*saturday, september 15
...seasons change and mad things rearrange but it all stays the same...
It's funny to think back on days like in grade 5. I went to Eugenia's house tonight, and especially with the way she's redone her room it made me realize how long it's been since I've been there. I used to be there every weekend. I guess there's a place for every spot in my life (like how the end of this summer was Future's. I miss Sara like you don't understand. You actually don't). Genie's cat was even sitting on the bed and everything. I remember going to her house back in tha day with her old cat whose name I just realized I can't even remember. She was 17. That's old for a cat. Walking up Genie's stairs reminds me of a long time ago, like my whole history meets me up where the bathroom turns into the hallway and I swear my brain is singing The Archies (Sugar Sugar) to me.
So what are my newest relevations on life as we know it? I ent got any. My year has been sucking so far, and it has consequently made me upset. We're going to war: enough said. I don't want to die. Are we ACTUALLY going to war? Are these just going to be a few bombs traded back and forth? Is this the nuclear annihiliation as we know it? Even if I think one or two people have the answers, they don't. Not only one person can have the answers. No one has all the answers. But I can just keep on asking- not just about the whole World Trade thing but about life- so I hope you can put up with it.
~check ya later
