Lost

I am lost in a dream
A dream of happiness , a dream of times when i had
everything ,
Everything i wanted in my life , A dream of you
Without you now i have nothing
All i have is dreams of happy times we spent together
Underneath the stars late at night , or in my bed
holding each other in the dark
Feelings of loneliness and alienation are all i feel now
But i remember a time when all i could feel was love
Love for you
And you felt love for me
But now we've grown apart
In body , but never in our minds
In all my life i have never felt the way i did
When i was with you , in your arms
And i sense that i may never feel that way again
Because you understood me , i could be myself
and not just some alter ego which everyone else expects
You say
that we can never be together again
At least not right now , but when? i ask myself
Now is the perfect time
In two years our lives will change
We will all go our seperate ways
And lately the time moves faster , and faster
with each passing day
If we don't get together soon
We may lose each other forever
And that is worse than any nightmare i could ever have
Something that exists purely in my mind
I dont want you to fade away.
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~*~Go B@cK To M@iN P@gE~*~
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