~ Never Really There ~

All those feelings I had seem to have been in vain, because once again my heart is broken and I'm left alone to withstand the pain. This time I was hoping for something different thinking the sun would finally rise and that someday he'd be right beside me... to bring new hope into my eyes.

For awhile that's what I thought I had and my heart seemed finally free it was thanks to him -the only one- who had ever brought such joy to me. Though the feelings inside were overwhelming me there was nothing I could do to make him accept the love I had to give and maybe even give some back, too.

So, tell me how- is there a way to mend this broken heart? Is there a way to ease this pain and make a new start? I guess, deep down, I always knew that he would never really care. Of course it wasn't meant to be- since for him it was never really there.