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Death of a Princess
I really can't believe that he could go off and leave me like this. Those damned missions of his. I know he loves me but I get so lonely when he's away. There are times when he's so gentle with me. Loving and caring just like he really is. I remember the night before he left. We held a party at the palace for Duo's birthday. Everything was perfect. We all enjoyed the time together. That was when he told me how he really felt about me.
"I wanted to tell you, Relena, something I never wanted to admit. You started something in me that I cannot stop. It's this burning need to be with you, day and night. You have no idea how badly I want to tell the woman before me that I love her. I want to be able to hold her to me and tell her everything in my heart, my soul. I want to make love to her at night and wake in her arms every morning. I want to kiss her and hold her and Love her fore the rest of my life," he spoke. Her eyes teard up. He continued, "and she is so special to me. I love you Relena."
I couldn't stop the stream of tears coming down my face. "I love you too Heero. I always have. But why didn't you tell me before now?" He merely shrugged and enveloped her in his arms. He leaned down and tilted her chin up to capture her lips in his own. His hands travled down her back to rest on her buttocks whereupon her gently squeezed. Relena giggled, "Don't tickle me Heero!" He just smiled down at her. She decided to make the next move. She ran her hands up his body, catching his shirt and taking it off. The well defined chest and abs she found captivated her. How could something be so hard and soft at the same time? She didn't care, she only wanted to taste him. Her lips trailed tiny kisses down his chest. She found his left nipple with ease and gently sucked on it. Heero moaned a little. When she stopped He flipped her over and slowly removed her clothing, never noticing that she, too, was removing his. When they stopped the two merely gazed lovingly at the other. Their bodies called out for more and the three little of huge meaning were uttered between them. Heero pulled his love close to his body. He kissed her passionately and pulled her up to him. She gazed into his eyes and spoke, "Make love to me Heero." He kissed her and entered her swiftly. She gasped, not from pain, but from the feeling of him inside of her.
They found their rhythem and made love for hours. Screaming at climax, moaning with pleasure. Their sweat covered bodies coming together in a sweet symphony of love. They climaxed a final time at three A.M. Their screams waking the palace inhabitants from their slumber. None disturbed them, for they knew it was their last night together.
I still think about him. I wonder where he is when I walk through these gardens. That was a year ago and he has yet to see our son. I know he will return.
Why do I feel this pain? What's wrong here? I have to get back to the palace. I have to get back. I walked slowly into my room, feeling something was not right. I looked in my dresser. 'Why is there a note taped to my mirror?' I read the note:
Dearest Relena,
I am sorry to inform you that Heero Yuy was killed in action today defending Earth. His dying wish was that you knew he loved you. A renagade suit came up from behind and shot him throught the cockpit, crushing his chest. Heero is dead, I'm sorry Relena.
~Quatre~
I screamed and locked my door. I don't want to live with out him. Suicide! Yes, suicide. "I'm coming for you Heero!" I scream. I will write a letter to the people of earth as a goodbye. Then I will write a letter to the other pilots and Milliardo. I hope Milliardo will take care of Draven for me.
I jot down my thoughts before I die:
And her storybook world crashed down around her. She lost more than she needed to. The man who held her heart was gone and so resulting in the death of a princess.
Good, now, a razor. Ah, here we go. And let me get the rose he gave me. I dried it. Now I can go on. The phone is off the hook but the message light still flashes. Oh well. I touch the blade to my right wrist and bear down. Pain, such emmense pain. And blood, good, I dripped on the rose and razor along with the notes. I didn't want to be this messy, but I can't do much now, can I?
This world is getting darker. I can't breathe as well as before, but I don't fear anything anymore. I want to be with him.
I can hear the incessent pounding on the door. Most likely Duo or Milliardo. They can't help me now. I'm too far gone. The only color I see is black. Is this what it is like to die? It's really peaceful. Well, aside from the pain, of course. I can see Heero's face smiling at me.
'I'm coming, love, wait for me.' I can hear nothing now. My heart beat is gone, my breathing has stopped, and I can see... nothing.
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