Condemned to darkness..her everlasting light disipated..Once so high above sadness and pain..in a sea of bright colors..as if death had fallen upon her..but had mere remorse..an open field..yielding no flowers..nor butterflies..she is destined to roam the emptiness..her heart an open wound..beating fresh..mind an endless wander..through depths and detail..she watches emotionless..as the blood..seeps from her skin..revealing a time of heartache..memories never to be forgotten..yet no regrets..in a world of pain..near willingness to end it all..somehow still believing it was worth waiting a lifetime for..an instant of one laugh..one smile..each so enchanting..brought the sea of colors to life..endless fields of blooming flowers..each so beautiful and alive..swarms of butterflies..anticipating just one taste..as she sits surrounded by all the beauty..seeing nothing..not hearing the harmonious flutters above..she is oblivious to the bliss bestowed upon her..the butterflies glide swiftly overhead..none can quite reach the tainting flowers below..with envious eyes..they gaze down upon her..bewildering over the flowers she doesn't notice..she lacked appreciation of her gift of life..taking too much for granted..she was blinded by her own doubt..in an instant..the flowers wilted and withered away..the butterflies disappeared in a shade of gray..watching as her sea of colors fade to black..she turns but only to find herself alone..lonliness and remorse..sets in as the darkness grows cold..she regrets not embracing it all with its deserving appreciation..pain and sadness embodies her..nearly overwhelming..her will has weakened..but still finds strength to hold onto the memory..it drives her to go on..dreaming of one day returning to her enchanted field..filling her sea once again with blinding colors.. If you don't comprehend this, then you probably aren't meant to. In dedication..and appreciation of my heart..my soul..my very breath. .u.k.i.l.u.b. 11/24/04
