As your arms wrap around my waist, I feel the warmth.
Leaning back against you in thought of our newly found
relationship.
My eyes memorizing this now very special place. Listening
to the sweet sound of all around.
Turning, we face eachother, I find myself lost in your
eyes, their depth enchanting me. I feel a longing that
I've never experienced before, a passion that was hidden
and waiting, needing release. I wonder what your feeling,
as your hand gently caresses my cheek, and you ask me of
my own thoughts. My eyes smile, while I search for the
right words, but not finding them. Pulling me closely and
bending down our lips meet, & the embers ignite. We move
together with waiting, and wanting. Time not permitting
our passions to flame.
In my dreams I have him as mine alone, and my body still
trembles with the memory of his wet kisses, and gentle
hands. Our dreams we share, in patience we wait for that
special moment, that we can be as one, if only for awhile.
So Often I find myself searching.
Its something I rarely understand,
but often question.
I wonder if I'll ever find the answer,
that has been hidden so deep in my dreams.
The step by step life that so quickly diminished all hopes,
and passion.
With a haunting past,
and no outward look on the future
I find myself neither going forward,
or back...and still not in the middle.
I'm touched so sweetly by the few who
have broken down the wall,
and even within those few,
they still don't know "me".
I pray that someday,
I can open the doors wide,
but until then,
the mask that we all sometimes wear,
shows a painted smile.
With swift fingers, the words began to flow through her pen,
Her heart feels the freedom that was locked away,
her mind picks away at the endless words,
forming and shaping,
building them into her emotions.
Her tears have been many,
as she has searched the unknown paths
of her unfollowed dreams, and one by one they fell.
Once, strong hearted, full of life, love, and passion,
now lays to rest deep with in her.
Her dreams, so often dimmed begin to slowly fade away,
but her mind drifts back to a laughter,
and love that once warmed her soul.
Whether he knew it or not, and she never told him,
he inspired her thoughts, his urging,
and confidence in her made her blossom
into a beautiful rose.
The 2 never meeting,
never hearing the real laughter,
the sweet caress of touch,
they remain faceless to one another,
to scared to search the possability of something more,
with so much distance between them.
Only to suddenly realize,
they have more then some experience
in a life time.
They start their Journey
across the endless lines,
in hope that one day,
although they are joined in thought
that together, they can share
in one anothers dreams.
But until then they share whispered words,
of a love unknown to each other.
In hopes of a path to walk down together,
hand and hand as one.
Lying on the earths velvet carpet,
with the stars as my blanket,
the moon with its shining glory, smiles down.
The wind a soft caress to my skin,
as the night air wraps it's arms around me.
The water ripples out its sweet whispers,
I close my eyes and you are there.
The candle glows softly reflecting shadows in the night,
I walk to the window, pushing it open
as the flame begins to flicker slightly
in the breeze.
The scent of the rose drifts into the room,
and my anxiety is calmed.
I sense you are near.
I hear the door open,
your quiet steps coming towards me.
I face you, our lips touch briefly,
but I still feel it's flame.
Our hands entwine
as the soft melody of nature plays their songs
we begin to move together quietly.
This moment forever captured in time.
As the sun begins to rise
I know that you must leave,
you smile at me, filling my heart with warmth.
Turning you leave,
a silent tear shimmers down my cheek, as I awake,
knowing that I hold you each night in my dreams,
reminding me of our love,
a love that can never be.
Each night I hold you my love.
Always & Forever.
A hope, a tear, a life lead in constant fear.
She battles her dreams to set her free,
the lady in battle is unfortunately me.
I fought with strength to break the hold,
alot of men never to be as bold.
Each night I cry with the memory of the past,
wondering how long this pain will last.
The scars are many inside and out.
For each time I look in the mirror I see..
the person he has made me to be.
Though you may see in the daylight the twinkle in my eyes,
at night they are shed with tears.
Awaiting the time, with hope and prayer,
awaiting for the place where there will be,
no more fear.
Time often creeps away, & I'm unable to share all I have to say.
There's nothing more important to me then our love.
Whatever we choose can only be right, the question is are we willing to fight?
We came together by a twist of fate, neither searching for love, but found it to late
We once were near, but now I must go, your true love leaving me, disappointed that I'll never know
So once again, I build the wall, seperating myself from you, and all.
I searched without knowing, I walked with care, until I found him, and found my love there.
For in his eyes I saw, what is every womans dream.
They held a soft twinkle, a spark of life, laughter, & a fire of passion, yet the soft, and gentle side.
They speak with a whisper, & loving caress, that were far beyond a touch.
They captured my heart, and now I see, through his eyes. Though I may never know what caused such sweetness in my life for a short period of time, I will always treasure the look, I last saw in his eyes.
Laughter is a gift, that brightens over our good times, & lightens the rough ones, laughter has a healing quality, & gives us courage. Laughter draws people close to you, as you laugh at life, yourself, & with others, you gain a new perception of your struggles. You will begin to see the speck of lite at the end of the tunnel. Always begin your day with a smile, no matter how hard it may be. It will then slowly take root, into your heart, soul, and feeds others.
I watch them silently as they lay there, each fighting the day to be left in peace. Suddenly a calming of the long day is shown in all their features, as their eyes gently close. A soft smile plays across my lips as I watch the sweet age of innocents wash away the destructions of the day. Their faces display peaceful dreams. My eyes glisten with tears as I reflect on their lives. I see in them a reflection of happiness. The reflection of love, the mirror of life as me.
