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Chatper 3
They say life, or being a person, is really hard. Weird, twisted, confusing, dumb, idiotic, crazy, and a lot of other words that don't make sense. Now, here's something that really doesn't make sense. Being mean and horrible, is the only way to get somewhere in this world. Being nice, isn't going to get you anywhere, except maybe to the pyschological dumpster. My kindergarten teacher used to tell me to be nice, because if you were nice to someone, they'd be nice to you. Back to that example, that, is the truth, according to Patrice. I don't remember when she said this, or maybe she was really hyper and didn't even know what it meant. When I got home and flopped down on a pile of cushions in my room, listening to Hanson on full blast, this stuff just came to me.
"Mmmmm....." I hummed along to 'Where's The Love', though the music was on so loud I couldn't hear my own voice. I was just humming too softly, yeah, that's it. Suddenly, this thought flashed through my mind. An inspiration, an explaination, an answer, whatever! Maybe, if you were always mean and horrible to people, they would be kind of scared, and be nice to you. Meanwhile, if you were nice and all, they would probably think you were too 'soft'. In a way, you would become vulnerable. That was cruel, really cruel. I shook my head, this really wasn't the right veiw. But, was it true? I thought for a second. It was. I remember watching 'Back To The Future' and in it, Micheal J Fox's dad was always getting picked on by this guy called.... called...... called.... I don't remember his name. It doesn't matter. Anyways, everyone was quite nice to this guy, and mean to Fox's dad.... Fox's dad was really a softie. An outraged voice sliced through the music through the intercom in my room, interuppting my thoughts. Someone was at the door, and they were, very mad.

I could still hear Zac's handy dandy drum work as I went downstairs, and my house was already quite spacious. Oops, I must have had it on louder than I thought. I gathered up my best angel smile and opened the door. My next door neighbour and across the street neighbour, Mrs Pycross and Mr Cremis were standing outside, matching expressions of doom on their faces. I was glad Derrick wasn't home, he had this thing about neighbours with doom expressions. Or rather, neighbours coming to complain.
"Er... good afternoon Mrs Pycross, Mr Cremis." I raised my voice, in attempt to drown out the music, it didn't work.
"Robyn, I can hear this music loud and clear in my hous across the street." Mr Cremis frowned.
"Umm... I left my full length windows open again?" I joked, but they didn't laugh.
" Miss Albert, my 12-yr old son is trying to do his homework right now, and he can't possibly concentrate with that..... that..... racket all over the neighbourhood. It's deafening." Mrs Pycross sniffed.
"Umm... ma'am, I thought Nathan was a Hanson fan." Blunder. Wrong thing to say, Mrs Pycross had to be one of those old fashioned ladies, you could tell from the dress she wore and the way she acted. Formal, polite, all that. Thinking quickly, I got myself out of the mess by promising to keep my windows shut and turn the music down. Hurray! I got rid of them. I stuck my tongue out playfully at their retreating backs.

After seeing my neighbours off, I went back upstairs to think, this time I did turn the music down, much to my disliking, but I kept my full length windows open. I had this thing about keeping them open when I was thinking. It was like keeping my mind open. Being open minded, something like that. I don't know how long I was sitting there on the cushions, but I do know half the time I wasn't thinking about whatever I was thinking about before. I forget things in a flash, so don't ask. By the time my brother came home, at 7:30pm, I was tired of sitting there, and my bones ached. Ouch! What a bad combination. Wincing, I stood up and went downstairs, seeing what was for dinner.
"Hey baby sis. It's about time you came down. Mom and dad are coming home this Friday." Derrick greeted me with raw stuff that needed to be cooked. Just great, my stomach was growling for food and here was this piece of raw meat and other stuff and needed to be cooked. I was glad mom was coming home. I haven't seen her and dad for almost a month. Grabbing the chopping board and knife, I got to work.
"I see you won't be complaining. You'll finally have some edible food when mom does come home." I joked. Derrick laughed as he plugged in the electirc can opener and tossed a can of gravy up and down.
"Yeah, I really will starve" He grinned. Both of us rarely cooked, usually the housekeeper, Madeline came and did all this. But she was off today, which was rare too. Madeline was nice, you know one of those typical middle aged housekeepers. She was my second mom. My mom, like my biological mom wasn't a housekeeper type. She was strictly business, like if she wanted something, she just went for it. Zoom! Just like that, she's really strong and independent. I like to think that I'm just like her. My dad, was even more businesslike. Both of them ran this big law company. Usually they were in New York. We have a really nice apartment there, it's almost as big as a townhouse, like two levels. Anyways, I decided to ask my fave and only bro, if I was like mom. Really insulting, he doubled over and laughed so hard he nearly dropped the can of gravy. "You? How?" He managed to gasp. Frowning, I knew I had to put him on the right track.
"You know, like strong and independent. Determind.... stuff like that."
"Ummm... how do I put this?" Derrick stopped laughing, but he still had a silly grin on his face. "Sis, your more.... human. I mean like, picture this. A mom type, but with more feelings, and more expression. Get it?" He asked. I knew he was just trying to be nice. I wanted him to say whatever he wanted to.
"Come on Derrick, just tell me the truth." I said.
"The truth is, you need work. A lot of work. But you're getting there."

Since Derrick did the dishes that night, it was only fair that I took out the trash. I mean, I was trying to show I was independent and all that. I don't know why, but that fight with Tyler made me feel like a 3 yr old. And 3 yr olds weren't independent and strong, were they? Of course not! Not to mention I had embaressed myself by making a scene where the whole high school could see. Tying the trash bag out, I walked outside. Now, guess who I saw? Oh.... yes. It was my ol' next door neighbour, Tyler Hopkins, taking out the trash. Ugh, was heaven really that unfair? Ignoring him, I quickly disposed of the trash and was about to walk back to the house when this thought struck me. OK, so if I really, really wanted to prove I was independent and stuff, I should call for a peacetalk. Yeah, that would be it. I turned around and walked over to his driveway. Tyler looked up at me and snorted. Ugh, that was insulting!
"What do you want?" He asked rudely. Oh, that was really insulting! I wanted to prove I was independent, yeah, and STRONG! If someone was strong, I seriously doubt they would tolerate this and let people walk all over them.
"Excuse me? Hello! I'm trying to be nice here." I burst out. Whooops! That was a really blunder. Tyler straightened up.
"What I just asked what do you want?" "Yeah, like I'm here to rob you or something." "That is not true!" "Yes it is!" I said loudly, I didn't mean to make it sound like it did sound. Accusing, loud and rude. Oh...... this was going to be a backfire, I could just see it. But that didn't mean I was going to back down, no way.
"You know something Robyn? You're just plain stupid, and trying to cover it up." Tyler said. Oh! That hurt. It really did. He was the first person and this was the first time that someone said something like that to me. I was barely holding back tears, I couldn't believe how much it hurt, like it was just unexpected.
"Oh yeah? And you're just some immature jerk who gets a kick out of doing geeky jokes." I shot back angrily. There was this big silence, like really big silence. I could tell I had hurt his feelings by the way his eyes clouded over and how he was silent. You see, when you're hurt, your brain usually doesn't react that fast. I started feeling bad, like really bad. I turned and stormed into the house. This proved it! Tyler Hopkins was as much of a moron as there could be!

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