LE BOBO...
> run out of things to say. mindless memory. i meannothing. i see all i sit all day on a step ladder and know i am on display. nothing is true to the scoundrels who lookfor fullfillment through waste. who dig for shelter through the mass pile of excess trash they threw away for comfort. for cleanliness. sacrament in order, in marching file untill the hours of doom when time charted seconds run out and slumber deterres one from ones ultimate goal.there is nothing to be done about thisproblem. the only thing to do would be to leave, im binded in a legal contract, i feel a need to survive but conditionality runs the show. the only time i am aliveis when i am asleep. the only changes felt , disturbances of emotionis when thougt cries out against the ..one..two..threes of books of references to morals, rights, lives , lived in, living in a way..whats afucking way!. who desires a life to be proud of . be consumed endlessly , and buy, buy ,buy you fools. feeling a bit frisky at home with the wife eh???sweet talk. light candles., why is she conditioned to hate sex... ruin her sexual existance.freedom is fleeting a sensation not a possession. you can not be free. you can only be free.you can not be free. you can only be free. you can not be free .you can only be free. youcan not be. you look toughyou feel tough because you look tough. get me out oof here dont stare stop judging me.
the russian mob is the name of our game. the russian mob.. i am so bored i could crawl under the money safe and die. i always like someone, then they open their mouth. they always have to go and ruin everything by opening their mouth.
>i love to read , my favorite books are:
walden two(b.f. skinner) , clan of the cave bear( j. auel), dharma bums(kerouac),tales of ordinary madness(chuck bukowski) days of war nights of love,down and out in paris and london(george orwell), the hobbit(tolkien), off the map(zine),many more too, i love books that you think about when you arent reading , the ones you become a part of and regret comming to the end.
i love music, some of my favorites are:
SPAZZ-la revancha, the velvet underground-white light white heat, the B-52's-self tittled, CRASS-penis envy, bikini kill-basically anything, lack of interest-trapped inside.man is the bastard.
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