I know this might be difficult for you to understand but I cannot make any of the done undone, I cannot keep on denying that which is undoubtedly there. This page has really little to do with you, you were never meant to view any of its contents, you were never meant to see this weak and pitiful creation that I really am .

I really truly hope that none of you will ever have to see this site, or at least never against my very will but believe me you would have to be a hell of a trustworthy friend to be given access to this page by me.

Now that you have come this far and have most likely seen all which I really am on the inside I just have one more thing to ask from you. If you cannot cope with me being this way that's fine; turn away from me because, in that case, a friend like you I wouldn't want anyway! Just do me a favour don't pretend to be okay with this if really you are not. You don't have to be affraid of hurting my feelings because there really is nothing left to hurt.

Thanks for your time.