To Hear the Angels You Must Listen with your Heart
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This is our second page it will tell the wonderous feeling of being reunited. This page is of hope for all to see to know that in life there is bad but in the end God will prevail.
Mother and Son Love
The sight when their eyes first met.
The feelings they always felt.
The look that runs so deep
The warmth that fills your soul.
Love they held in their hearts.
Love they knew could not be kept apart.
The bonded love of Mother and Son.
Their hearts aflutter,
Their eyes aglow,
Now they know they will never have to let go.
A day of healing,
Aday of feeling,
The world of their own.
True love has come back to
Mother and
Her Son.....
I guess everyone wonders what will heal all the pain that has been brought on to them. You know that is a quesiton I would like answered from all of you who read this page. What do you all imagine would heal you if you were put through what mom and I have both been through?
You know you go through an abusive childhood with the fear of it always being this way. Let me tell you I have learned that it is not. I have searched many times on line to help myself and to find out there are others and there are many still trying to get out of the abusive relationships, weather that be family, friends, or spouses. And it is very alarming how many of us there are in this world. I have also learned that we can stop the abuse we can stop it so it does not happen to our children. We are not the cause of this abuse so no one else is going to abuse them either. I was going to make this a page where you heard all the terror and the rage infilicted on me but then I realized that mom has done that on her second page. So I have decided the truth of what she has said is enough for us both.
I hope all the adoptees out there will find their parents and their sisters and brothers. They will be able to heal. Let me tell you something that has happened to us, I found out a couple of weeks ago that my adopted mother had died. I always wondered what I would feel like if this happened. Well in the end I felt bad for not feeling bad. But some advice is as simple as this with the person gone you have no fear and you can finally feel safe in your heart and soul.
When my wife and I decided to have our own children we said there is no way
they will ever suffer the abuse that either of us suffered. We wanted our own
family, and it has been great. However before we found mom the fear of the same thing happening to them, as did myself was overwhelming. We got them away from that situation, so that would never happen to them. They are normal heathly children, and I thank god every day for that.
Having to put my past behind me has been hard. It is hard to look back and not have a childhood. But, the great thing is is that it has made me more comfortable looking at the future, and I have hopes and dreams that I can achieve,and that none can ever take away. Before, I can honestly say, I could not do that at all.
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Email: mjdefrees@c-magic.com
