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sittin hea thinkin wonderin why
hurtin inside while wantin to die
feeling the pain feelin the burn
feelin insane with nowhea to turn
tellin myself to neva let go
while lettin myself fall into tha hole
tellin myself to neva look back
but in my heart its closure i lack
let go the pain n forget the past
but in my heart the pain'll last
all the shit that i went through
family, friends, nothing stays true
so im just wonderin how and why
i'm still hea, cuz i'm waiting to die
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have you ever felt the pain
felt your world go down in flames
have you ever felt insane
sick of playing all these games
have you ever yearned for Death
would you hand in your own life
have you ever lost your breath
gave up hope, reached for the knife
have you ever heard the sound
the breaking of your heart
have you never ever found
the pain of being torn apart
have you ever known the truth
that pain is all there is
have you ever given up
but then, why are we here now...
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...
...things arent the way they used to be...
...shits changed the way ive come to see...
...looking ahead dont turn around...
...dont dare look back ignore the sound...
...hear the laughter feel the pain...
...fuckin heads explodin goin insane...
...feelin the burn feelin the heat...
...about to give up cuz im feelin beat...
...losin hope n fallin fast...
...fear for the future n regrets for the past...
...look into my eyes the crystal ball...
...life fades away to sumthin so small...
...the pain gets stronger as life falls apart...
...i can feel the pounding breakin of my heart...
...silverdragonia goin down...
...silvedragonia gonna drown...
...cryin now screams in my head...
...fuck this shit id rather be dead
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