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Daily Entries

(I believe they're called blogs in the land of xanga)

[12.10.03] i'm looking at pictures... and realized how much my life has changed...

i want to thank fia with all my life... not only did you fill the void in my school life, you became my family... i literally felt at home with you guys... asiantation was awesome, nite in manila (although it was bloody) was magical, fact was amazing... cultural represented... modern tore it up... rice bowl threw down... we are simply, PERFECT!

I want to thank elizabeth for taking care of me when i come home... for the hugs and kisses... the late nite phone calls... all the food we flew thru... and for the inspiration cookies!!! i love you baby!

and last but not least... my friends all around the world... my collins crew, my frost fellas, and especially the conant connection! I love you guys with all my heart. You guys and gals have always been someone i could fall back upon when distraught, to help cover up our messes, and to create them... you guys are simply amazing...

[12.04.03] So non-stop studying...

how do you know when you've gone insane??? I think i'm on the road to insanity... so much pented up rage. So much i express it in my sleep, and it's directed towards people i love... i don't understand why. I have noticed that i have this nervous twitch now, and my hand shakes more than usual now, yesterday i couldn't even type or write... rendering me useless. I like to be alone a lot, is seclusion a sign of insanity? I wonder when i'm gonna flip out, and when, and the consequences...
[12.01.03] So ends another thanksgiving... good times with old friends and new, with family and not so family. I just missed beth. I realize how much i love beth... a lot. ANYWAYS... school is almost over... just 2 more weeks then a nice little month long break!!! But before that much needed break... HELL!!! That's right... the very essence of HELL!!! Finals are freaking me out... now is the real crunch time!!! i've never studied so far ahead in my life...