrew, and Hannah Joy displayed their patriotic colors
on their bicycles.
Throughout the warm summer the children daily alternated between riding their bicycles,
roller blading and swimming while David settled in his new job learning to fly the
Gulfstream SAM FOX-style! Even Kathy made her debut on the precarious single in-line
roller "skates." In early August we were treated to unexpected visit by our dear
friend, Elvir Mandzukic, a Bosnian graduate student from St. Louis. He captured splendid
video footage of Caleb, David, and himself visiting the National Monuments, on the DC
mall.
This fall each of the children advanced a grade in the Ingerson Home School Academy.
Hannah Joy is excitedly excelling through first grade, as Andrew determinedly progresses
through second. In addition to her regular Home School curriculum, Sarah is studying the
classics, including ancient Greek history and culture, science, grammar, creative writing
and Latin, at a two-day a week cooperative academy of home school parents. Hannah Joy is
so excited to be reading! Andrew continues to amaze us with his knack for all things
"hands-on" and mechanical. Sarah's passion for reading is rivaled only by her
frequent "mothering" of the other children. Caleb became quite the opinionated
conversationalist. He never ceased to notify us of what he "needed." Each night
as Daddy put him in bed he'd declare, "I need to read another book."
September 10th: Our family entered a new transition--life without our
precious Caleb! While enjoying a Sunday afternoon church picnic, our beloved
"Fighter" Caleb went home to be with Jesus. After several ascents of the
playground slide, while perched in his daddy's arms, the -playful Caleb, made his last
demand, "Daddy, I need to go swing!" Within seconds of making this request he
threw his head back and was gone
hereafter ever to be swinging in the arms of Jesus.
How bittersweet to know that although we miss him terribly, we shall see him again!
Our family has been blessed by many who've demonstrated their love for us in a myriad of
ways. Our neighbors, squadron mates, fellow Bible study members, and new church family all
rallied around us with food, flowers, and compassionate listening ears. We offer special
thanks to our dear friend, Chaplain Ken Crooks, as well as our beloved brothers and
sisters at our former church, Metro East Christian Fellowship who hosted Memorial Services
for Caleb at both the Andrews Chapel, and Metro East respectively.
Many friends from O'Fallon, Illinois, Indianapolis, Indiana, Andrews AFB, and even Auntie
Patty from Hawaii traveled to our hometown in Michigan to participate in Caleb's funeral.
David's accountability partner from Illinois, Russ Sparger, came to lead worship at the
funeral, with the help of his wife Judy. Our beloved former pastor, Rich Bersett,
accompanied by his wife Charlotte, not only officiated the funeral and burial, but also
offered a poignant eulogy for our special boy. The foremost U of M Pediatric Cardiologist,
Amnon Rosenthal honored us and God by offering the traditional Hebrew funeral prayer of
praise, the "Kaddish."
While, the transition of learning to live life without our special boy has brought us
profound sadness, our precious memories of the small boy with the immense zest for living
have brought great comfort. We relish not only the many memories of Caleb, but also the
knowledge that many have remarked that their lives have been divinely touched through the
life of our little boy. May we ever remember and cherish not only the blessings but also
the God who gave us Caleb for 3 and a half years.
Before leaving the emergency room, the evening Caleb went home to heaven,
we called our long time friend, Ivan Thompson. Ivan had been led of the Holy Spirit to
write three beautiful birthday cards to Caleb when he was just a few months old. Each
year, on Caleb's birthday we marveled as we reread the prophetic cards! That night, God
gave Ivan this song:
Little Fighter Man
Little Fighter Man
You've gone on ahead
Little Fighter Man
We Know you're not dead
Little Fighter Man, you've given us hope
And we know we'll see you again
Though we long to kiss and hold you so tight
We know that Jesus tucks you in at night
Little Fighter Man
You've gone on ahead
Little Fighter Man
We Know you're not dead
Little Fighter Man you've given us hope
And we know we'll see you again
No picture frame can capture your joy
Nor contain the memories of our little boy
Little Fighter Man
You've gone on ahead
Little Fighter Man
We Know you're not dead
Little Fighter Man you've given us strength
And we know we'll see you again
No words can describe the depth of our pain
But we know that our loss is all Heaven's gain
Oh, how we miss you and love you and wish you were home
But now you're dancing, rejoicing around heaven's throne
Little Fighter Man
You've gone on ahead
Little Fighter Man
We Know you're not dead
Little Fighter Man you've given us strength
And we know we'll see you again
Little Fighter Man
You've gone on ahead
Little Fighter Man
We Know you're not dead
Little Fighter Man, now safe in His arms
Yes, we know we'll see you again
Although Caleb has departed this world, we know with certainty we shall
see him again. We have new appreciation for the Psalmist's words, "
Precious in the sight of the LORD is the death of His saints.
" (
Ps. 116:15) In reality, although they
die in this world, they live in His! That's our hope; not just for Caleb, but for all who
call upon Jesus, the One who bears the Name above all names. The One who is the Wonderful
Counselor, the Mighty God, the Everlasting Father, the Prince of Peace. May His governance
and peace abide in your hearts now and always.
In amazement we remember the prophetic words our brother-in-Christ, Clement Ameho shared
with me the evening Caleb was born, as he was undergoing his first surgery.
"
I will not die but live, and will proclaim what the LORD has done.
"
Psalm 118:17
Sandy Horn, an insightful sister-in-the-Lord from our church in Okinawa,
wrote the following in a condolences card,
On the morning of the Sunday Caleb went to be with Jesus: I looked at the ring on my
hand and saw that a diamond had fallen out. Immediately-inside of me-I heard the question,
"What does this mean?"
I know the question didn't originate in my mind, hence, I obviously wouldn't answer
it. When Carleen Lucas called Sunday afternoon for prayer for Caleb and you guys-instantly
the image of my ring with the empty place popped into my mind. I believe that diamond was
symbolic of how precious Caleb is to God (as well as many others), and how many facets of
the beauty of God we were allowed to see because of his life."
We 're greatly encouraged that many commented that Caleb's life brought out the beauty of
the Lord in a remarkable way!
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