*wednesday, september 26
what is this, wednesday? jesus. hey, know what's cool? i wrote the music council thing for the back page. that's fuckin' right.
I don't really consider myself to be good at any one thing. I'm not really sure what I'm doing here. My thing is just a place and a people, and even that legacy has ended.
I'm not really sure why I'm so upset about the beginning of school and what not, but I'm sure it's a mixture of the death of summer (there's a really good Indigo Girls song about that... kinda about that... but kinda obscure... > maybe you know the rest of that quote!!?) and the beginning of school. I guess sometimes I'm not really very positive or optimistic about school. In grade 10 I couldn't wait for it to start and it did so well. If it weren't for people and occasions hitting re-start buttons, I would have been set. But I'm not going to blame the bad beginning of the year on any one thing, so yeah.
I think right now I just need something to live for, and the closest thing I've got is pretty abstract.
~check ya later
