Various Poems Written by Nikki
Rowing far from my shore,
farther from those whom I love, whom I hate,
rowing farther from my shore,
I close my eyes and breathe in my final goodbye.
I am castaway into a painless oblivion.
One where love and hate don'e exist.
A calm feelingless oblivion to begin my journey alone.
-Nik
Sometimes we all forget
I forget you're gone, and I'm alive again
Then I remember you're gone and I die again
-Nik
Mocking rage, love, laughter, pain, regret, hurt.
All these emotions fill my heart
and my eyes when they look into yours.
I don't know what to do, what to say.
Maybe this is death.
-Nik
Black as night is all we see,
dark, darkness is all around,
that black hole is again taking over me,
destroying me, breaking me down to nothingness more and more each day.
Until dawn breaks will I realize, will I wake up, will I forget, will I live again,
but where is dawn when I need it, when I desire it, will it ever come,
will I ever be alive?
-nik
