I pretend to not think more than I really do!! I don't know why, but I don't want to talk to people much about what goes through my mind much!! The truth is that I think a lot!! There's always something somewhere to remind me of something, or get me thinking of something!!
I don't know why, but I'm putting some of my thoughts right here for whoever to read and judge!! BUT before you continue...please remember this is only one person, one stupid little teenager's views!! They don't mean as much to the world, let alone another person, as much as they mean to me!!
Have you ever sat back and think about God?? It's not a rare thing for people to do!! At least, I don't think it is!!
I personally don't try to think of God much!! I believe in Him and I pray to him whenever I feel someone I love is in need of His grace!! Or when I see someone, anyone at all, and I think they need Him!! But He is so everything it seems wrong to think much of Him!! Too many questions come to mind!! Questions that doubt God and His love for everyone!!
What type of questions?? Questions about the world!! About us!! And why our Lord doesn't seem to be there!!
Go to any city, anywhere in the world and what do you see?? You see people living on the streets!! These people see the wrong side of life!! If you think you have problems, just think about how many these people have!! My heart goes out to everyone I see!! And I can't help but wonder why isn't God helping them?? Why is He putting them through hell?? What did they do to get that in return??
And what about the sick people in our world?? And the 3rd world countries?? And war?? And long time pain?? Where is He when He's must needed??
I also don't understand the Church!! Why are we all suppose (though many, and I am one of them, don't) to go to Church?? It's called The House Of God!! And we're suppose to go there to be closer with God!! At least that's what I've been told!! I don't understand why we have to go some place to be "closer" to God when God's suppose to be everywhere!! How can we be closer if standing on a street corner is pretty much the same!!
Now don't get me wrong here!! I believe in God!! I pray to God to help others!! I hate praying for myself!! I think it's wrong to ask too much from our Lord, and I ask for a lot already!! Everyday I ask Him to watch over everyone I love and who matters to me!! I ask Him to help people I feel can use and need His help!! And And I ask for happiness!! Not for myself but for anybody in the world that could use a little cheering up!! The person (if my prayer get answered) whom gets picked for the little extra happiness is God's pick!! I'm a little happier knowing I'm trying to help others!!
I'm a true blue angel believer!! Do you believe in them?? I don't know why I believe in them really!! I just feel like there's something out there helping me through life!! Helping others through life!!
I've believed in angels since I was young!! Really young!! I love reading about them, writing short stories about them, listening to others talk about them!! There are so many different views on angels!!
I pray to angels like I pray to God!! I also tend to draw angels when I'm stressed out!! If I'm in the middle of a really hard test I'll draw pitures of angels and pray!! I relax that way!!
Like I said, I don't really know why I believe in them!! I know it's not from the bible!! Or because of what other believers say!! I might believe in them cause I can't explain them!! Can't see them thought I feel that they're all around all the time!! They're a mystery I can't solve!! But believing and praying brings me to a peace!! I hope I'll never lose my faith!!
Another thing I believe in, but can't explain!! I don't read about aliens and I don't like to watch them on tv unless it's something funny!! I don't want to push myself in aliens!! But they cross my mind often enough for me to get some ideas!!
I have three theories on them!!
One...Aliens do not come from somewhere in space!! They are just beings from another demention(sp??)!! They just so happen to be so smart that they were able to think up a way into our world!!
Two...Aliens are from somewhere in space!! Just like you see on tv and stuff!!
Three...Aliens come from another planet!! They were like we are now!! Only for them it was millions of years ago!! They were like we are now when we were only mirco thingies!! Like Mars right now...there are mirco thingies (or so sciencist clame) on Mars!! Maybe they'll grow into plants, which will grow into animals, which will grow into monkeys, which will grow into apes, which will grow into humans!! Then there will be humans on Mars and we, by then, will be what the aliens are to us today and we'll go study them as the aliens are doing to us now, to see what we were like!! Or something like that!!
I have too much time on my hands don't I??
Dreams. Is there anything else in this so-called world that is greater than a dream?
Dreams are the most amazing thing God gave to us. They are everything about us and more. They are what we are and what the world around us is. Dream in colour. Dream in shades. It really doesn't matter what you dream in. It's your what your dream is. That's what really counts.
Your brain uses your dreams in your own creativity to tell you about things. Though what it's trying to tell you can be confusing to figure out, or you might feel that dreams aren't anything but a nighttime movie, but there is a message.
Finding out what your dreams mean can help you. Even if you don't believe me, it's true. Some people even dream up events that will happen in the future. A form of deja vu. Most of the time they don't remember the dream, but as it becomes reality it hits them. No one really knows why this happens. It just does. Like the third eye (if you believe in this sort of thing) opens for a moment. Everyone can predict the future.
