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September 2006  (NEW)

Now this really has been an update long over due. Revamped my site, hope everyone likes it. If you don’t.. tough..lol. I’ve kind of reinvented myself again, new look, new attitude, new outlook. Really lucky to have the same old friends, with the emphasis on old (you know who they are). Life is good, not needing to be out as much, but enjoying the nights out even more. Not sure how to fill in the 3 years gap in my bio, probably best just to get on with it from here.

Had a great night out in Manchester on Mel’s hen night, pix in the Manchester gallery. We all agreed probably the best night ever. Looking forward to the next one.

 

December 2003

Yes I know its been nearly a year since I updated this, I only ever seem to remember to update the pix, not that I've heard anyone complain. Its not been as an eventful year as the past few have been, had a summer off so it speak. Recharged the batteries and back with a bang. This new look Web Site has been my labour of love over the past few months, its always been my wish to have an expert looking site that other find easy to navigate and enjoy, hopefully its getting there. Hope for next year are much the same as last, to get out more, to make new friends, try to stay friend with the ones I already have.. lol. and to most of all enjoy it.

Have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.

 

January 2003

Well its been ages since I last updated this thing. I'm sorry if you've been waiting with baited breath. So much has happened since March 2002, I've been out much more, been to many new places, met and made friends with so many nice people. I'm a lucky girl. Looking forward to 2003 I have a few hopes, to continue to be happy as Jennifer, continue to make new friends and get out more and more with the friends I have. I will always try to help those girls who aren't out the house, never mind the closet. E-mail me if you'd like some advice or the places to go to get advice.

I wish everyone of my friend a great new year.... even Samantha :-)

 

March 2002

Time for another update. I have been going out now at least once a week, this is due to something I did a few months back. I told my wife I was TV. Yes, I came right out with it and after a few tears and a few weeks she saw my web site and was stunned. Another few weeks and she watched me dress as Jennifer. Fortunately I have a few friends who's wives like coming going out, so I asked my wife if she'd like to come along. And we haven't looked back since. A huge weight of guilt was lifted from my shoulders, no more excuses to go out dressed, I can dress in the house before I leave and undress when I return. This is been the final piece of the jigsaw I imagined when I was young. My life is pretty great at the moment.

 

January 2002

Another year has passed and so much has happened again. So many things I thought I could only dream of have become reality and it’s wonderful. I have increased my circle of friends to people outside the TG community. As I find myself going out more and more as Jennifer, it all becomes a little easier, and I feel that Jennifer has become a lot more natural. I am happy with my image and my outlook and my plans for this year. I get mistaken for a GG more and more now and its a great feeling, means I must be doing things right.

I have just has my 28th birthday :-(. One year older, but one year wiser. A year in which I've modeled, I won a beauty contest and I have become a lot closer to my inner circle of friends. These people know who they are without being named. The ones who have supported me through everything last year and have in their own way helped make Jennifer the girl she is.

I hope to go down south this year to meet friends and see what life like outside Glasgow and Edinburgh. After a rather festive new year I need to lose a few pounds to get my figure back. My health problems seem to be will behind me now and it’s a positive outlook for 2002.

 

 

 

May 2001

God, where to start. I really must update this more often. Anyway if I thought things were going at a fast pace last year..well it was nothing. To sum the first part of this year up in a sentence.

I've made more wonderful friends, lost touch with a few also. Been out lots of times, in clubs, in shops, at hen nights, in Glasgow and in Edinburgh.

To expand on that. I have been going out with Nikki on a Saturday night to the Polo and Bennetts quite often. Its great to have a reason and a place to go to as Jennifer. I have become good friends with Loraine and Louise at H&S. Friends with Melanie Miss TV Scotland, and her wife. I can't leave out my very good friend Kitty, she's had me over to stay in Edinburgh and it was a fantastic night (more later). As I have new experiences as Jennifer, all the things I was afraid of in the closet are not so bad. Touch wood, I have not had any bad reactions yet. But I feel I am now better placed to deal with it should it happen. I have a lot of confidence as Jennifer and its all due to my friends who constantly remind me that I look good ( thanks pals). Its not a blasé confidence, but you find that walking about Edinburgh on a Saturday afternoon with Nikki help the old confidence, even though the nerves took a shot.

