Thunder said: Well Sir I have no idea, all I know is the Captain got sick and died, and left only us to drive the Ship, none of us knew how. So when we saw this Island we dropped anchor and sit out for this Island, and made it Our Home. No Sir we all are happy here. No Sir we want to stay here.

Thinking of being small I shrink and join my people. Smiling up at Wulfie as I do. Hello Sir, may I help you? No Ma’am this gentleman answered all my questions. OK Sir, as the man looks at all the people he says: Just one last question of you all. Are you ALL happy here? Oh yes Sir we are. This is Our Community, Our Home now. Bowing their heads to us they take their leave. As we all stand onshore watching them leave a smile crosses my face. Thank you everyone! Lady speaks up; no need to thank us Goddess we love it here. It is better than town I have lived in. And I lived in many. You’re a great Goddess and takes care of us. We love you for that.

Thunder did they ever tell you why they were looking for us? Yes My Goddess, he said they got word the ship never made it to the Island it was suppose to. That the Captain was the only one on board expected on the Island and when he never showed up that person called it in. Now he did say the boat yard that owns the ship might come after it. And that we have but no choice but to let them have it. I see I heard myself say. Well have to deal with that when and if the need arises. OK now you Little People of mine, you’ll get use to seeing me this size. We are going to build me a house, winter is around the corner and I believe I can trust My People now. So I’ll stay this size awhile, I’m also afraid that, that man may be watching us from afar for awhile. So let’s say in a week we build my house. Up on the clearing on the hill. Ahhhhh YES Goddess that is what we will do, and it will be a pleasure to spend time with you being the same size as we all are.

Thinking how weird it will feel being small for a week. I hope and pray nobody try and confront me when I’m small be cause I’m not wanting to grow big quite yet. Not till we know those men aren’t watching us. But if need be I can have more little people around me on our Island with another ship. But then that will bring about another later on in time asking about that ship. Hmmmmm what to do. Guess I’ll do everything I can to stay small till we know the ship has passed on without watching us.

Going about asking the ladies if they need any help with dinner they all reply no Goddess it is finished and have been for awhile. We have been trying to keep it fresh and warm. Calling everyone to dinner I rang the meal bell as we call it. Since it let’s us know all meals are ready. Ringing the bell everyone came running out. As we all seated ourselves the ladies including myself, handed out the plates to the men folks and the children. As all us ladies sat down to eat, they looked at me and smiled. Shocking to them I am there size but liking it as well. Now all us ladies will chat a lot together. Thinking back, don’t think I ever did sit and chat with the ladies about anything. Well this week I will make up for it. That is all us ladies will be doing, chatting about this or that, making dresses and so forth we will be making curtains and bedspread and things for my house that we will be building next week. Helping the ladies do the dishes tonight after dinner, we chat and giggle. Talking about husbands or boyfriends or the single men in general. After the dishes was done us ladies walked to a clearing and sat and chatted for awhile, it felt good to talk to women like myself, it has been awhile since I have been able to. Actually been since I came to this Island, I use to all the time with the few female friends I had at home. Wonder if they miss me, or if mom as said anything to them about what has happened. Well the only way I will find out now is if I head back home and see if I am still wanted and still a criminal. Ahhhhh saddening to know what happened to me and maybe even other females like me. Seriously thinking about it I wonder how many other women in my "situation" this has happened to? Really makes you wonder what it does. Ahhhh something to check into maybe if I ever head back home, even if it is for a short while.

Saying my good nights I head to my mountain, my beautiful clearing I want my house built at. As I climb the mountain I smile, knowing this is the spot I want my house it is so peaceful and I can see over the “Whole” town. As my mind slips back to the visitors we had, I wonder if they was honest with us and the company that owns the ship might come after it? It makes me wonder if we will be completely without transportation period. That is a sad thought just in case we decide to head to our homeland.

Laying back in my spot I sleep in I closed my eyes and relaxed. Feeling good to lay still and feel the warm night air caress my body. Lying with my eyes close body relaxed and my mind thinking of a dozen things, I drift off to dream land. Thinking about what I did to the MM and all the little people that was killed in the fit I had when that man raped me? How many have I killed? I wonder, but does it matter, I do many innocent people was killed in my attempt to get away from the rapist. And the thought of MM came back to me, I never felt a bit of guilt or anything, he was very evil, he deserved everything he got. And I never felt anything while I killed him. Squeezing him between my fingers didn’t bring about any feelings, good or bad.

Dozing off into a dreamless sleep finally. I sleep a very peaceful sleep. Waking up fresh and relaxed, walking to the meal cooking area I start fixing the bacon, and sausage and put in the potatoes to brown. Seeing the other ladies heading this way a smiles comes to me face. This is a good feeling to have, I like it. Lady walks up and says: I see you got it all going Goddess, thank you! Sorry I slept in this morning. No! Lady that is fine! No problem I enjoyed it. Smiling Lady opens the cold chest and removes some eggs. Removing the bread from the breadbox, she then returns to cold chest and takes out butter, smiling that she forgotten in the first place. As I say: Snickers I see your mind is other places this morning, Lady blushes and looks away.

Finishing up breakfast as the men and children appear, plates are handed to each in turn. As the men and children eat their breakfast us ladies join in. Asking the men what their plans are today? With them saying not much really, thought we’d relax till next week gets here, we have a house to build then. Looking at them I also say a boat. They look at me funny, I smile and say: “Well if the ship owner comes and gets their ship we will not have no way of going back to our home land if we have to. We need the transportation just in case we need to go back. Nodding in agreement they smile. As we slowly eat our breakfast this morning we take our time and enjoy. It is something we never really have done, was always in a hurry rushing here or there doing this or that. So did you guys really like your hunting trip? As Thunder, Igrow, Wulfie, Blak and rest smile I know they the feeling that went through them at the time of the kill. The feeling of power, strength, and of being in control. It is a great feeling to have, and those that have experienced it love it and those that haven’t are missing lots. But most people will feel it at least once in their lives. So give it time it will happen. Smiling at these thoughts flood my mind, I look up and all eyes are on me. What I say: They all say: And what was going through your mind, you had pleasant thoughts I’m sure. Blushing deeply I lower my eyes. They all laugh at me. Ahhhhh yeah go on laugh why don’t you all. Oh well I’ll laugh when it is my turn to laugh.

Standing to clear the dishes and start doing them I notice the other ladies stand as well. Let’s get the dishes out of the way and call the rest of the day “Relax day!” We will do nothing but have fun and lay around doing nothing. What do you all say to that? I hope you all like it. We will have a day like this every week if you like. Unlike a Sunday. We will call it Funday. Finishing up the dishes as Tani dry’s them we rush trying to hurry, so are day can begin. Let’s start an assembly line going so we can get them done faster. Smiling at the teamwork we share together I see things getting done faster. As we finish up the ladies say: This is the fastest we have gotten done with the dishes might have to do this daily.