Title: What It Feels like For A Girl
Author: Jami Lynn
Chapter: 1
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the wrestlers used in this story, 'cause if I did, I'd be busy with them right now *grin*. The song belongs to Madonna. And the address to the stories is at the bottom of this email. And don't bother suing me...all you'd get is a half eaten ham sandwich and a bag of chips from 2 years ago.
Distribution: Ask me if you can use it, more than likely I will say yes.
Rating: So far, it's a PG-13
Content: Nothing bad as of yet, probably won't be anything to bad either....maybe some cussing.
Spoilers: Um...anything can happen and I'm just writing as I go, so I don't know yet *L*.
Summary: Molly Holly is just a girl...right? What does it feel like for a girl?
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Email: Jeffs_in_my_box@hotmail.com
Nora Greenwald, known to the world as Molly Holly, walked into the arena in Kansas City, Missouri. Tonight was the monthly pay per view that the WWF held. Nora used one hand to brush her blonde hair out of her eyes, the other hand clutching a black duffle bag tightly.
Just from looking at Nora you could tell that she must have grown up in one of the staples of America. And you would be right. She had grown up in Minnesota, being a tomboy, loving muscle cars.
Nora wore a pair of faded blue jeans that had the knees worn out in them, and showed the skin of her knees. She wore a light pink fuzzy sweater that made her blonde hair glow under the lights. The clothes complimented her figure well, and Nora was proud of her figure. She wasn't stick thin like the other women were. She honestly looked like a good ole midwestern girl. Curves and all. And that's how she liked it.
Sometimes it was hard to remember that she looked perfect in God's eyes. Especially when she was surrounded by so much beauty all the time. Most of the girls were skinny, busty, swimsuit model beauty's that would make Miss America question her self esteem. But that's one of the things that came along with being a girl, Nora guessed.
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Silky smooth
Lips as sweet as Candy, baby
Tight blue jeans
Skin that shows in patches
Strong inside but you don't know it
Good little girls they never show it
When you open up your mouth to speak
Could you be a little weak
***
Nora stood behind the curtain, waiting to go out in front of the entire world and do what she loved to do. Wrestle. She waited patiently for her character to be annoucned. She made sure her black outfit was placed like it should be on her body, before she took one last calming breath. With that 'Molly Holly' was announced by Lillian Garcia.
As Nora strode out onto the ramp and posed for the crowd, she was reminded of her characters recent heel turn. The crowd let out what seemed like one collective boo. Molly Holly sauntered down to the ring, but inside Nora was trying to regain her compsure.
It was hard sometimes when the crowd hated you. It hurt to hear the names they called you. The chants they started. The signs they held. But that was part of the job. She had to suck it up and do what she was told to do.
She let her hands rest on her hips, tossing her hair at the audience as she climbed into the ring. right now she was Molly Holly, and she had to make it seem like the words they flung at her didn't affect her at all. Later tonight, Nora might cry. But right now, it was Molly Holly's turn to act the best she could.
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Hair that twirls on finger tips so gently, baby
Hands that rest on jutting hips repenting
Hurt that's not suppose to show and
Tears that fall when no one knows
When you're trying hard to be your best
Could you be a little less
Do you know what it feels like
for a girl?
Do you know what it feels like in this world
for a girl?
Do you know what it feels like
For a girl?
Do you know what it feels like in this world
for a girl?
***
Nor a walked back up the ramp, again fighting tears. She had been told to job to Jackie. Which she had done. And it hadn't been to hard because Jackie was a wonderful wrestler. She was very skilled and knew what she was doing.
That wasn't the reason that Nora was fighting back tears. She was fighting back tears becuase she wanted to be put into a match where she was allowed to showcase her in-ring skills. Instead of being told to job cleanly to such and such, or to cheat to win in another match.
Vince McMahon didn't seem to like to deal with the women's matches if he could help it. he would give them a four minute match, if they were lucky, and then get them the hell out of his ring. They were just girls, right?
But Vince didn't know that each of the women in the WWF were stronger than that. SHE was stronger than that. The WWF Diva's could easily hold a match for longer, keeping the crowd interested the whole time. But they weren't allowed to do that.
That's what it feels like to be a girl, in the WWF world.
***
Strong inside but you don't know it
Good little girl they never show it
When you open up your mouth to speak
Could you be a little weak?
Do you know what it feels like
for a girl?
Do you know what it feels like in this world
for a girl?
Do you know what it feels like
for a girl?
Do you know what it feels like in this world
For a girl?
In this world
Do you know?
Do you know?
Do you know what it feels like
for a girl?
What it feels like in this world