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Chapter 54

Tiffany walks in the room and hands me some crackers and 7up.
"Here, this should help settle your stomach.  Did you get to talk to AJ?"  She asks.
"Yeah, we had a pretty good talk.  I can't help but miss him more each time I talk to him though."  I say as I nibble on some crackers.
"Well, that's expected.  I mean, you guys are going to be married.  Right now all you want is to be with together 24/7, this has to be hard for both of you."  Tiffany says.
"Don't remind me."  I say turning my head.
"Sorry.  So, are you going to go to the doctor about being sick?"  Tiffany asks.
"I'm too busy to, Sammy needs me every second."  I say.
Tiffany pauses, then says, "But if you are sick, you could give it to Sammy."
I say, "You're right, and AJ did tell me that he wanted me to go.  I'll go within the next couple of weeks; when I find some time.  So are we going to go see Sammy?"
Tiffany says, "Yeah" as we walk towards the door.

(That night while Tiffany and I watch Jay Leno)

Jay Leno says, "Well, next up, we have some performers that I have had on the show many times.  The are getting ready to tour in Europe right now, but not without visiting my show.  Here they are performing "If I Don't Have You" Backstreet Boys!"

The music starts.....

Everyday, girl I would go and pray
You'll come back home and don't take too long
Cause since you've been gone
Everything's gone hurt and wrong
I wish you were here, holding me near
You know I'll go outta my mind
If you ever left my heart behind
So I'm begging you please
Bring your sweet love back to me(please come back to me)

If I don't have you(If I don't have you)
To hold on to(don't know what)
I can't hold on(can't hold on)
This world alone(this world alone)
baby it's true(baby it's true if I don't have you)
If you said goodbye(you said good-bye)
Girl, I would die(girl, I would die)
I'm a star with no night
A day with no night
 If I don't have you

Late at night I wish to hold you tight
But you're not there(you're just not there, baby)
I know you still care(I know you still care)
And oh, how I need, your softly love, lovely kiss
you gave to me, so tenderly

We used to feel, time would stand still
When I see you, baby you will
So hurry home, you know you make me just so...oh..

If I don't have you(If I don't have you)
To hold on to(don't know what)
I can't hold on(can't hold on)
This world alone(this world alone)
baby it's true(baby it's true if I don't have you)
If you said goodbye(you said good-bye)
Girl, I would die(girl, I would die)
I'm a star with no night
A day with no night
If I don't have you

You know I'll go crazy without you

If I don't have you(If I don't have you)
To hold on to(don't know what)
I can't hold on(can't hold on)
This world alone(this world alone)
baby it's true(baby it's true if I don't have you)
If you said goodbye(you said good-bye)
Girl, I would die(girl, I would die)
I'm a star with no night
A day with no night
If I don't have you

If I don't have you(If I don't have you)
To hold on to(don't know what)
I can't hold on(can't hold on)
This world alone(this world alone)
baby it's true(baby it's true if I don't have you)
If you said goodbye(you said good-bye)
Girl, I would die(girl, I would die)
I'm a star with no night
A day with no night
 If I don't have you

The crowd erupts with cheers and screams as the guys bow.  Jay motions for them to come over and have a seat next to him.
"So, how's the tour going for you guys?"  Jay asks.
"It's going pretty good.  We're performing to sold out crowds all over the place."  Brian says.
"Yeah, everything's running pretty smooth.  No canceled shows, and everything is running on schedule" Kevin says.
"Well, judging by the crowd here; I can see why the show's are sold out."  Jay says.
"Now, not to pry in your personal affairs, but I heard that a couple of you are in very serious relationships."  Jay says.
"Yes, AJ and I are in relationships with some great women."  Brian says.
"And, a lot of people have known that we are in these relationships.  The thing they don't know is how serious mine is with Suzanna.  I was waiting for the right moment to announce it publicly, and this feels like the right time.  On Christmas morning, I asked Suzanna to marry me."  AJ says.
"Is he crazy?  Those girls are going to go crazy!!!"  Tiffany says.
"Yeah, I know.  AJ, baby, get out of there."  I say talking to the TV.
There's a hush over the crowd.
"So your really tying the note?  What about you career, how do you think this will affect it?"  Jay asks.
"Hopefully, the fans will realize that I'm still the same ole AJ.  And that I still sing the same, I still dance the same, I still love my fans the same.  I also hope that they realize that I can't stay single forever.  Don't we all have a right to find that special somebody, to fall in love, to get married, have a family?"  AJ asks.

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