Family Life
Mood:  caffeinated
Topic: Marriage & Friendships

It has been 10 months to the day since I kicked my husband out. I did so because of his affair with his so called friend. I found emails and pics from her. Pics of her nude and even them having sex. And he said Donna Jean Smith was only his friend! He told this woman the same things he told all the others, many others. He told them he loved them, was in love with them and that he wanted a to divorce me and be with them forever. As of today then man still hasn't asked for a divorce nor does he want one. I don't want a divorce either. I love him with all my heart and I can forgive him for all the affairs. I counted at least 12 other women whom he was having affairs with while supposedly working. When will he wake up and come back home and be the husband and father that I expect him to be and leave all these other women alone. If I wanted to I could ruin his last little affairs career and everything by taking all the pics and emails to Camp Dodge and showing them to personell but I haven't. She will get her just rewards for messing with a married man all on her own. I have not cheated on my husband and never will and it has been 3 years since he has had sex with me.

 

Family Life As Of Now
Mood:  not sure
Topic: Marriage & Friendships
Marriage and friendsip don't mix well. Some friendships can ruin a marriage. Knowing when to walk away or stay and fight for what you believe in is the hard part. Friendships with someone of the opposite sex are not always very good as I have found out from my husband. He values a special friend and what she has to offer him more then he does me. After 23 almost 24 years of being together. He says it might just be his job. I say it is a midlife crisis repeating itself all over again like it happened 5 years ago when he met this female. Yes she is younger then me as well as him. No she is'nt smarter, prettier or sexier then me. She just doesn't know him the way I know him. He says she does. Well she doesn't no matter how much they talk. I have to forgiven him for alot of things he has done to me as well as kids. But I will never forget and I guess that is my problem. I can't forget the pain that he has caused any of us. I can forgive though, but everytime he gets in touch with this women he brings back all of the pain again and again and he doesn't seem to understand that. I am not perfect I know this but he isn't either. I am just a mere mortal woman who loves her husband, kids and grandkids more then life itself. When will he wake up and realize this. Maybe never!