"Frail body, crushed heart and a mind in turmoil"
WRITTEN BI:
I don't want to see the ugliness of my words.
Like the flickering of a candle,
Arms always open, heart always closed.
Rage In Peace!!
Maybe in time,
I don't want to feel what i know cant be heard.
Shattered dreams that have never begun.
My life in turmoil,
My life in void,
Thoughs and emotions, my song is unsung.
Images flash, racing through the emptiness.
And like the shadows,
Fade To nothing.
Suppose i could fake it,
And hope the feeling goes.
Suppose i could pretend,
And not expect the sears.
But it wont work,
I always get burnt, i ALWAYS get burnt.
I do it to myself.
My lonely heart.
My tired body,
Can fall apart.
I want the courage to face these fears
I want the wisdom, to know when they near.
Time will be kind.
And maybe in time,
My emotions i will find.
Maybe in time,
I will sort myself out,
Learn to cope and extinguish these doubts.
Or maybe in time,
I will come to realise
That maybe im just scared,
Scared of falling in love.