*wednesday, january 30
Basically everything these days is vocational training and homework. Not that I'm really doing either of those two things on a regular basis, but I guess that's what occupies my mind most of the time. That and ghosts. I've decided my fear of the dark is a serious problem that needs to be addressed. I didn't used to be afraid of the dark, or of my own house, but now I am. I think it started when I started staying up later than my parents, ie. walking around the darkened house by myself. But chances are that in my subconcious it's not the darkened house that's bugging me. However, I have no degrees or anything, which is why I need a professional to actually help me with this.
As for homework, I haven't actually started any of my main assignments yet, but I do know that February is going to be insanely busy... and if it's not busy, then you know that I'm just failing all of the 60 million presentations I should be doing. Hehe. My hair is tugging... I STILL wish I could buzz my head 'cept for the whole ugly/cancer-patient thing. Maybe one day. My mum made cafeteria meat for dinner tonight which I was v. unimpressed with.. among other things in life .. (e?).. Don't arrange to have me sent to no asylum: i'm just as sane as anyone (it's just a game I play for fun). Mariea stayed for dinner.. I think maybe that was one of the first times that has happened... It went pretty well. My mum says when I hang out with Mariea I talk like her (knew that... heh) and she can tell when it's her on the phone (that's funny).
Well, I finally updated... but don't expect another one for a while. I don't really have any major interest in the internet these days.
~check ya later
