Poems

A Poem(song?) by Jay G... a really special friend of mind,


and i bet you wonder why, 
i cant look you in the eye, 
when i see you
sometimes when i'm low
	
                and i always wonder how. you can keep your head so sound. 
as we pass and  you smile at me
	but i always turn away. trying not to say. 
all those times that i felt perfect in your arms.

now the days seem so long, because i'm all alone.
it makes me wonder how we could ever have come to such a decision 
as this.

	she says its nothing cause of you. 
there's nothing you can say or do.
so let me change my mind 
	this time. i'm sure the truth is only one more tear away. 
so please
save it for another day.
	
	and questions i despise. beautiful but sinister disguise. 
	something take her mind  off of the pain. 	
she said things can't be that bad.
	cause if you look at we have. 
	
it makes me wonder how we could ever have come to such a decision 
as this.

	he says i'm the one. we don't have so much fun.
	when he's gone, he's coming home real soon and then.
	he's going away again. i never know when he'll be back.
	i'll never know just why he had to go away.

	she says i'm the one. we don't have so much fun.
	when i'm gone, she's coming home real soon and then.
	she's going away again. i never know when she'll be back.
	i'll never know just why she had to go away.
	                                         ...and it makes you wonder
why, i can't look you in the eye.




Amanda Fushtey's poems

You

My eyes are once again stinging
with un-cried tears.

I know that you will want me again.
I miss you.

I miss the glow in your deep blue eyes,
When you are interested.

I miss that smile of yours.
And my hand in yours.

I know that I will never
Taste the sweetness of your lips.

My heart aches for you.
I want you back.

I want you back,
In my arms...
Forever.

I love you.





Alone

Alone in the darkness.
No-one to love,
No-one to love me.
I could die tomorrow
No-one would care.
Lying there.
Alone in the darkness.

There is a light in my darkness.
Someone to love,
Someone to love me.
I could die tomorrow,
They would care.
No longer alone in the darkness,
But together in the light.



The Postcard

The cool crisp winter air
Blows harshly at the naked trees

The snow is so pure white
It's almost blinding.

As far as the eye can see
Is white, clumps of naked trees.
Decorate the horizon.

It looks like a postcard.

One lone wolf runs across 
The barren plains

It scratches at the ground.
To find some food.

Not a soul around.



Love

If love is a gift,
Then why do people throw it away?

If love is a feeling that only you can explain,
Then why do people judge it?

If love is supposed to make you happy,
Then why does it make you feel so sad?

If love is supposed to heal,
Then why does it hurt so bad?

If love is only for the lucky,
Then why do the unlucky claim to be in love?

If love is only true,
Then why do people lye about it?

If love is only with that special person,
Then what is that other feeling?




Poems by Ryan

hole


writing new words in my head
a poem flowing through my eyes
my thoughts ride my mind, they fly
and sit with feelings beside me in bed

i tell them i dont want them anymore to pin my to the ceiling.
to leave me be, in darkness of sickly richness
of no thoughts, no breath, to testify to my feeling
i dont care, I dont feel, why should I?

as my feelings and thoughts fly by
and leave me to wonder what I'm missing
but I cant let go, cant let my guard down
with less than heart, all my soul I'm kissing

goodbye



Tender Loving Hate


I have addictions to an unclean world
tears fall thier last, drench the dirt with emotions lost
i await fates untimely shit
a death or my paramore
and I hate it but I live it.
and grip tighter each day until I break
I love my hate, it keeps me warm
Its my friend, my nightly date
and feel the emotion i hate you all
my feelings be my demon, my tears be my fall







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