Family Life As Of Now
Mood:  not sure
Topic: Marriage & Friendships
Marriage and friendsip don't mix well. Some friendships can ruin a marriage. Knowing when to walk away or stay and fight for what you believe in is the hard part. Friendships with someone of the opposite sex are not always very good as I have found out from my husband. He values a special friend and what she has to offer him more then he does me. After 23 almost 24 years of being together. He says it might just be his job. I say it is a midlife crisis repeating itself all over again like it happened 5 years ago when he met this female. Yes she is younger then me as well as him. No she is'nt smarter, prettier or sexier then me. She just doesn't know him the way I know him. He says she does. Well she doesn't no matter how much they talk. I have to forgiven him for alot of things he has done to me as well as kids. But I will never forget and I guess that is my problem. I can't forget the pain that he has caused any of us. I can forgive though, but everytime he gets in touch with this women he brings back all of the pain again and again and he doesn't seem to understand that. I am not perfect I know this but he isn't either. I am just a mere mortal woman who loves her husband, kids and grandkids more then life itself. When will he wake up and realize this. Maybe never!