10/09/0: I'm not doing anything but changing the song of the week, which is now the bi-monthly song more like. Not even updating the updats page. Buwabuwabuwahahahahahahaha! I think I'm lacking mind altering prescription substances....so I'm going to try take those...muuuuuuuuuggggrrrrrrrrr.......yeah. I've just been frustrated lately, but I've been painting ^^;; I may scan some of those, but we'll have to see what there is space for....working on thinking about possibly changing to a new layout. And that's all I got. Fun fact thanks to Joy: "irrumator" is Latin for "cocksucker," both willing and not. The verb form is "irrumor" i think. I tried to get her to say "cocksucking cocksucker" in Latin, but she wouldn't ^^;; Oy, KareKano is some damn fine anime. Yup.
08/31/02: Ok, so it's been even longer this time. AND GUESS WHAT?!?!? Angelfire decided to suddenly reduce the space I'm allotted by a small 30 MB. OUT OF 50. This leaves me wondering, "What the shit?" As far as I know, no one told me about this in their cheery monthly newsletters, so now I have about 30 MB of stuff missing from here, and I have no fucking clue what it is. So, until things can be made much suckier but complete here, anyone who actually checks this piece of shit will just have to be as pleasantly surprised as I am. Fuckers. Rat fuckers. They who fuck rats be them. Did I mention? It's the second day of hating being female, and so I hate everyone else, too. Whooooooo.....fuckers. At some later point I may actually adress some shit that happened over the summer, if I even remember it by now, but whatever. Not tonight. I have to leave for Philadelphia in 6 hours. Crap sucks. I hate the world. oh yeah--I'm working in a flower shop now. grrrrrrrrr!!
7/01/02: Jeeezy creezy, it's been a while. So yeah--I'm not dead; I just haven't bothered going online since I got home on the 19th. Of May. I also noticed that I've sorely neglected the song of the week, which has turned into the bi-monthly song...and while I highly encourage most to be bi, this instance will not do. Sooo....changing it soon? Still not bloody likely. Updating anything soon? Likely, but not bloody likely. And my dad spilled coffee on our regular keyboard, so now we're using the way oldschool one from his pre-hard drive IBM. Oh the joy, as it clacks fantastic, for it was made with a boingy-boing spring under each key what makes with the loud. But hey, it works...
...yes.
So anyway, my negligence aside, I've been feeling much better since getting home, i.e. not nearly (as) suicidal! Yeah! No to the slashy slashy!! I'm still jobless, thanks to EBX, which wouldn't hire me. If you ever meet anyone named Tim Nance, straight up tell him he's a bad person with female issues. That fuck. I could always work at FYE with the peole what are sugoi incarnate, but location bad >.<;; And I still can't help but hide from Chris, who I still have not said a word to, by the way. In fact, I pulled my jacket over my head and had to be lead out of the store by my brother. People were even like, "So did you say hi to Christine?" And he was like, "No, she had her jacket over her head." I mean, shit. What am I going to do???? I even hide behind the pole in my basement when I watch my Gackt VCD...
Let's just cross our fingers and hope I get a job, because once I start doing things, then I can be motivated enough to think with some sincerity about mon avenir. Pardon, mais quand je me sens un peu mal a laise, il fault que j'ecris en francais. C'est parce que j'ai honte de moi-meme. Peut-etre que je sois parresseuse; je ne le doute pas. Tout de meme, cet ordinateur affreux ne peu pas faire d'accents. Bof...beuf...alors--il est deja 4 heures 38 du matin, donc je m'endors. Au revoir, mes petites bichettes! Grosse bises, mais absolutment pas de grosses baise(r). Ca, c'est degeulas, n'est-ce pas? Eu...de quoi est-ce que je parle??? Oh, I cry for the ethernet...so evil to update on dial-up. u.u;; *I swear I'l talk to that poor boy some day...*
5/14/02: Ok, skipped a day. But who gives a fuck? I update before anyone even notices. ANYWAY: I have a new picture from Phoebe! It's a self portrait!
Also added 10 photos to the pictures page. Hah! Current-ish! Ok, the page only looks like anything @ 1024x768 res, so sorry for you non lap-top people.