Kitty took part as the straight girl in The "Fife Diva's" show. It was a hen night in Kirkcaldy. It was 98% woman and a few guys plus 5 TV's. It will long live in my memory. Straight woman seem to love girls like me. We had no bad reactions and many girls came to ask us to dance. I was there with Nikki and after a days shopping in Edinburgh this was easy.

I was invited through to Edinburgh for a night out by Kitty. Johanna from Newcastle was there also. It was my first night out with 2 TS girls. I was under pressure....lol. Gordon and Paul came to Kitty's as we got ready and we went for a meal. there we met up with Kitty's GG friend. This was something new, having a meal in public as Jennifer, it was toffee :-). We then went to Cafe Havana's where we had drinks and met lots of nice people and when the need to dance came along we popped into CC Blooms. The was a distinct lack of Tgirls that night. but I feel less and less need to hang around in big groups...lol. It was a great night and one I hope to repeat often.. thanx Kitty ***.

Crosslynx has been a great source of friends and information to me. There was a wig demo one night and after a short chat with the girl who did the demo I WAS volunteered to model. I was sat on a chair in he middle of the room, off came the wig (yes, it's a wig). She tried all the wigs on me, from long brunette to short bob silver. And to everyone's surprise I seemed to suit them all. After the demo Linda said my own wig needed some treatment and I should pop into her shop "EXTRA HAIR SALON" on Sauchiehall Street. So I did, I didn't have time to go as Jennifer, so I did my face there and we spent an hour or so trying on all the wigs again. We spoke about her making a web site for the shop and she asked me to model for her. I'm so flattered and I will when she is ready. She worked on my wig and it looked brand new then she had finished.

I was back at Extra Hair Salon this week (end of May) and went as Jennifer, Linda has said to come as Jennifer so I hope I didn't scare her too much..lol. I bought a new wig..its gorgeous. Its different from my long straight one, and it will take some getting used to, but its getting out in public that will tell me if I still pass or not. So I wore it home and went to the Braehead shopping centre. WOW. walked about for 5/10 mins, even went into Topshop and looked around. I'll be doing this again soon.

 

December 2000

Again so much seems to happen in between my updates. I've been out in the scene!. I've met other girls from my area and I've been clubbing. Yes all in the space of 2 months.

It all started with a visit to Hide & Sleek, a TV friendly shop on the east coast. I went in male mode with my friend Mandy, who was also in male mode. I think that the way I was treated and the way Loraine spoke to me, made me finally realise that there was a whole new world out there for me. I went back to H&S for the coffee evening, I went dressed and picked up Yasmine, another good friend, she wasn't dressed. We both had our eyes opened that night. We saw people, ordinary people who shared our interest. Also a married couple who's wife is very supportive. I wore which I now realise was far to short a skirt, but I have the legs for it. As well as being dressed amounts other girls, it was the first time I'd been dressed in the presence of real females. It was a nice experience. At the coffee evening I met a girl I'd e-mailed before, her name is Gina, you'll realise how important this meeting was to me later. Another great thing that happened that night was I bought my new wig, the ones in my newer pics. It was great to have so many people to give there opinions. Thanks girls.

The few days after the coffee evening was spent, mailing Gina. She volunteered along with Tiffany Tuesday to hold my hand at the Crosslynx meeting. The night came and I sat in my car watching for god knows what to walk into the building I thought it was in. Watching guys walk in and thinking, is he one..lol. Anyway, Tiff arrived dressed, so I knew there I was going now. I went in and was shown to the room where the meetings take place. There were a few girls already there. One, who I'm not sure her name, but she runs the group came over and introduced herself. At that moment Gina arrived, saved by the bell. We changed in an adjoining room and did our makeup and hair in the ladies. By the time Gina had finished (lol) the meeting had started, so we went down stairs to the bar. I met girls who I'd seen at H&S and new girls, all absolutely gorgeous and very friendly. Anyway we all went to the Polo lounge and had a few drinks. Again a new experience, walking as Jennifer through a crowded bar, full of men. I know I was getting a few admiring glances.

