was i not pretty enough?
didn't i spin like a fairy in your eyes?
didn't i give off enough holiness
to be an angel to you?
didn't i spend enough time
every morning staring at you still asleep?
was i not happy enough?
didn't i run to you after my journey?
didn't i hide the rotten core well enough
to smile for you genuinely?
didn't i reveal enough secrets to you
small details of joy?
was i not in love enough?
didn't i let you take me for the first time?
didn't my breath catch in my throat
when i thought of your dark eyes?
didn't i give enough, do enough
to finally please you?
didn't i?
