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Derealization And Depersonalization

Taken from the book The Anxiety Disease by David V. Sheehan, M.D.
Fifty to sixty percent of patients have symptoms that they find difficult to describe. They will start to explain them and then discover that words can't quite capture the feeling. They may also fear that since it sounds so unusual and bizarre, they will be judged insane. Some have even expressed the fear that theyw ould be committed to an institution.

Derealization means that things around you become strange, unreal, foggy, or detached from you. Said one patient: II feel I'm in another world. It's like I know I'm there, but I'm really not. I feel removed from the situation I'm in. I feel like I'm in another dimension-like a hollow or vacuum-outside the situation I'm in. It's like watching the whole thing from a distance." And anotehr felt "like I was looking at everything through the wrong end of a telescope-it seemed to get more distant and smaller. Sometimes the opposite would happen and everything would feel closer and larger. One day I was going to cross the street and I got this feeling. I felt that if I stepped off the sidewalk, I would sink into a deep abyss andnever make it to the other side of the street, it seemed so far away."

Poem by Emily Dickinson
I felt a cleaving in my mind
As if my brain had split;
I tried to match it, seam by seam,
But could not make them fit.
The thought behind I strove to join
Unto the thougoht before,
But sequence ravelled out of reach
Like balls upon a floor.

Depersonalization is related to derealization. It refers to the sensation of feeling outside or detached from your own body or part of your body.

Note:
These are just symptoms of an anxiety disorder, they do not mean you are going insane.

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