By Matt Allen

The one has to be a memory I see

When It can only be A big part of me

I cant understand the pain That I feel

Still holding onto what I beleive is real

You can hold me back and you can take your time

Will I ever find one of my kind

Somehow i cant and my world is shit

Every single day I deal with it

But I will never quit and I am sick of it

And I will never stop cause my lifes unfit

never thought I knew that this is emptyness

All I had to do was take a big guess

why dont you make sure your in love before you undress

to someone like yourself would be a very hard test

dont try to tell me your the best

dont try to warn me to be like the rest

this shit is all one mess

all you had to do is work that thing behind your chest

but it wont work and you are cold

still gonna be a bitch when you turn old

had to be the one to piss me off the most

so stand up all lets have a great toast

for the whore in the back with the fucked up eyes

for the whore in the back with the fucked up lies

for the whore in the back that i'll always despise

and for the whore in the back hiding in a disguise

turn into someone you hate

thats your fate

hate someone you turn into

alot like you

remind me of the times when you were nobody

Nothing,

by matt allen

Can you see me am I there,

Maybe u are looking Maybe you dont care,

Can you see me in your head,

Maybe im a ghost U dont know what i said,

Can you learn to get by,

Maybe I dont notice because i get high

Can you understand me,

Maybe you should realize im empty...

Cause there is nothing, that I can keep of my own, everyone is scared when they are alone,

And there is nothing when I am alone I'd be better off dead than be on my own,

And there is nothing still waiting for Me, Even on my own theres nothing to see

Nothing stops me from thinking of you

Nothing can take me away from you

Nothing can make you go the fuck away

Nothing can tell you to do it my way

The only way im happy is when im with you

The only way im happy is when i see you

I dont care if im happy it wont mean shit

When i am in a hole with nothing in it!

how can I be happy not being with you

I can stay happy just thinking of you

It isnt hard to think about you

When I saw you I fell in love with you

Disgracful,

By Matt Allen

Humans are a fucking disgrace, such a pitiful display of our race

When it comes down to a kindful display, with something serious we just play

Loading a gun cause we are bored, not realizing our kind that we gored

Billions of people are underground dead, Such an unfairness enters my head

Why did these people have to die, Why dont we answer to humanitys cry

Such a pointless subject to say, hell on earth wouldnt blow me away

Because this world is hell, And our race is lost

And answer me this, for what cost?

people have killed where we live without care, and then the same people think its not fair

polluting our land and polluting our minds, ask for a drug and get names for all kinds

The people who authoritize this land of the free, make money from the suffering of you and me

and everyone in this whole fucking race, they all know that death has a face

not a skull nor a monster or a creepy eyed host

The face is our agony what we fear the most

and there is alot to fear in this world, no turning back, a forwards twirl

So open your eyes and fucking see

that the face of death is society.