The next weekend, I went to Gina's. Where we dressed and went out on the town. We met Nikki and Karen in the Polo and spent a few hours in there. We then went onto Bennetts, a night club. It was brill, danced a bit and met some nice people through Nikki. Nikki has the confidence, the look and the patter that we'd all love to have. Anyway, after another dance we left and went home as our feet were killing us, god we girls have to suffer for fashion...lol.

All these nights out and meeting people, culminated in the Miss Scotland event in Edinburgh. Gina gave me a room for the night and we went to the Minto Hotel. We were shown to a room to get dressed, I opened the door to find, 4 gorgeous real girls getting ready. There were students filming the contest as a media study. This was the weirdest experience so far. 4 twenty something babes, putting on there makeup, putting on there undies and dresses, whilst you know who did the same. To be fair, they were probably as freaked as I was. But they were very complimentary when I was done.

This was the first time I'd met Mandy dressed, its been so long coming and we had to get a pic straight away. We had a meal, which was great, gave me a chance to chat to some new faces and some old. Then the contest, which much to mosts disgust I didn't enter, I'm shy. Anyway Gina entered and stole the show, she didn't win but she did in my eyes. Then came the dancing, more sore feet. But who cares, its great to dance in heels.

As you can see, things are going along at great pace. The past few months have been what I've been afraid of all my life. To go out in public and be with other, I know everyone says its great then u go out, but its still a big scary step. But, hand on heart, its the best step this girl has ever taken in heels.

 

September 2000

A lot has happened since I wrote my bio, so much that I will only tell you the highlights. I started using Yahoo chat in March and have found some very dear friends. Some male, some female and others girls like myself. Through these people and many of the people I chat with I have grown in confidence to an extent that I have been out in public and wish to go out again.
My public appearance was in London. I met a girl like myself called Rachel, there will be a link from my friends page. She invited me down for a weekend which I will always remember. While I was down I met up with my other close friends and we all went out to the Wayout club. I will always remember my first night and will always remember that I spent it with my best friends.
My look has changed so much since last year and some times its scary to look at the girl looking back from the mirror. Those who have seen me as a guy and a girl will know what I mean.
I am in no doubt that the compliment and well wishes I get from people has boosted my confidence, and this has shown through in Jennifer.

 

January 2000

My first memory of dressing was when I was 6 or 7 years old. My Gran was babysitting while my mother was at work. I would try on her underwear, tights (pantyhose) and prance about in her shoes, which were far to big for me. I remember being caught once, my Gran walking into my mothers room and myself diving to the ground as though I wasn't there. She told my mother and she had a talk with me, probably putting it down to a phase I was going through.

I stopped dressing for quite a few years after that, but again got the urge in my early teens. My sister was three years younger than I, but as most girls do, she matured earlier and was about my size. This gave me a whole new wardrobe of underwear, dresses, skirts and tops, and my favorite make-up. Any time I was alone in the house I would dress up and practice my make-up. I was a late developer, body hair and muscles were no where to be seen though out my teens. However I did enjoy shaving my legs occasionally.

As I got older, in my later teens, I was alone in the house more and more as my sister had gone to collage. I was working now and had money to buy my own clothes and make-up. I started to venture out, first of all just in the back garden. The feel of the wind blowing up my skirt for the first time was so wonderful and something ever special girl should experience. The real turning point was when I got my first car. I would get all dressed up and go for long drives at first, always returning home in time to change. As I got more confident with my make-up and dressing appropriate for my age, I started to drive to near by towns and go for short walks. I remember parking one night in a hotel car park next to a busy road. I was wearing a short red skirt and matching jacket, a long black wig and black high heels. As I locked the car an articulated lorry went by, the driver honked his horn and waved at me. Without a thought I gave him a little wave back. That was my first flirt.

On various occasions I would get whistled at, but I was always conscious that I had a deep voice and couldn't reply. The only personal interaction I've had whilst dressed, was being asked the time by an elderly gentleman. I nearly fainted when he asked as I walked by. I replied in a dreadful female voice what the time was, and he said thank you Miss and walked on. You've no idea what it's like to be excepted as a female by others. It has been the highlight of my dressing so far.

I am now in my mid-twenties and have gone from 9 1/2 stone to 12 stone due to an illness. I am dieting and doing some exercise to get my figure back. Although I am still dressing now, it's not the same as when that little black size 12 minidress fits in all the right places