25 more days!
Mood:  special
Now Playing: Kryptonite by 3 Doors Down
Topic: CBM
Hey ya'll it's me again..I just can't seem to stay off of here..Only 25 more days til he comes home, and I can't wait..He's really kinda bugging me about getting pictures of me though..And with this contract marriage thing..I told him I had to consider it..why can't he take that as an answer for now?? It drives me crazy! But I can deal with it cuz i love him

Mood:  celebratory
Now Playing: When I'm Gone by 3 Doors Down
Topic: CBM
Okay, me and CBM are doing great again. I love this guy so much, and he loves me too! He's coming home from Iraq on the 22nd of February, and I can't wait! He asked me if I wanted to marry him, and I told him yes. I don't have an engagement ring, but I have his class ring, and the fact that he loves me and wants to spend the rest of his life with me is good enough for me. I haven't seen him face to face since April, and I can't wait to see how much he's changed. I'm kind of worried about how much he like my appereance now, I changed quite a bit. I think it's fot the better, but I did cut my hair, but I gained about 5 lbs. Not so bad, but I love him and I want to look good for him. He's and old-fashioned type of guy, protective, a little possesive, and honorable, but I love that about him. He's 20 now, but he'll be 21 the 19th of February. I really can't get him anything, but I can send him an email telling him Happy Birthday.

Someone Special
Mood:  not sure
Topic: CBM
Okay, a few days ago, I spent the night with a friend of mine, and we got on the computer. I started talking to CBM, and we started dating again..welll now he's asking me if i was using him to get pregnant.

Independence Mall
Mood:  chillin'
Today me and my best friend went to the mall, and it was so rocking. We saw these really hot guys, and these really hot shoes! Sperry's! But I ended up getting 96.00 dollar Oakleys!

I'm so Pissed!
Topic: DJ
You know that guy DJ i was talking about? Well I hate his ass! He's been pretending to like me and saying that he loves me, but really he loves this girl named amanda. Says he's marrying her next week, right there on his profile. I'm not only pissed, I'm upset. of course he was cheating on me, and the fact that he's going marry her? and next week at that! I'll kill him if I ever see him, and I mean it. I dont care if I go to jail for it or not, he deserves to rot in hell!

DJ (again)
Mood:  down
Now Playing: Somebody Strong to Lean On
Topic: DJ
Okay, I know I have a picture of DJ in my album, but did you know he has a kid? Yep! He has a 5 month old son. He didn't know the chick was pregnant. She lied and told him she was on the pill! I saw him a few weeks ago in the mall, and he had the kid with him. He just looked so handsome, carrying a little baby. He's a motor T operator in Iraq, and he was home on leave. He really loves his little boy. He's great with him. I know that when I was staying with him, he was great with Lane. He never really asked me to help him out. Of course, I did, but still you get the drift. Anyways, I had to write about that. I love him soo much it's not funny. HE COMES HOME TODAY! He's spending Christmas with my family. SO neat! anywayz, got to go!

Hillibilly Day
Mood:  silly
The 18th was Hillibilly Day at my school. Some people took it to the extremes! My friend Holly had freckles and a unibrow! It was so funny!

Topic: Jarhead
Okay, I just got back from the movie theater. I saw Jarhead. Now, I'm no movie critic, but i thought that it wasn't as good as i thought. Their uniforms didn't have their names on them, and they almost never wore helmets. Now, it may just be me, but if I'm getting shot at, I want a fucking helmet on! But hey, that's just me! And there was this man behind me that talked the whole time. He was kinda annoying! And today was my birthday, so happy birthday to me!

Support Our Troops
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: When I'm Gone by 3 Doors Down
Hey ya'll ll, this is my first time using this site, so bear with me if it isn't perfect. I'm a southerner, and I live in coastal North Carolina. I live within an hour's drive of MCAS Cherry Point, MCB Camp Lejuene, ,and MCAS New River. So my economy is pretty based on the military's input. I live on a road where I see the troops that are going from Lejuene to Cherry Point to get deployed by plane. And I see them come home. But a lot of times those buses are empty. Now, currently I know a guy from Cherry Point in Al Asad, Iraq. He's in a Harrier based squadron,(VMA-223) so he's not really in the direct line of fighting. And another guy I have real strong feelings for is home right now aftera a 7 month deployment. Yeah, it's tough, and there's times when you cry all day. But you make it through. Now, I know some of ya'll prob'ly don't agree, but I think every person that goes over there is making a huge sacrifice. I say this from experience on what it's like for us back home. The simplest thing would get me crying. A song, a word, a phrase, an accent, but you dry your tears and get on wiht you day, knowing that if they can, you can too. Today is Halloween, and also DJ's birthday. I'm just glad he's home to celebrate it, instead of dead, or still in Iraq.