i suppose you think working is something that must be done.. FUCK THAT. why is it that if a person enjoys doing something it isnt considered "work". why is it that work must be done. no one likes to be the hand of anothers tool&profit. when pride is taken in something which an individual has done or accomplished they feel so fullfilled and happy to share the rewards with others this way every one can appeciate that effort.if every one did a little bit and shared the profits, wouldnt we be so happy. why does someone allways want more?. i seriously feel that greed is among us, the only way to stop it is to eliminate the root of greed, to stop breeding it. stop breeding greed , guilt, altogether. eliminate jealousy and competiton. what is it that makes us jealous? was it taught, or does it just acompany the greed. if you find it hard to come up with an explanation for jealousy think of the emphasis and need that parents push upon their children.if unreasonable goals are seen as desireable , or normal for a typical family of course only a select few are going to be able to meet these goals . if you cant meet them you are angry , jealous. these goals mean nothing. when a child sees parents stressing about money, the child will believe money is important. everything is learnt from the parents and in most adult lives money is the most important thing since most adults live their lives paying bills.. and its not the bills they are trying to pay, its what they want instead of paying the bills and why they cant acheive these goals because of the bills,which makes them bitter. unfortunately most goals have to do with buying. if you ask anyone what is the ultimate acheivement & desire they will say happiness. unfortunately again most people find happiness in material objects.. how did this happen to us as a society.is this heredity? sure it is , but emotional heredity not genes.as a result of the parents' actions kids will believe that money is all important, something a child may not have,although within a childs surroundings she will come accross someone/child who has the money, the nice car, the clothes, house etc. they want. it creates jealousy. the outcome: the child sets out to "get it", but not only do they want all of the material objects in life never before affordable, the shame of having lessis never forgotten.for this they seek revenge , more, more and more must be obtained to get even with the priveledged kid who mocked their worth in school .equality does not exist in this vicious cycle...it is so easy to see how all jealousy is created in this world. there is hardly any trust between us, we are all so alone and frightened that when we finally do find someone to trust , to love we become so possesve for fear of losing that trust. that part of yourself given away, you become jealous, out of fear, and past loss, and broken heart. you cant allow your innermost trust given to that one person to be shared with anyone else. this is what some have become... now imagine this all comming to an end...............
i just want to feel love between others and myself. my dream is to not be unshure, and uncomfortable with strangerrs. to be able to form unbreakable bonds between myself and others, between myself and my family. wouldnt it be great if we all just took the time to actually care about someone else. to not judge. to not fear. man, if people trusted one another this world might be an enjoyable place. it sucks that i am always intimidated by others. im shy and often fumblearound those i do not know. fear , i do not want to reveal myself, but in my heart i know i seriously want to love.
im sure lots of people ask themselves, is it worth it? worth it to get out of bed in the morning and to go to work, i wonder how many people have to force themselves just to open their eyes in the morning. they just want to sleep.sleeping is so beautiful, closing my eyes to the universe. leaving this world and reality, to go wherever my mind wants me to g. my dream is everything that i feel, everything which is truth beyond this waking world. reality seems so fake, true reality would be subcoming to to your inner most feelings & urges.like sleeping all day and all night waking up only for love making, fruit andfriendship. fruit like bananas, grapes, pineapple, dates, . being naked all dy in a massive bed of soft cotton , with beautiful people surrounding you talking in loving passionate tones, . to sleep and awake sometimes waking up from a passionate kiss or a gentle touch a hand. all of the love inthe world is whisping around your body, let it find its way around your mind.you sleep with this feeling for nights and days, and wake up to a friend , friends who never leave your side friends who take care of each other.
