There he goes, off to so great things. Amy left yesterday and he’s leaving tomorrow. I’m leaving when? Never; I can’t escape this place because I’m just not smart enough or good enough at anything. Damn him and his chicken shit, his low self-esteem. What the hell excuse does he have to insult me by humiliating himself like that? I’m fucked up, not him. He’s going t go be successful and everyone’s going to love him. I’m not going anywhere; I don’t deserve to be loved. Shit, no wonder nothing works out for me, I’m so stupid.