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NAI
Friday, 20 February 2004
And then there was none
No feelings that is.
You used to cry about what I was doing to you but you never really knew what I cried about. I guess it was my fault for never telling you. But someone has to be strong, right?

You used to email me beautiful poems and even those conversations through IMs made me understand what passion is really about. You used to call me and we'd talk about everything and nothing and I'd come over and we'd "chill".

And now?
Now everything seems forced and the only thing that reminds me that there ever was an "anything" are the written words on email and on paper.

And I remember when you made me feel some kinda way and I imagine, I made you feel very much the same.

And you had a great deal of feelings for me.
And then, there was none.


Posted by hiphop3/nai at 12:33 AM EST
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Friday, 20 February 2004 - 9:00 AM EST

Name:

how do u know there are none?

Friday, 20 February 2004 - 12:01 PM EST

Name: me

Maybe it's because I wear emotion on my virtual sleeves. Maybe I'm wrong, but conversations suggest otherwise. Perhaps, it is just a facade and maybe there are feelings, but I don't feel that. I feel a certain detachment between feelings and conversation. I feel like I'm forcing them to continue to feel the way they once felt. I feel like I'm being selfish, again. But they seem to be content in what is now. And I'm happy about that, though I still feel that there are no other feelings attached in conversation. Even moreso cut throat than before, they are. But maybe I read into things too much and I over analyze and over observe. I don't know, it's just a feeling...

Saturday, 21 February 2004 - 12:43 AM EST

Name:

so who were u talking about?

Saturday, 21 February 2004 - 9:06 AM EST

Name: hmmm

i'm a bit baffled because now i don't know if this unknown user is someone i know. I don't feel the need to mention who the person is. I've never been the person to publicize my relationships. All I will say is that this person was very dear to me and helped me put a lot of things into perspective. And if you are that person, you know I'm talking about you...

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