My Legacy
There are things I don't understand,and those things are the things I am not sure if I even want to.Life.The whole purpose of it.It's for us to live,but sometimes it feels pointless to just live without getting anything done.In a video game FF7 there was this person Aeris,and I thought her as the original source of all goodness.If there was any purety in that game,it lived in her.When she died and her friends were under great sorrow,they looked for a reason to go on.They thought of the words she had left behind,how she was there and what she really did.Of course they also had to find their own reasons,own will to do what they were doing.
Before you leave my page,I want to give you my final words,how I see things and maybe this is a little mirror to my soft soul under all the hard words and fancy cover.Those who know me in the chatrooms,know my final line ~Gone to seek the river of purety~ I really didn't know what I meant witht that,until one night I was sitting in my room,looking out to the sky filled with millions and millions of stars.Those are the moments when I can think about the things that trouble me.Surrounded by darkness and silence.That time I thought about my phrase River of Purety.Purety in a corrupted world as we live in now,is well hidden.Where is it then?It's in us all.In our hearts,well hidden and we just have to realize it's there.Not really a hard thing to do now is it?I don't believe that there is a 100% pure person in this world.No-one is.But in us all there is this little corner that wishes to be loved and also can give love in return.Even that big tough guy in your class wishes that,even if he let's people think otherwise.Maybe he just didn't get that kind of love he was looking for,or just had a miserable chilchood.I thought of all the homeless poor people in the world and they actually might be the most richest people there are.Just because they have seen the misery,we normal well living people haven't seen.They do not wish to be homeless,but they just can't help it in.So sad.
I didn't meant to preach or anything by the way *laughs*Life is a wicked thing.It gives all it has to offer if you just know how to take and reach it,but it can also tear it all away from you in a blink of an eye.As in a song it's all dust in the wind.
I am not here to heal the world,make better what's broken or teach you how to live.I am here to live my own life,and share my life with other people it includes.My family and friends.It doesn't take much to have a rich life as long as you're happy with what you are and what you have.That's what makes your life :)