"I'm so glad your this happy."
I say.
"Why wouldn't I be happy?
I'm thrilled!" AJ says.
"Now that you know...I can
explain the last night to you. The reason I wouldn't make love to
you was because I didn't want to without telling you that I'm pregnant.
And then, when I started thinking about telling you, I got nervous, which
made me sick." I say.
"Oh, that sums it up pretty
good. You had me worried for a while there; especially when you said
you weren't going to the 'Sing-in.' Wait a minute; when did you decide
to go?" AJ asks.
"Well, this morning.
I heard you talking to Howie, and then Howie and I started talking.
The plan just kind of...came to me." I say.
"I'm glad it did.
That was the biggest surprise I've ever had in my life. You must
have been so scared; I know how you don't like all eyes on you."
AJ says.
"I just kept thinking about
you baby. That made the fear go away." I say.
AJ moves forward and kisses
me sweetly; barely slipping his tongue in my mouth. Feeling his tongue
moving past my lips gives me goosebumps. AJ moves down; kissing me
down my neck, making his way to my chest, then back up again. I push
AJ's jacket off, exposing his rippling chest. He leans back on the
couch as we kiss each other. I make my way down his chest; kissing
his nipples, as I move my hands up and down his body. He lets out
a small moan as I lick his nipple. I make my way down his body; I
can feel his muscles quiver as I lick his stomach.
"Are we really going to
do this?" AJ asks.
"Oh yeah; it's been too
long." I say.
"What about the baby?"
AJ asks.
"I went to the doctor; me
being only two months along won't hurt the baby. I mean, it's only
the size of a pea right now hun." I say.
"I just don't want anything
to..." AJ says as I cover his mouth with my hand.
"AJ. I want you to
make love to me tonight." I say.
AJ looks at me, smiles,
then gives me a passionate kiss. He picks me up in his arms,
walks into the bedroom, and lays me on the bed.
(Brian and Sarah's room)
"Sarah, do you think AJ and
Suzanne are...well...you know?" Brian asks.
"What? You mean getting
it on?" Sarah asks laughing.
"Don't call it that...there's
a difference from getting it on and...you know...making love." Brian
says.
"Oh really? Please
educate me on this oh wise one." Sarah say still snickering.
"You know already...your
just messing with my head." Brian says.
"No, I'm not. I want
to know what you think of it." Sarah says more serious.
"Well, having sex,
or getting it on as you put it, doesn't involve much emotion. You
can have sex with someone and not love them; it's just known. But
to make love to someone. When you make love to someone; you love
them with all your heart, all your soul. You center your total purpose
on making them happy; even if you get hurt by it. You want to make
them happy, emotionally and physically. To make love to someone;
that's when you use all the love you have for them to make their body feel
good." Brian says.
"Gosh Brian, that was pretty
deep." Sarah says.
"Well, that what...that's
what I was doing when..." Brian says.
"When what?" Sarah
asks.
"That night at you and Suzanne's
apartment. When you and I...made love." Brian says. "I
was just describing what I was doing for you; that's all." Brian
says sitting on the edge of the bed as he looks down at the ground.
Sarah pauses for a minute.
She's never felt this many emotions before. She's over joyed, a little
guilty, and totally in love. She almost doesn't know what to do.
"Brian." Sarah says.
"Yeah." Brian says
looking up at her.
"You're the first guy I've
ever 'made love' to." Sarah says looking deep into his eyes.
Brian smiles and says, "You're
the first girl I've ever 'made love' to, too."
Brian kisses her passionately;
knowing that this is a step higher on the ladder.