AND I GET TO CHANGE THE SONG OF THE WEEK!! But fear not, Orestes is still available on the music page. However, in keeping myself to a 10 mp3 limit, I am sorry to say that All Neon Like will no longer be available, mostly because love the song as I may, it makes me want to cut myself. And so now I bring you Silverchair/Emotion Sickness! No one gives them credit for being a good band! >.<##
**and as per usual...ALL THIS THANKS TO CAFFEINE, AGORAPHOBIA, AND POCKY!!!!
original art anime and vk styled stuff I draw, though not based on any anime character
about...me! crap *you guessed it!* about me! it's all true, too!! YEs yEs!! I CAN face reality in small doses!! >.< Also, general pooh, pictures, my taste in music, and book reviews by ME!! GYA HA HA!!!
scanned crap stuff I scanned *all by myself!!* from manga, artbooks, wherever
ramblings stuff I write just for the hell of it, mostly about depression or whatever...and now, stuff by other people, too!!! ^-^
musical crap new section! Here will be past Songs of the Week and anything else that tickles my fancy. Feel free to put in a request! Not like I have an mp3 list anywhere >P
phoebe crap new section! Original and fan artwork, and whatever else she may want to send me ^-^ by my fake little sister, Phoebe!
tonberry doom!! Play!! Help Mana get skeletons and roses for Gackt, but watch out for Master Tonberry!!
Begin outdated babblings:
So what does a baka do while loafing her way through life? Design a web page, of course, dedicated to the things that fill her days with, uh..."glee."
Basically, I really like anime, Johnny the Homocidal Maniac, for all things Jhonen rock, and Squaresoft games.
I mostly draw fanart since I can't write any interesting fic, and because I'm not a massive hentai. Just a wee-bitty hentai. But I have the redeaming quality that I am in the process of sabotaging my own future >.< EEEEP!! SOME college better take me!! onegai...? <--at this point, some college has taken me, and I'm in the process of sabotaging my own future yet again.
Anyway, uh...I write original stuff every now and then. (In the ramblings section!)
I still don't know what the hello kitty I'm doing!! Just promise you won't shoot me in the head... >.O
Mostly the anime I like is: Gundam Wing, *yay Duo and Trowa!* Here is Greenwood, *yay Shinobu!* Sailor Moon, *yay Sailor Uranus!* Neon Genesis Evangelion, *yay Kaworu and Asuka!* Shoujo Kakumei Utena, *yay Touga!* Fushigi Yuugi, *yay Hotohori!* X, *yay for poor little Kamui-chan...u.u* Key The Metal Idol, *she's so stoic!* Vampire Hunter D, *he's so uptight!PSX game rocks!* Street Fighter II, *yay Cammy! and whats up with Ryu and Ken? O.O* Rourouni Kenshin, *he's so darn nice!* Bakuretsu Hunters, *they're always late! and oh, the bondage!* Magic Knight Rayearth, *yay Makona!* Yoroiden Samurai Troopers, *yay Touma and Seiji!* *and* Sakura Diaries *yay vest guy!* ...er, among *other* things O.o
...but I mostly just draw Gundam Wing stuff...? I SHUT UP NOW!
Just so you know, this site is forever under heavy construction. I've also started painting plastic gundam models, so if you spot the Tester's glue/paint influence in my spelling, please don't assume I'm that stupid. I try to hide that at much as possible. >.O
On with the pooh!
To get it over with, all of the stuff in the "fanart" section is based on something copyrighted by...er, someone else. All the stuff in the "scanned crap" section is copyrighted by...um, those *other* people. All the midi files are from Square Soft's Final Fantasy games, which kick ass. Any mp3s are things from CDs I own, and you know the rule about deleting and stuff, I think that's how it goes...I'm not a bad person...I worked in a record store, chrissakes. However, my art and writing belong to ME!!! MUWA HA HA HA HA HA!!!!!...ha...hah...heh. >.O yut.
main fanart original art scanned crap about...me! ramblings musical crap phoebe crap
Email: cait_sith@gundamwing.org
