"What?"  I say  "I know you are all thinking about it."

"I guess your right."  Kevin says  "This is a pretty big deal.  I mean, without AJ we aren't Backstreet Boys.  Each one of us makes a special part of BSB; and if one of us isn't there, it's like none of us being there."  I look at AJ who's sitting on the couch; he has his head hanging low.  He looks sad.  I walk over to him and sit next to him.

I give him a sideways hug and say, "This isn't your fault you know."

"Well what are we going to do?  We have a movie to film and we have a bunch of concerts this month.  It's just to much stuff to put off."  AJ says sadly.

Brian and Sarah walk over and Brian says, "Hey, we'll make it.  We made it when I had my surgery, and we'll make it now."

"Who all's tired?"  Kevin asks

"Your right."  Sarah says   "None of us has had a very good sleep.  Lets go to bed and we can think clearly in the morning."

"Well, actually, it is morning."  AJ says with a smile.

"Now that's the smile I've been looking for."  I say  "He's right though, I'll call everyone and tell them what happened.  Brian, Kevin, you can take the couch and loveseat.  AJ you can take my bed, I'm not very tired, I think I'll go for a walk."

"OK," they all say.  Kevin and I help AJ to my room and he lays down on the bed.

"See you when ya wake up," I quietly say to AJ as I walk out.

I grab my keys and say bye to everyone else, then I start out the door.  When I get outside, I start to walk for the park.  I like to go down and look at the ducks on the pond.  After about an hour of walking I reach the park.  There are some families there, having picnics and walking around.  I walk over to a bench next to the pond and sit down.  I'm sitting there for a while when I hear someone behind me.  I turn around and see Heather.

"Hi"  she says quietly

"I wouldn't think you would have the nerve to face me.  You know what you did is majorly wrong, and you know that I majorly am not happy with it.  If I were you, I'd stay away from me."  I say as I turn my back to her.

Heather says softly, "Suzanna I'm really sorry.  I know I shouldn't have..."

I cut her off and yell, "Don't apologize to me.  You should be apologizing to Sarah and Brian.  You almost ruined their intire relationship.  I say again to you, stay away from me if you know what's good for you."

"I know I was wrong, but you shouldn't hold it against me."  Heather yells

"HOLD IT AGAINST YOU!  you deserve to have it held against you.  You purposely tried to break Sarah and Brian up!  We all have reason to hold it against you."  I yell then I turn around and start walking back home.

I walk for about fifteen minutes, when I hear a car behind me.  I turn around, it's Heather.  She slows down, so she can talk to me.  I begin to walk faster.  She keeps on begging me to forgive her, but I won't.  I keep walking for awhile, and finally almost reach home.  I start to run, so that I can get her to leave me alone.  She stops her car, gets out, and starts running towards me.  I started getting mad and a little scared, so I stop and turn around ready to punch her.

"If you don't leave me alone, you're going to more than humiliated."  I yell

She stops in her tracks and says, "Look, you have no right to ruin my life like this."  Just then some girl runs up from beside and tackles Heather.  She starts screaming and yelling at Heather.  Heather is screaming and yelling for help as the person punches her.  I run to Heather and pull the girl off of her.